Martinez19:
True. Some addicts I happen to meet surprisingly used porn to cope with certain harsh aspect of their lives but in my case, porn was sweet. I did porn because it was sweet. I admit that religious guilt could play a role but in my case, I was the kind of christian that believed god is too merciful so I didn't feel guilty as new generational churches teaches that your sins are forgiven once you repent. If you doubt me, look at christ embassy youths as they have premarital sex like say they no send , iffa hear say they feel guilty. It was until I started taking christianity seriously around 2015/2016 that I became an atheist.

Christians that attend mfm, deeper life and the likes will likely feel guilty because they believe that if you do these things, enemies will enter your life and steal your star or if you sleep with a prostitute, your spirit of excellence will vanish like samson . I never felt that because I attended a new generational church.

What if u were depressed as a result of the addiction itself. The fact that this was controlling u could affect u don't u think?

frank317:


What if u were depressed as a result of the addiction itself. The fact that this was controlling u could affect u don't u think?

Hmmm. I knew that initially porn was numbing me and making me depressed but I never worried since it cleared when I stopped but I remember that in the middle of November 2013, I was becoming worried and sad that I couldn't break the habit so I ran to my mum for help and together we broke the habit late November 2013. I would have gone with your theory but I remember getting numb and depressed from porn use way before I started worrying that my addiction was hooking me.

@souless0 I've read all your post right from page one of this thread and there's not a single evidence to back up all what you claimed so therefore you're a fvckin liar and attention seeking cunt.

and to you luvmijeje whatever you are, know that karma is sure.

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Souless0:

I've said a dozen prayers. Nothing is working

You've just allow the devil to lie to you and deceive you and you caused it. Your depression comes because you committed sin by watching porn which kills the Holy spirit in you. And you know sin leads to more sins. Since the devil knew you as a devoted Christian he will always look for ways to destroy you. Hence you fell into the hands of a woman who was used to deceive you. The best thing for you to do right now is to cling to your Bible and seek Gods mercy and stop seeking for help or advice online.

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Souless0:

sir, pls stop explaining. They wont understand that pple are different. Sometimes, i just wish somepple can put themselves on my shoes, they will never say anything contrary when issues like this arises. Been there, i know exactly what i experienced.

No doubt we both know what we experienced.
1) Stay away from porn.
2) If you have any abnormal happening in your body and mind, go to the hospital. Don't depend on anything apart from the hospital and prescribed medication.
3) Get a firm grasp of reality so you can start making realistic decisions to solve your problem. Religious gods and doctrines are ridiculous garbages and falsehoods with no basis in reality. Shift them aside and start taking a realistic approach to solving real life problems.
4) Never speak to that mysterious woman again. Cut her off.

Souless0:

ahn ahn! Its gone nah. Everything has gone. Am no longer depressed though my stomach turns glancing through this thread and i dont know why.
I've prayed. Its now over

Thank God.

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Souless0:

thank you sir. I just cant explain why going through this thread makes my stomach turn each time. I may not drop anyother reply. Cheers

you know and feel you fvcked up big time.

HardMirror:
you know and feel you fvcked up big time.

@Souless0, I agree with HardMirror here. You know and feel that you bleeped up big time.

Are you also frightened and scared?

Simpsonrocket:

You've just allow the devil to lie to you and deceive you and you caused it. Your depression comes because you committed sin by watching porn which kills the Holy spirit in you. And you know sin leads to more sins. Since the devil knew you as a devoted Christian he will always look for ways to destroy you. Hence you fell into the hands of a woman who was used to deceive you. The best thing for you to do right now is to cling to your Bible and seek Gods mercy and stop seeking for help or advice online.

I didn't know the Holy Spirit could be killed

Souless0:

thank you sir. I just cant explain why going through this thread makes my stomach turn each time. I may not drop anyother reply. Cheers

You don't wanna look cause you 'fraid what you'd see so you blind out your eyes so you don't see?

Be troubled!

Freh:

I didn't know the Holy Spirit could be killed

Porn's treasure is in the genitals, and there will the heart also be.