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newold:
I decided to create a new account to make these post.

To make the long story short.

I never realised what i was getting myself into until i started googling and then discovered what i had gotten myself into. This has rendered me hopeless, almost useless, and broke.

Since 2020 until now, i have only laboured in vain. i became unable to take proper care and provide for my family not because i don't get paid from work (i do have a work which i do) though the pay does not come every time. Greed, wanting more i would say has lead me to these part that is about to break and destroy me completely.

I have a very loving and hardworking wife, who has saved me countless number of times. i have broken her hearts by these singular addiction. i have tried several ways to stop. but once money gets into my hand the first thing that comes to my mind is to feed my addiction.

Most times i cry alone in the house and wished i could turn back the hand of time. I have felt depressed, lost weights, and my confidence, and the suicidal thoughts as deep down i know i should be better, i should do better for my wife and child.

i lost everything to these monster, my car, my peace, my respects, even some friends.

since 2020 now, i have no savings, infact i empty my account in less than 24 hours because of my greed.

on several occasions i have used the money meant for purchasing another car since after i sold the other one. i spent the money to feed these my monster.

even when i WIN i lose it all back. just 3 months ago. i had lost almost #2m. these happen within 2 days.

I am slowly dyeing inside. when i look at my child and my wife and what my actions have put them through. and for the fact that i keep going back. i then feel there might be something else wrong with me.


I have followed some forums for help but i keep going back. please and please if you know how or what to say to me that will help my situation please do.


PLEASE FOR ANYONE WHO WILL BE READING THESE.

ALWAYS SAY NO TO GAMBLING.

IF YOU HAVE NEVER GAMBLED BEFORE. BPLEASE IS BETTER YOU DON'T TRY SO AS NOT TO EXPERIENCE WHAT MILLIONS ALL OVER THE WORLD ARE GOING THROUGH, INCLUDING ME

Haha you make me laugh. Do u go to church? If u go to church u read ur Bible always u can over come it.

The problem here is that I want to have more. U have not playing the way I did. I have stake my brother's car because of gambling., What I done because of gambling u have not one quarter.

How did I stop gambling it just a mystery.
After I must have cause much havoc. One day I said to myself I am not going to gamble again

I went to church. Sad down inside the church pray for God to give me strength I was there from morning till noon. My wife taught I have gone to play. When I came back home I burnt everything related gambling I uninstalled the apps.

It was like a new spirit that feels my heart. I started going out to play draft , football or Scrabble. Those three games me busy till date I am a change person.

Though I do pray with my family every morning and night what I never use to do.

You can come out of it your case simple u never slept in police cell before. I don't want to keep on may u will cry for me.
I tell u ur case is simple very very

What do are parents got to say about this?
Do u think a girl from another denomination will like to follow you to your church?
There is a big disadvantage of picking a lady from another denomination in this kind of scenario
If you picked a lady outside your denomination she may likely make the home unbearable for both of u..
It is better u pick from your because such a lady will understand your doctrine and live peacefully with u

This is what we want

I agree with u.

Do this people really have shame. Do they attend church or mosque

Hunaji9917:
Gzgdg

Can u hack my future? This buhaeconomic too hash. Let me wen that hard currency will flow

Is this really our pressing need?

Or just to show that they working

Good luck to them

The only thing is that there is no respect forgotten that tomorrow they will be in such position given instructions to their subordinate.
Shame on them

Charity begins in abroad

Witnesstony28:
Aba rd

Ok

I love and respect this couple. Can two work together if there is no agreement?

What is the essence of feeding the public during marriage ceremony? When the main feeding is your home.

No matter how much u spent during marriage u have not spent.

After feeding the public u went back home and still face reality of life.

If u don't invite anybody na your marriage u invite na u still know.

Anybody is not satisfy should go and beat them in their house.

U guys are ruling party, if u have done so well in terms of economy management and the rest of the issues affecting common man u wouldn't have had any fear ot doubt about your Muslim- Muslim ticket. Or Muslim- christian ticket.

The issue is that u guys have failed Nigerian in all aspects.

U guys have waisted the opportunity given to u.

In comparison PDP IS FAR BETTER THAN U GUYS.

Next time u have such opportunity don't waste because the Youth are not smiling

Zidoh:
Yes they do but you can still check on wise or chopper cash. We also buy Payoneer funds at good rate. Slide to our dm on Whatsapp for more inquiries.

Ok thanks

Witnesstony28:
Ikot ekpene sir.

Which road?
Umuahia Road, Aba road, Umu Obot where?

I have a book that I want to publish but I don't know how to create the e-book with the back cover

I have non- functioning desktop

This is a nice write up. I love this
What about grey? I was expecting grey to top the list

City is winning the game.Liverpool Mane is no more

OnGod247:
Hello guys,

My kid sis is in pains. She's 21yrs.
About a month ago, just out of nowhere, she started developing some kind of scales under her feet.. Initially, we thought it was nothing serious, and it would just go, so we kept applying Vaseline on her feet every night after pressing it with warm water...

But as time went on, it got worse and painful for her too... She cries every night.. It is almost as though she can't walk. The scales are strong and stubborn and now splitting to reveal some tiny wounds.. Guess that's why she is finding it painful..

Due to financial constraints, the few chemists i've taken her to don't seem to know the name or cause of what it is, talkmore of the cure.. It breaks me to see a grown girl go through so much pain but i'm stuck..

I'm hoping the Doctors here or anyone else with a simlar issue or experience can help proffer cure for her..

Pictures below were taken from last night...

Mods pls help...
@dominique
@Sissy3

Bros sorry about ur sis trouble. Take this or u leave it.
Let her pee inside a pail or basin and soak her leg there 24/7 and soak handkerchief inside her urine and be mopping the affected area.. always give her 4 seeds of bitterkola every morning.
Take enough water early in the morning like 10liters a day

And always give her multivitamins
After one month take ur sis to come and thanks giving in my house

Witnesstony28:
I had this sexual encounter with a girl without condom in February of this year and since then my health has not been the same.

After 2 weeks of meeting her, I started feeling sick, had rashes at the back of both of my legs, tired almost all the time, sore throat, and since then I have taken all sorts of drug - orthodox and trado but yet no response.

I have to gone for several test. One result Said beta hemolytic streptococcus pyogenese was seen in my urine culture and I was given erythromycin and augmentin for 2 weeks. I felt a little relief. Then I started having tongues thrush.

It's almost 6 months now and I have not felt any better.

I have had HIV test done severally but all come back negative.

But my worry is, I still feel sick. What could this disease be.

The girl confessed that she only has what they call - heat. That's my first time hearing this.
I stay in ik and really need help. I sincerely regret that sexual encounter and wish I could retrace my steps.

Someone help!!!

Use urine therapy for one week.
Take bitterkola every morning empty stomach
Take multivitamin tablets and drink much water by 1am and 5am. I recommend 10liters or more a day.
Exercise always.
After one month do thanks giving in my bank account.lol

Where is ur location?

Guys please I want to know if PAYONER is still giving foreign bank account?
Or is there any alternative company that is reliable as well?

Y do our youths always support what is bad.
If there was registration in the church and you feel it is illegal, y do u have to send things to disrupt the registration? Why don't you use police?
Who gave them the machine for registration?

I have a video like that that some Huasas went and disrupt voters card registration process.
The question is who always send these thugs

There is dignity in Labour
We shall never Labour in vain.

Iboro Otu, I admire ur courage. I will vote for you.

But think of fixing the road leading to your village.