Hi Great guys,

I have to create fresh moniker, i might be bullied or ridicule by people that are familiar with my old moniker. I'm seriously in depression, being contemplating suicide for days now, had an unprotected sex with a lady I met for the first Time in PH, was drunk, she actually asked of condom, there was none, and we did it like that.

For the past 4 to 5 five months, I have being going to both public and private lab doing HIV and STDs tests, but negative. I'm still restless and confused, because some said one can get actual result in 6 months time.

Started loosing Focus, no single minute or second that HIV taught won't ring in my Brain. I'm losing weight too!

Please I need your advice, what should I do to have my rest of mind and peace back? which actual month can I get real result let me not die of deep thinking and hallucinations.
I'm in serious confusion.

Seun, lalasticalala please help out.

I understand how you feel. You just feeling Guilty if what you did and you thinking of STD or HIV as Punishment. All you need is to go to a Catholic Church and confess to a priest and your sins will be forgiven. You’ll be free.

bluebay:
I understand how you feel. You just feeling Guilty if what you did and you thinking of STD or HIV as Punishment. All you need is to go to a Catholic Church and confess to a priest and your sins will be forgiven. You’ll be free.

thanks

Oga relax abeg na... Why are you killing yourself already... Ur thoughts are given you troubles not the status, nothing is wrong with you but your thinking... Free your mind from pessimism and behave normal... Live your normal life...

I remember those thoughts of a girl being pregnant for me and all that, whether she has missed her period or not, that's what our minds keep worrying us over about... Remove your mind from it please, mature in your thinking over it.... Your are loosing to weight because your mind has contacted the virus already... Forbid it and eat properly please... Nothing dey do you...

LOWPEAK:
Oga relax abeg na... Why are you killing yourself already... Ur thoughts are given you troubles not the status, nothing is wrong with you but your thinking... Free your mind from pessimism and behave normal... Live your normal life...

I remember those thoughts of a girl being pregnant for me and all that, whether she has missed her period or not, that's what our minds keep worrying us over about... Remove your mind from it please, mature in your thinking over it.... Your are loosing to weight because your mind has contacted the virus already... Forbid it and eat properly please... Nothing dey do you...

thanks a lot, deeply appreciate

so after touching here touching there you finally settled down to think about your life... now you are been tormented by your past acts....

I suggest you chill...
HIV or STD is even better than SARS and Ebola

You never even test positive and deep thinking don begin make you lean to the point of contemplating suicide......

Dont worry, Something must kill a man....
Don't worry, you will come out Negative....
And if positive, still Dont worry, ARV gat your back!!!

bluebay:
I understand how you feel. You just feeling Guilty if what you did and you thinking of STD or HIV as Punishment. All you need is to go to a Catholic Church and confess to a priest and your sins will be forgiven. You’ll be free.

quite gullible and a useless Advice

OP...only God forgives sin not a useless priest rather make an open confession and ask God for forgiveness

prayer can't do much now. .u need medication, visit the right clinic and table your matter there

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Hi Great guys,
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This is a good step in the right direction.


If you need to speak to a professional, you can reach out to MANI @MentallyAwareNG or mentallyaware.org. It's free.

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contemplating suicide because of the hiv you are not yet sure of.....thats serious.

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Please I need your advice, what should I do to have my rest of mind and peace back?

You'll get your peace of mind when you open a thread with your real profile. Also, hibernation period is 3 months, not 6. I was also In your shoes once, I had to wait 9 months before my first checkup. Worst year of my life.

Tosinex:
contemplating suicide because of the hiv you are not yet sure of.....thats serious.

HIV not a serious issue abi

Uglymugg:
You'll get your peace of mind when you open a thread with your real profile. Also, hibernation period is 3 months, not 6. I was also In your shoes once, I had to wait 9 months before my first checkup. Worst year of my life.

lol, thanks

See punishment you have been facing cos of momentary sex. Don't worry after 3 months you shouldn't be worried.

DMerciful:
See punishment you have been facing cos of momentary sex. Don't worry after 3 months you shouldn't be worried.

thanks, last week marked 4 months, I did it and was negative.

Pubichairs:



quite gullible and a useless Advice

OP...only God forgives sin not a useless priest rather make an open confession and ask God for forgiveness

prayer can't do much now. .u need medication, visit the right clinic and table your matter there

Na your type Dey commit suicide. The young man said he has done several check up. Ode

Uglymugg:
You'll get your peace of mind when you open a thread with your real profile. Also, hibernation period is 3 months, not 6. I was also In your shoes once, I had to wait 9 months before my first checkup. Worst year of my life.

thank so much, but u re really strong oo, u had to wait till 9 months? why waited so long? is it that u were sacred to run the test?

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thank so much, but u re really strong oo, u had to wait till 9 months? why waited so long? is it that u were sacred to run the test?

I was scared, but I also didn't want a false result. Because I read somewhere that the virus takes a few months to show up. So if I tested too early, I might get a false result. But yes, it was a dangerous thing to do.

fear of the unknown. Are u wishing u have hiv?

Same here

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Hi Great guys,

I have to create fresh moniker, i might be bullied or ridicule by people that are familiar with my old moniker. I'm seriously in depression, being contemplating suicide for days now, had an unprotected sex with a lady I met for the first Time in PH, was drunk, she actually asked of condom, there was none, and we did it like that.

For the past 4 to 5 five months, I have being going to both public and private lab doing HIV and STDs tests, but negative. I'm still restless and confused, because some said one can get actual result in 6 months time.

Started loosing Focus, no single minute or second that HIV taught won't ring in my Brain. I'm losing weight too!

Please I need your advice, what should I do to have my rest of mind and peace back? which actual month can I get real result let me not die of deep thinking and hallucinations.
I'm in serious confusion.

Seun, lalasticalala please help out.

u have even checked after 3 months and ur dis bothered. 6 months is just to confirm joor. Oga i am very sure u are negative. Dnt just do raw again

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thank so much, but u re really strong oo, u had to wait till 9 months? why waited so long? is it that u were sacred to run the test?

i waited 6yrs to do mine. Just cus i fell ill some days after the sex. Now its more like i do it evry year tho I always play safe

shege45:
u have even checked after 3 months and ur dis bothered. 6 months is just to confirm joor. Oga i am very sure u are negative. Dnt just do raw again

thanks so much, really appreciate

Uglymugg:
I was scared, but I also didn't want a false result. Because I read somewhere that the virus takes a few months to show up. So if I tested too early, I might get a false result. But yes, it was a dangerous thing to do.

thanks for the enlightenment bro, after 3 months I just hope the result is not false negative. from now henceforth I will be using double condom before I straff. lol

funny how 5 minutes of your life can make you think for months

sex is nothing

you're not a sharp guy because you dey knack plenty girls, you no just get self control

well whatever the result is,if positive it's not the end of your life but you'll be used for correction

if negative, change your ways

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thanks for the enlightenment bro, after 3 months I just hope the result is not false negative. from now henceforth I will be using double condom before I straff. lol

Technology has improved a long way since then. Now they can detect it in 3 months. During my time, it was 6 months.

Uglymugg:
Technology has improved a long way since then. Now they can detect it in 3 months. During my time, it was 6 months.

thanks bro, you have brought my confidence back. appreciate!!!