I feel ashamed of myself. I am wasting away. Sitting lugubrious and gloomy, having wasted 30000 in two days in a brothel.

All the addictions I have gone through always seems to be the wrong one. From betting to womanising.

Even though I have stopped betting for the past 51 days, I am still not happy. Same way betting made me weary and despondent, same way Olosho have taken my money

Going through my opay and seeing the money that have gone in and out in the month of January (and then half of February), I feel like shedding tears. Close to 500k

I envy smokers and drunkards in the brothel I hang out. They hardly spend more than 2k per sitting and are excited. Just like 10 cigarette maximum for chain smokers, then those who drink might take 4 or 5 bottles of 33 export, finish. Or satchet Chelsea

You're not missing anything by not getting drunk or smoking. I've only tasted alcohol twice my whole life and i didn't get any satisfaction from it. Perhaps it may be because i didn't allow myself to get drunk. But still,, you're not missing much.

It's never too late

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Whose child is this really?
Coz wtf!!!!!!!!