Sariel:
Should I even collect loans from all this loaning apps, accumulate it and send to mama?

Sariel:
Fellow Nairalanders, a lot has been going through my mind concerning suicide, like why does it seem like the only available option when we are fed up.

Anyways here is my little story, I am Fed up and afraid, afraid of the loved ones I will be leaving behind, afraid of the afterlife (if it really exists), afraid I have failed alot of people.

It is easier to commit suicide, anyone can do it, but it's selfish not to consider those you leave behind when they see your body, so the beat thing is to jump into the water with heavy objects tied to your arm and feet so you can sink in forever never to be found, just leave a letter telling everyone you have gone to Italy and will be back, atleast it's better than jumping into a moving car!!

My Mother! My dear Mother! My twin sister!!

Who needs my body parts, perhaps I could donate it before leaving, or who needs someone for rituals??
Should I even collect loans from all this loaning apps, accumulate it and send to mama??

I refuse to be a total waste even in death!!! Never!!

Someone send my regards to my gf, Oh God!! I think she is pregnant for me, a better consolation for my mother.

I have failed. I have little time.

SirDelight:


Dying shouldn't be the only way out of difficult time, bro.

And if you must die, do make sure you exempt Sokoloan from those loan Apps so that, after your demise, your family & friends wouldn't be sending curses to you instead of RIPs.

Take the advice from a concerned brother.

Sariel:


Thanks for your advice, the very first day I died was the day I took a loan from Sokoloan's affiliate apps (9jacash and GoCash). I still owe them. Thanks for the advice

Depressed101:
you know when my moniker above wanted to finish me, there is this suicide method I thought of, tieing a heavy metal to your leg and jumping into the lagoon at night, it felt good thinking about it, but I didn't go through with it because if I had some people would have being happy I left early.. I want to pepper some people with success b4 I go, I think you should do that too.

Sariel:



Thanks. Perhaps you could share what led to your depression and how you sorted it.

SirDelight:


You can't die now. You can still make money from comedy skits . Like the person above mentioned, don't waste your potential.

Depressed101:
search "world of juice" Dairyland

Depressed101:
search "world of juice" Dairyland

Sariel:


I like your sense of humour, why did you advise against Sokoloan by the way?

Hedonini:
If we all had a deactivate and disappear button, things would have been much easier. This meaningless life and its wahala.. the sheer vanity of it all... dey tire person sometimes.

But anyways, just hang on there. You just never know. There's surely a couple of happy moments in the future that you'll be grateful to experience.

francishappy:
Thats the voice of the devil putting these ideas into your head.
how dare you call yourself a failure.
You only become a failure when you die.dont be a coward,dont die out of fear.you havent done anything of value on earth,you werent created to live and just die.you owe me,you owe the world.DONT DIE WITH YOUR POTENTIALS

Sariel:


Thanks for your advice, the very first day I died was the day I took a loan from Sokoloan's affiliate apps (9jacash and GoCash). I still owe them. Thanks for the advice

Sariel:
Fellow Nairalanders, a lot has been going through my mind concerning suicide, like why does it seem like the only available option when we are fed up.

Anyways here is my little story, I am Fed up and afraid, afraid of the loved ones I will be leaving behind, afraid of the afterlife (if it really exists), afraid I have failed alot of people.

It is easier to commit suicide, anyone can do it, but it's selfish not to consider those you leave behind when they see your body, so the beat thing is to jump into the water with heavy objects tied to your arm and feet so you can sink in forever never to be found, just leave a letter telling everyone you have gone to Italy and will be back, atleast it's better than jumping into a moving car!!

My Mother! My dear Mother! My twin sister!!

Who needs my body parts, perhaps I could donate it before leaving, or who needs someone for rituals??
Should I even collect loans from all this loaning apps, accumulate it and send to mama??

I refuse to be a total waste even in death!!! Never!!

Someone send my regards to my gf, Oh God!! I think she is pregnant for me, a better consolation for my mother.

I have failed. I have little time.

Sariel:
Fellow Nairalanders, a lot has been going through my mind concerning suicide, like why does it seem like the only available option when we are fed up.

Anyways here is my little story, I am Fed up and afraid, afraid of the loved ones I will be leaving behind, afraid of the afterlife (if it really exists), afraid I have failed alot of people.

It is easier to commit suicide, anyone can do it, but it's selfish not to consider those you leave behind when they see your body, so the beat thing is to jump into the water with heavy objects tied to your arm and feet so you can sink in forever never to be found, just leave a letter telling everyone you have gone to Italy and will be back, atleast it's better than jumping into a moving car!!

My Mother! My dear Mother! My twin sister!!

Who needs my body parts, perhaps I could donate it before leaving, or who needs someone for rituals??
Should I even collect loans from all this loaning apps, accumulate it and send to mama??

I refuse to be a total waste even in death!!! Never!!

Someone send my regards to my gf, Oh God!! I think she is pregnant for me, a better consolation for my mother.

I have failed. I have little time.