what causes depression? It's simple. It's either poverty, improper training, heart break, loss of a love one, chronic illness, condemnation amongst other things. I've had a large share of almost evrything up there. this has made me depressed.


I hardly become sensitive of happenings around me. It's as if i'm used to pain. One time i was having my bath, my hand hit the tiles on the wall while i was scrubbing my body. This made me bleed. I continued bathing and tied it with a cloth afterwards without proper disinfection because i was indifferent

i had been brushed by a keke napep before now but i just got up and continued my movement to the amazemet of on-lookers watching me leap away. i have sporadically hit different parts of my body on obstacles without showing concern or proper care. also, when people are down, i feel no pity because i've been there.


I wander at night without caution. i escaped by an ear's breath on one occasion. A part of my hand is partially burnt from a hot water incident i cared less about. The aforementioned is just to mention a few. everyday, i wake up pessimistic towards life. Then it dawned on me that i'm beginning to lose it because of what i'm passing through.

Red beans

[s]It's a journey, go through it and take the lessons it holds... On the bright side, you'll be a better person for going through this. It's time to learn more about yourself and in your case maybe learn about feelings [/s]

greiboy:
Red beans

Kmt

Dimples129:
[s]It's a journey, go through it and take the lessons it holds... On the bright side, you'll be a better person for going through this. It's time to learn more about yourself and in your case maybe learn about feelings [/s]



Kmt

You should have known it was him from his writing style

greiboy:
You should have known it was him from his writing style

He denied being him on his other threads... it's the same habit 'attention' so you're probably right

I give up on nl

Dimples129:
[s]It's a journey, go through it and take the lessons it holds... On the bright side, you'll be a better person for going through this. It's time to learn more about yourself and in your case maybe learn about feelings [/s]



Kmt

when a child is brought up with incessant spite and reprimandment, he begins to see nothing useful about himself


When a child is trained without proper love and attention, he begins to lack love for himself and others. you cannot give what you do not have (nemo dat quod non habet)


When a child is trained with very little, he begins to see the good things of life beyond his reach as he is not qualified for it


When a child is neglected especially in times of pressing needs (like the health situation i'm in), he becomes resigned to fate and sees his own existence as valueless.


The list is endless. Children deformed physically, mentally, financially and otherwise litter the space called Nigeria

EmergencyCase:
when a child is brought up with incessant spite and reprimandment, he begins to see nothing useful about himself


When a child is trained without proper love and attention, he begins to lack love for himself and others. you cannot give what you do not have (nemo dat quod non habet)


When a child is trained with very little financially, he become to see the good things of life beyond his reach as he is not qualified for it


When a child is neglected especially in times of pressing needs (health, fees, shelter), he becomes resigned to fate and sees his own existence as valueless.


The list is endless. Children deformed physically, mentally, financially and otherwise litter the space called Nigeria

Baba grow up and stop this pity party. Go into the street and hustle. That you are from a poor family shouldn't hold u down from making your own money. Be strong, be optimistic.

NwanyiAwkaetiti:
Baba grow up and stop this pity party. Go into the street and hustle. That you are from a poor family shouldn't hold u down from making your own money. Be strong, be optimistic.

i'm lamenting not soliciting. All i want is to drop my life's episodes as it unfolds.


There are many things to consider before i can be 'functional.' i don't see it getting better than this. So permit me to wail on till i find solace

frustratedrat why na only u. we know you and your hand writing Mr poverty of the year

Please let's all be considerate, he could be serious and if he doesn't get help, he could surely die so let's please stop our t non chalant attitude and reach out and if u truly find out he's a liar, show the proof.

To the Op its good to let it all out but I advice u get professional help, go to a therapist or psychologist, just know it's a battle and every second u live is worth it
Note we get to die once but can rise as many a time as we are determined. What I mean is if u commit suicide or die then u are gone no legacy but if u stand up and fight and become optimistic then what you call a tragedy or depression becomes a story to inspire and would help others in the same position as yours when read by them
Capisce✌

Ayospanish:
frustratedrat why na only u. we know you and your hand writing Mr poverty of the year

hmmm... you guys keep ascribing different names to me. I'm me, not whom you're thinking of

EmergencyCase:
when a child is brought up with incessant spite and reprimandment, he begins to see nothing useful about himself


When a child is trained without proper love and attention, he begins to lack love for himself and others. you cannot give what you do not have (nemo dat quod non habet)


When a child is trained with very little, he begins to see the good things of life beyond his reach as he is not qualified for it


When a child is neglected especially in times of pressing needs (like the health situation i'm in), he becomes resigned to fate and sees his own existence as valueless.


The list is endless. Children deformed physically, mentally, financially and otherwise litter the space called Nigeria

For your mind you made sense?

Sundayjoko:
Please let's all be considerate, he could be serious and if he doesn't get help, he could surely die so let's please stop our t non chalant attitude and reach out and if u truly find out he's a liar, show the proof.

To the Op its good to let it all out but I advice u get professional help, go to a therapist or psychologist, just know it's a battle and every second u live is worth it
Note we get to die once but can rise as many a time as we are determined. What I mean is if u commit suicide or die then u are gone no legacy but if u stand up and fight and become optimistic then what you call a tragedy or depression becomes a story to inspire and would help others in the same position as yours when read by them
Capisce✌

hmm... Inspiring. I try in futility at times to convince myself that things will get better even when situations around me makes the future look bleak. I'll still try on boss. Music, for now is my little motivation

So this op is still alive?

It's been a while since i last saw all those his gloomy-doomy threads. I thought the niqqur finally committed suicide like he was trying to do last year.
Now that he is back,..... i guess it is business as usual


Welcome back Mr frustratedrat

For your mind you made sense?

Hmm... You're hardened