Please pardon me for any grammatical errors.

Am Haddeyholler by name, i was born in 1988, i graduated from The Polytechnic of Ibadan with National Diploma (ND) in computer science and a computer engineer in profession. The problem i had now is that my financial break down kills me emotionally and psychologically.

The way it kills me emotionally is that i gat no feelings for any girls not even talk about serious relationship , atimes when any friend of mine give me call to go out and catch some fun. When i get to the place, i just focus on drinking wines or beers, i might even seeing some ladies showing some signs of interest in me, but i just look at the like seeing ghosts. I get alot in interest in drinking than having any affairs with any ladies now. I don't have a serious relationship neither a side chicks.

The way it kills me psychologically is that am a person that love reading so much, but now i get depressed and reluctant to read any novels or books, even reading any story here on nairaland.com.

Please nairalanders i need your help and advice.

You can kindly reply me here or;
instagram-@am_haddeyholler
twitter-@am_haddeyholler
Facebook.com/haddeyholler
whatsapp - +2348134157048.

Your response, help and advice is highly welcome.

Thanks to you all.