I am 26 years old. I simply got into
sex out of ignorance like millions
of young people today. My
addiction placed me as the highest
abortionist in the world at age of
26 and now, I have a sad story to
tell.
Until I found myself in a total mess,
I never really had any Idea what
premarital sex was all about. I
never knew it was so useless and
killing. Before I got into it, I use to
think it was some fun and I dreamt
of it more often than not. I wished
with all my heart to have a
boyfriend whom we would
explore it together, little did I know
that I was being nasty to myself.
Because of things I see on TV and
magazine, I thought having sex
was so much fun, I fantasized
about it each time I felt lonely. Only
if I had known that everything I
see in movies and soap operas
were just acting and make belief;
only if I had known that there is
nothing in sex after all, the only
thing in it is self destruction; I
think my life wouldn’t be this
miserable.
It’s a pity i really had to learn the
hard way and I really wish I had
never been born, I wish I had not
come out into this deceitful world
where nobody cares about young
people, all the so called adults do is
how they would play on the
intelligence of young people in a
bid to exploit and use them to
satisfy their insatiable sexual
passion. I really feel bad about this
wicked world.
My plight started when I was
sixteen, then I was still a virgin and
in secondary school, I was
ignorant of many things but
because I see it every day on the
TV and internet. More so, a couple
of so called Anti AIDS people visited
us in school a couple of times for
lectures, but all they did was
introduce sex to us even more
because they really had nothing
but condoms to show.
Fine, they told us about AIDS, but at
the same time, they also told us
about condoms, they never really
said anything real about sex, they
said we could contact AIDS not
through sex, but unprotected sex,
which means there was nothing
wrong with sex as long as you
could use condoms, but all of that I
now know very well are lies, and I
wonder why men and women
would enjoy telling teenagers
deadly lies like that.
Even though I can’t blame those
people totally for my plight
because they weren’t really the
ones that said I should go into sex,
I still never forgive them for
encouraging me and other young
people like me into sex with their
preaching of protected sex or
condom. Even though I wanted to
see what sex was really like and I
fantasized about it, some were
within me, I was still very scared of
what may happen to me
afterwards if l tried it, and it was
that fear that actually kept me
away from it until I was sixteen.
By the time I was sixteen, my
fantasy had gotten enough boost
to express itself with reliance to
said to myself one day, “free
yourself baby girl, there is nothing
terrible in sex, can’t you see
everyone is doing it, by the way,
you can always use condoms
nothing will happen”. So, I finally
decided to let go of my fears and
embrace in totality my silly
fantasies, and that was how I took
the very first step into this
miserable life of illicit sex. I had
absolutely no idea of what I was
going into.
I finally agreed to date this guy
who had been disturbing me for
more than a year, his name was
Andrew. Andrew was five years
older than me. Both of us began
enjoying sex, - we did it every
seconds, every minute; - I became
addicted that I do not love doing it
with condom anymore. Within the
period, I had 14 abortions for
Andrew, and not only that, I
cheated on him in several
occasions, I felt doing it with other
guys will give me better sensation
but all were the same.
My school teacher got me and at
the end of the day I had 6
abortions for him. And worst
among was my sexual affairs with
my close relations, which resulted
to 5 abortions. Then I felt I was at
the top of the world. I will never
forgive my friends who introduced
me into partying and sleeping with
old men with potbelly and rough
skin only in the name of sex.
Right now, all those men have
gone, and then shadow of my past
sexual life still follows me around.
All this pills and tablets I took are
now telling on my blood stream. At
times I felt like committing suicide
each time I remember what the
doctor told me, “Tessy, I am sorry,
your womb is automatically
damaged on account of the several
abortion you had”, “I’m sorry, you
will never conceive again in your
life, but just thank God, you don’t
have HIV or AIDS”.
I therefore, advise every young girl
reading this piece today, to over
look every fantasy towards sex. Sex
is good but it has time. And that is
in marriage. Keep yourself away
from men. Make friends with those
who mean good for your future.

story

Great words... Wish people wl learn 4rm it.

Excelboi: story

ignorance

Some chicks I know do abortion every month, that's over 50 in five yrs, so OP u aint the highest abortionist like u claim. Enjoy and I pray u still have a womb