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|It hurts... by Nobody: 6:20pm On Nov 25, 2018|
It's uncharacteristic of me to update two posts within two days. I had resolved that i would only post once in every 7 days or 10 days. This is because i don't want to come across as a pest or troll. But sardonic things are occurring everyday in which i'm a victim. I can't keep mum for long. I want to make an outburst and share.......
|Re: It hurts... by Buharisef(m): 6:22pm On Nov 25, 2018|
This One Never Still Die
|Re: It hurts... by OgogoroFreak(m): 6:23pm On Nov 25, 2018|
Fine, you no fine.
Money, you no get.
Good health nko? Zero!
Why you no kuku give your frustrated and silly self Mercy killing?
|Re: It hurts... by Nobody: 6:27pm On Nov 25, 2018|
Friday 23 November [2 days ago] was the 44th Convocation Ceremony of the University of Benin. I've missed out again! The graduands are those from the 2017/2018 Academic Session. It hurts to see that i didn't make the cut. It pains to see my junior pals flaunt their graduation pics on facebook. I finished my programme in the 2016/2017 session.
Hmm... It means i'm spilling over for another year [till 2018/2019] set. I'm facing a race in time to make the next set. 3 school fees of over a hundred thousand outstanding.
|Re: It hurts... by Nobody: 6:35pm On Nov 25, 2018|
It's not as if i was wayward or a truant then. Not at all. I finished the degree programme studiously. I was one of the bright stars in the class. I created a whatsapp reading group for my classmates. This helped everyone excel. I got A's in unimaginable courses. My feat endeared me to my course adviser, my contemporaries and the law lecturer.
I had to stoop low to eat malnourishing food in hostels. I was subjected to the antagonistic treatment of rats and flies in the hostel. The state of the toilets was nothing to write home about. I seldomly fell sick but was not deterred. I remember night classes. I would go to Hall 4 Common Room and read till day break. Sometimes, i used Medical Complex. Reading Lamp, satchet water and Digestive Fibre biscuit was the paraphernalias i equipped myself with to last the night. Nostalgic! The pangs of sickness caught short my sojourn in school. I managed to finish the exam but couldn't pay up the last fee. That cut me out of the list of graduands. Everyone was [is] startled i didn't make it. Everything is a dream to me now as my major focus is on convalescing
|Re: It hurts... by Jayslicky: 6:48pm On Nov 25, 2018|
I know how you feel, there are many times when you think what's worth living for again but you might never know what the future holds for you. Many people miss the point of education, education is not for someone to just get a certificate but to be able to impact the society with innovative ideas for the society.
Seun Osewa is a school dropout but he is impacting the society than many university graduates.
God bless you as you take any effort in life.
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|Re: It hurts... by OgogoroFreak(m): 6:51pm On Nov 25, 2018|
LivingDead:If you know, you know.
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|Re: It hurts... by Nobody: 7:01pm On Nov 25, 2018|
It hurts to know i've made more enemies than friends for rejecting jonnyspute's offer. Ishilove, tee59, Oyindidi and a host of others are mad with me. But you should know i had my constraints and fears then. I was willing to get help from a proximate place like UBTH or DELSU Teaching Hospital.
I stay close to Great Friendship Club Warri. There's always merriment as people joined in conjugal bliss celebrate there. At times, from my compound, i admire the guests by staring at how lively they look, how well-dressed and affluent. This is a lifestyle that eludes me. I look unkempt from poor hygiene caused by ill health and brokeness
|Re: It hurts... by Eberechi24(f): 7:20pm On Nov 25, 2018|
|Re: It hurts... by Offpoint: 7:25pm On Nov 25, 2018|
I'm done advising this guy. A good Samaritan stretched forth a helping hand you rejected.
It's either you get a long note and poor out your daily grievances or get a Glo SIM... It's easiest way to increase one frustration, it makes suicide easier.
I honestly don't know what you want us to do. We offer solutions you said no.... Honestly if you don't find life worth living, kindly do the needful.
|Re: It hurts... by Nobody: 7:26pm On Nov 25, 2018|
It has been from one complication to another. From the throat discomfort, i get weariness, disorientation, watery eyes, heavy chest/breathing, difficulty swallowing lumps of food, chronic headache, irregular excretion. I just noticed pile. In short, i've stopped listening to and fighting body signals. Where i stay, the major concern is how to get food in this harsh economy. Only the rich think of health tips or having a family doctor. But it hurts because i have lost the vibrancy of my youth. I used to be good in public speaking. I used to be good in event planning. I used to be assiduous in any occupation i embarked in. All that is no longer possible due to my physiological debility. I'm now subservient and obeisant to any one giving me succour. I can't fend for myself at 26. I'm feeble. Mum still feeds me and buys me things [down to undies]. It hurts that she's struggling for me despite being in retirement.With my knowledge, i should not be using canoe soap to bathe or eating garri without sugar.
Someone without good diction is governing us at the top. Hmm... Ordinary 100 naira to buy ampliclux for the inflammation [boil] in my eye, i cant afford. Some of us are just alive but not living. Hmm... All my mates have moved to the next level. Some are aspiring for political offices and others in government jobs due to their qualification. My consolation/comfort is my cathartic threads and the will to keep on going.
|Re: It hurts... by victorian(f): 7:37pm On Nov 25, 2018|
Livingdead we are waiting for you to kill yourself already!
This death never still kill am since?
He's a morrafucker!
|Re: It hurts... by victorian(f): 7:38pm On Nov 25, 2018|
|Re: It hurts... by Iamgrey5(m): 7:54pm On Nov 25, 2018|
You started this shii sometimes In 2016
From redbeans to frustratedrat amongst other numerous monikers
Fucking grow up already and move on with your life.
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|Re: It hurts... by UrbanExotica(f): 8:09pm On Nov 25, 2018|
LivingDead:State the issue here.
|Re: It hurts... by Geoffreymgk: 8:10pm On Nov 25, 2018|
Sorry Seems you are In Pain
|Re: It hurts... by Divay22(f): 8:23pm On Nov 25, 2018|
Let's help him
|Re: It hurts... by Geoffreymgk: 8:30pm On Nov 25, 2018|
Divay22:What's that supposed to mean?
|Re: It hurts... by Divay22(f): 8:34pm On Nov 25, 2018|
Which of them don't you understand
The fact that i called you "baby " or let's join hands to help him ? ;
And lemme know if you're married
|Re: It hurts... by Geoffreymgk: 8:47pm On Nov 25, 2018|
Divay22:Have a Good life
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|Re: It hurts... by Ishilove: 8:49pm On Nov 25, 2018|
|Re: It hurts... by Ranchhoddas: 8:55pm On Nov 25, 2018|
The comments are hilarious on this thread!
|Re: It hurts... by Geoffreymgk: 8:57pm On Nov 25, 2018|
What is So Extraordinary funny Hahahahaha eliciting here?
Some people one may Hold In High Esteem are just not it all
|Re: It hurts... by Ranchhoddas: 9:05pm On Nov 25, 2018|
I returned, and saw under the sun,
That the race is not to the swift,
Nor the battle to the strong,
Neither yet bread to the wise,
Nor yet riches to men of understanding,
Nor yet favour to men of skill;
But time and chance happeneth to them all.
You have to come to terms with the truth of these words else you will be miserable for a long long time.
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|Re: It hurts... by Nobody: 9:30pm On Nov 25, 2018|
OgogoroFreak:Living is far better than that. I haven't stopped dreaming.
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|Re: It hurts... by Nobody: 10:09pm On Nov 25, 2018|
Jayslicky:hmm... Thanks. If no alternative, i'll try to let go. Though it would be hard cosidering the time and effort i put in
|Re: It hurts... by kellyo321(m): 10:32pm On Nov 25, 2018|
LivingDead:also remember that some of your mate are already in their grave. Not making at 26 those not mean u won't make it. Some make it at 40 while some at 20. Some graduate 45 while some at 24. Never allow peoples timing tie you down. We are all different
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|Re: It hurts... by samuelchimmy(m): 10:59pm On Nov 25, 2018|
See bro,I don't know you, but whatever happens don't try to take your life.... In future you will be happy you didn't, sometimes in life you just have to endure the passage of time. ...
|Re: It hurts... by samysmoothfresh: 12:16am On Nov 26, 2018|
Saff comman help this guy now.
I know you're capable
dont be stingy!
|Re: It hurts... by Nobody: 7:01am On Nov 26, 2018|
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