I was a real loser growing up. I had almost no friends and in secondary school I skipped class to get high by myself and go for walks and read. Because of this I got poor marks and my teachers all treated me like a dumbo.
Except for my ICT teacher. She seemed to take a genuine interest in me and tried to help me. I loved tech and the PC I had and she would talk with me at length and give me encouragement and guided me into programs that helped me to improve and introduced me to people I could work with.
Right after I graduated, she got arrested for raping a 14 year old boy and a dozen other boys came out and accused her of harassing and molesting them. She killed herself in a car accident where she took an innocent passenger and the driver of the car he hit with him.
Its been 8 years and I still think about it a lot. How do I reconcile one of the few bright spots of my school years, this , the woman who helped me so much to be the CTO I am today, with the fact that she was actually a rapist, murderer psycho? It taints all of my memories and I feel like it reflects on me, like maybe I connected with her so well because her and I were the same on some level.

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Ah. Pedophilic contents!!
What you doing is illegal.

Secondly porn is bad for your mental, emotional and spiritual health.
It also have negative effect on reproductive organs for the chronic masturbators.
Do yourself a favor and stop touching yourself

Failure2019:
I was a real loser growing up. I had almost no friends and in secondary school I skipped class to get high by myself and go for walks and read. Because of this I got poor marks and my teachers all treated me like a dumbo.
Except for my ICT teacher. She seemed to take a genuine interest in me and tried to help me. I loved tech and the PC I had and she would talk with me at length and give me encouragement and guided me into programs that helped me to improve and introduced me to people I could work with.
Right after I graduated, she got arrested for raping a 14 year old boy and a dozen other boys came out and accused her of harassing and molesting them. She killed herself in a car accident where she took an innocent passenger and the driver of the car he hit with him.
Its been 8 years and I still think about it a lot. How do I reconcile one of the few bright spots of my school years, this , the woman who helped me so much to be the CTO I am today, with the fact that she was actually a rapist, murderer psycho? It taints all of my memories and I feel like it reflects on me, like maybe I connected with her so well because her and I were the same on some level.

your post has nothing to do with pedo porn