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YoungandDepress:

I know the sins of my past are catching up with me. Karma is hitting me from all directions.
I see my mates riding nice cars, living in their rented apartment, I cry.

Most of my classmates I finished secondary school with are now responsible graduates and here I am, stuck in 200level.

I see them in the street and I hide myself in shame and disgrace because I can't answer the catching up questions.

I still ask 500 naira from my parents just to go out.

I stayed through out the month of June without earning even one thousand naira by myself.

Sometimes I curse the day I was born and why I came through a mid level family and not a rich family.

God has abandoned me. I can't remember the last time I prayed. Not that I even care now.
I am turning into an atheist because of my frustrations.

Sometimes I think why not just die and end it all, I mean we are all going to die one day so what is the point, but then I think of my family and the shame it will bring upon them and at the same time I think what if I die and heaven and hell is real. It's funny how the thought of hell keeps me going and trying to do good with my life when I don't really believe in God anymore.


Safe to say, my suicidal tendencies are very low to non existent but I hope I have the courage to keep pushing. I hope one day, I just don't loose it completely.

Even my phone I am using to type this has a damaged screen which I'm half managing but it is what it is, I have no funds to fix it and no relative to help.

I mean I'm just here watching the days go by, taking evening walks around the neighborhood and thinking how my life would have been if I didn't mess it up or did all these happen to me so I can be a testimony to others if life decides to smile on me?
I have no idea.

I'M JUST A YOUNG, BROKE, MISERABLE AND DEPRESSED MAN.

I PRAY MY SOUL FINDS THE PEACE THAT IT DESPERATELY SEEKS.


I just wanted to table my emotions here and vent out all the frustrations in my head because I have no one to talk deep with me. I hope to find little relief and seek solace in the peace of others.

Bro you need JESUS not atheist. If you don't look on Christ who has the power to Reverse the IRREVERSIBLE you'll continue to be depressed. Don't be a negative example to others. Begin to think positive and associate yourself with 'Good' Christians . Pls watch dove tv 7pm tomorrow friday or listen through 92:3Fm/ 104:1fm. Pastor E.A Adeboye can minister to you true the Lord. Matt11:28-30. Shalom

Ronaldo, bale and zinedine zidane deal is hit

Heartlessbanker:
Fake pastors;adeboye na thief

Thank God your father and Pastor Adeboye may be mate. When they told both to pray your foolish father was busy playing draft and other useless games making your own life miserable. Have respect for the Elders you wouldn't because you are trained in sure a way

Gibsonho:
Thank God for your life bro.
I also did the work in 200l. I'm the last born of my parents, I hate requesting for money from them so I decided to hustle and pay my bills myself, 5 people including myself offloaded 600 bags of cement,. I was payed #2000 that day, for 3days I could not turn my neck.

Kurtis02:
Lol

After working for about a day or two Your body would adapt next time.


Also ensure to eat Eba Igbo and drink less water.

Experiences

Those days in achakpo, orege ,uzor, orodu ,St. Mary etc. HAPPY Birthday LLNP Man. Some of us is celebrating our rewards getting from AJ City.

ProfAmaben:
So being a member of the Redeemed church is now an achievement in this dispensation? This is laughable

See no 9.

He is a Christian,he attend RCCG is na your problem. You no know say warri no de carry last

anthropizzy:
Please who are you to judge him? Are you the supreme being who created heaven and earth?

I'm not judging him but telling him the facts about such erroneous act. Rejoicing and celebrating over sleeping with girls is not an achievement

UDUJ:
Fvck off. I am doing very well in my career, business and financially. I don't believe in all your religious rubbish like you over zealous religious sheeples.

Keep your opinion to yourself. Sadly it's not needed. Cheers

Your reward is coming soon

UDUJ:
I thought I was the only one that noticed it

I have lashed like 8 of their girls. With lovely big Big asses

You are lashing sorrow, problem because de have already invoke your spirit into there System. You better check your life and run to Christ to Redeem you.

Husband weh de hide him face

Government of the northern Nigeria

From mile 2 enter Semo border then take bike to cross to Benin Republic. Enter cab going to topa market or cotonou town . You'll need to change your money at the border side of Benin

Yes is true. This govt na scam

Apc killer party, this govt na scam

Buhari don charge dem

48 NO NEED FOR ALL THIS FURTHER MATHEMATICS

There is war in Apc. Look how fulani is using South against South, using obaseki to achieve there aim.
Some of you says Buhari is dumb but dumb in foolish wisdom.

dobrinswizzy:
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No baba, heard a lot of people saying that stuff regretting and my bae is getting admission very soon

That doesn't mean that she'll cheat on you. But don't be her pay master

dobrinswizzy:
Assuming you and a girl are madly in love but she got admission into the university or travel abroad

Would you continue the relationship or not?

Cause I heard from most people when she entered school she has entered another world entirely

So people's opinion is what you will use b4 u will marry.

Download what

See question did you think that is by having sex man have erections. No no no. Right from Birth immediately after the circumcision . Give him some weeks for the penis to heal , you'll begin to notice the erection. If there is no erection from age & he will need medical attention

Supporting Arsenal is like someone battling with European Coronavirus

Osho baba is a gonnner. But Another school of thought is that APC want to lure obaseki to comeback to the party for him to enrol in the primary election then make him lose the primary then no way to go back to pdp

kizit22:
You are very right, there is no year we don't organize prayers except this year.
If you have any prayer suggestions, I'm open and ready
Thank you very much.

Prayer for forgiveness and Mercy . Rom 9:15-16

Thank God and let Him know His your Creator Psalm 50,51

Plead the blood of JESUS over yourself and family Rev 12:10-11

Father from today I terminate my name ,family name from every satanic covenant by the Blood of JESUS Gen 49:1-4

Father every agreement with satanic bondage , yoke I destroy in the Mighty Name of JESUS Christ Isaiah 10:27

Father whatever pronouncements that is afflicting my life, family be nullify in JESUS Name nuhum 1:9

Father every route of evil in my lineage be broken in the Mighty Name of JESUS Christ Isaiah 18:8-10

Father I break every yoke of the devil in my home in JESUS Name

Father please save me from evil thought

Father let your Mercy rescue me and my family Heb 4:16

Father whatever we have done that brings shame on us be lifted up in JESUS Name. Psalm 24:7-10

Father every gate of limitations set against us be lifted by up in the Mighty Name of JESUS Christ

If you need more let me know.

Anglican church will not solve your family problems but JESUS CHRIST. Call your family for serious Prayer. The sin of your forefathers is affecting your family. Which brings afflictions and satanic sicknesses upon you and yours

Ibadan is the house of poultry farming, so look into that

madridguy:
If truly the CEO of executive jet signed this letter, then Naira Marley should charge the useless company too that cannot verify their passengers before allowing them on their aircraft.

Did he ever mention naira Marley as bunch of useless person. So court case here

Learn to ride keke' tricycle ', festac is near to trade fair so look for job in trade fair.but You must be honest to work there, learn furniture

JESUSisKING1:

Pls represent this name in a good manner. THANK you

I have said it that dangote is one of the big problems will have in Africa not just Nigeria only

Take the matter to the station and inform the human rights commission.