Feeling depressed and considering suicide now.
Family ain't helping
Tell my mama in case I take my life

and what's your reason pls? we might be of help

KillingMaSef:
Feeling depressed and considering suicide now.
Family ain't helping
Tell my mama in case I take my life

Tell your Mama yaself.

angels09:

Tell your Mama yaself.

She is the coz,
Tell her she made me do it
I'm in PH
If you hear anything like from ph, know it's me

Calm down, op... Trust me, things gon change... Coward gives up easily... Stay alive to live to tell the story... Shalom!

Bibi294:
Calm down, op... Trust me, things gon change... Coward gives up easily... Stay alive to live to tell the story... Shalom!

I've stayed long thinking things will change but keep getting worse, mum, dad aint helping things

My whole life keep hitting the rock,
From prayer house to counselling.
All are bullcrap they ain't working


My mum keep making things worse after I lost my job last 6 months.

I feel she should just lose me to understand what I mean to her.
Always cursing me.
Sometimes I wonder if she is truly my mum.
Coz I feel I'm adopted by her behavior towards me.
My dad is aged and I lost my two brothers to accident.

They would have made things easier but they are gone.
Its time to join.

Waiting for shops to open and get a satchet of kill and dry rat poison and prepare my best food with it.

I don't wanna leave a suicide note.
Let her feel the pain I've endured in her

Go ahead, just drop me ur account details first, thanks.

Don't do it bro. There's hope as long as You got a life. Just say what you need exactly

Pm me let's talk, I was once in such a state.

KillingMaSef:

I've stayed long thinking things will change but keep getting worse, mum, dad aint helping things

My whole life keep hitting the rock,
From prayer house to counselling.
All are bullcrap they ain't working


My mum keep making things worse after I lost my job last 6 months.



Hmmm...


I feel she should just lose me to understand what I mean to her.
Always cursing me.
Sometimes I wonder if she is truly my mum.
Coz I feel I'm adopted by her behavior towards me.
My dad is aged and I lost my two brothers to accident.

They would have made things easier but they are gone.
Its time to join.

Waiting for shops to open and get a satchet of kill and dry rat poison and prepare my best food with it.

I don't wanna leave a suicide note.
Let her feel the pain I've endured in her

Seems you are living your life to please your mum, so.... If she gives you no Credit, no emotional support, that's the end of the world for you.

Own Up bro, Find a meaning to life!!

Death is quite simple... Dying?..Oh, thats a big deal.

Please I'm not begging for money its late now, I won't reply to pm,
My mind all made up
If you hear news like that from ph, just know it's me and my mum caused it.
Let her feel the pain of losing her only son left .
She feels I'm worthless.
She will know by then

urbanemind:
Go ahead, just drop me ur account details first, thanks.

Hey, please don't joke with such things. Believe me you depression is not something to play with.

urbanemind:
Go ahead, just drop me ur account details first, thanks.

This is why some old people in the community think nairaland is for children. Does it happens to you that the OP is playing.. Have you ever being depressed in your life before. I think you need a circumstances like that to feel the pain of the OP.
To the poster, You don't need to commit suicide.. .Just sells some of your items at home if you don't have any money at hand,travel out of reach of your parent. Your success in life is closer to you.. .....Go struggle outside home than you killing yourself.. .

Op life is generally difficult.

You have been concentrating on the ugly trends.

Find positive things and concentrate on it....

my broda naa straight ticket to hell oo...

just move out from d house, u can stay wiv friends or relative fr now..
ur mum is depressed as well, dats y she's transferring all her anger to u...Am in ur shoes right now so i know how u feel...

God help us all.

KillingMaSef:
Please I'm not begging for money its late now, I won't reply to pm,
My mind all made up
If you hear news like that from ph, just know it's me and my mum caused it.
Let her feel the pain of losing her only son left .
She feels I'm worthless.
She will know by then

You are just few minutes away to breakthrough coz elastic is at peak now on you, persevere & keep your trust in God.

KillingMaSef:
Please I'm not begging for money its late now, I won't reply to pm,
My mind all made up
If you hear news like that from ph, just know it's me and my mum caused it.
Let her feel the pain of losing her only son left .
She feels I'm worthless.
She will know by then

my broda stop talking like dis

satan d devil has filled ur mind
wiv lies shut him up

where exactly do u stay in phc

i want to lend u my book title d power of ur mind
by pastor christ
it ll help

Thanks guys, couldn't find kill and dry
But snipper and cement in coffee would do the job. Hot water on fire and just sip my tea and have a good sleep to the beyond

I won't leave a trace a behind.
She will curse the day she was born.
Time to go now.

Those calling hell,
That's an illusion.
Its doesn't exist
If there is heaven and hell and God
I don't care coz they never cared

Frustration and depression with friends and family who don't understand you is a bad combo


Hope op is not doing it this one he has deactivated his account

royal200:

This is why some old people in the community think nairaland is for children. Does it happens to you that the OP is playing.. Have you ever being depressed in your life before. I think you need a circumstances like that to feel the pain of the OP.
To the poster, You don't need to commit suicide.. .Just sells some of your items at home if you don't have any money at hand,travel out of reach of your parent. Your success in life is closer to you.. .....Go struggle outside home than you killing yourself.. .

ur post alone can make one commit suicide, ur life is ur life, do with it whatever u wish, if it seems ending it is ur only option then go ahead, I wasn't joking bro,,
is a lot better Dan living a miserable life, nobody without problems in dis life and if u let it drive u into a state of depression then get on with it..

wait my friend do you know that the life you want to take was given to you so Dat mean u can take it until d owner ask for it, wat if u eat all dose nd u er late save Wat your options, d best solution is for u to go back to ur life owner and tell him your problems, he can see u but he just want you to come, go to him explain Wat is going on nd Wat u want believe in it Dat all ......remember d moment u take ur life u will not b forgiven so seeks advise from elders too it will help

Omg!!

I hope this op didn't commit suicide?

angels09:

Tell your Mama yaself.

be nice nw

She is the coz,
Tell her she made me do it
I'm in PH
If you hear anything like from ph, know it's me

Don't waste your life. Volunteer for the Benue State cattle monitor. Have a purpose in life

I just hope it didn't happen

Ironically, these words from a depressed soul should be cast in marble

If there is heaven and hell and God
I don't care coz they never cared

Thanks guys, couldn't find kill and dry
But snipper and cement in coffee would do the job. Hot water on fire and just sip my tea and have a good sleep to the beyond

I won't leave a trace a behind.
She will curse the day she was born.
Time to go now.

Those calling hell,
That's an illusion.
Its doesn't exist
If there is heaven and hell and God
I don't care coz they never cared

Hello don't try that there is more to life than suicide.........yours is even better you only lost your job..... if I tell you my story you'll definitely thank the creator for your life...... you have those who look up to you...... forget about what your mum said towards you.......you're the best thing that has ever happened to yourself so believe me..... ONLY YOU CAN MAKE YOU WHAT YOU WANT TO BE....... cheers

Feeling depressed and considering suicide now.
Family ain't helping
Tell my mama in case I take my life

Don't even think of it. There is always a way out no matter how bad it looks presently.

Do you need money or a job? Family or emotional problems? Some of us on this forum might be able to help you. Please send me a pm

She is the coz,
Tell her she made me do it
I'm in PH
If you hear anything like from ph, know it's me

Op, I'm in PH. Can I Reach Out To You? Send Me Your Address. If You Don't Want Me Or A Nairalander To Pick You Up, I Will Send Some1 To Pick You.

We Can Assist You Please. Just Stop

Thanks guys, couldn't find kill and dry
But snipper and cement in coffee would do the job. Hot water on fire and just sip my tea and have a good sleep to the beyond

I won't leave a trace a behind.
She will curse the day she was born.
Time to go now.

Those calling hell,
That's an illusion.
Its doesn't exist
If there is heaven and hell and God
I don't care coz they never cared

If the loss of a job is your problem maybe I can do something about that. Send me a pm with your number, I will call you.

Suicide is for cowards bro. People have survived situations worse than yours. Cheers brother

Depression is killer sickness that's fast spreading in our society.

Too bad he's gone

I pray God receives his soul. RIP bro

This guy no de joke oo... He even blocked his account