European Football (EPL, UEFA, La Liga) › Re: Chelsea Vs Aston Vila (1 - 1) On 28th December 2020 by astute28: 8:33pm On Dec 28, 2020 |
Very useless team, make dem sack that lampard idiot |
Music/Radio › Re: What's Your Favourite Nigerian Album For The Year 2020? by astute28: 8:32pm On Dec 28, 2020 |
Carpe Diem anyday any time badoo for life |
TV/Movies › Re: What's That Action Movie You Can Never Forget Watching?! by astute28: 5:01pm On Dec 09, 2020 |
Why not go for ip man 1-4 Donnie yen really try |
Nairaland General › Re: What's The Greatest Lesson You Learnt In Life? by astute28: 8:09pm On Dec 02, 2020 |
All I learnt in life is that money can change anybody at any fucking time |
TV/Movies › Re: Have You Ever Cried While Watching Films by astute28: 8:07am On Nov 24, 2020 |
ochuski: Miracle in Cell No. 7 
If you watch that movie and you dont cry then you're a witch period!. I cry like a baby that film is too emotional |
Foreign Affairs › Re: Donald Trump Junior Calls For 'Total War' Over Presidential Election by astute28: 7:40am On Nov 06, 2020 |
Openbusiness: The voter fraud was unprecedented. Never seen this kind of fraud in the history of America elections na wa for you o u dey Nigeria how u take know say na fraud., you vote? Abi u know anything about there voting system, u dey nigeria dey talk rubbish |
Phones › Re: Screenshot And Post Your Data Usage In August by astute28: 4:51pm On Sep 01, 2020 |
I try
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Family › Re: At 23 Years Old, I Have No Idea What I Am Doing With My Life by astute28: 12:37pm On Aug 07, 2020 |
YoungandDepress:
 I know the sins of my past are catching up with me. Karma is hitting me from all directions. I see my mates riding nice cars, living in their rented apartment, I cry.
Most of my classmates I finished secondary school with are now responsible graduates and here I am, stuck in 200level.
I see them in the street and I hide myself in shame and disgrace because I can't answer the catching up questions.
I still ask 500 naira from my parents just to go out.
I stayed through out the month of June without earning even one thousand naira by myself.
Sometimes I curse the day I was born and why I came through a mid level family and not a rich family.
God has abandoned me. I can't remember the last time I prayed. Not that I even care now. I am turning into an atheist because of my frustrations.
Sometimes I think why not just die and end it all, I mean we are all going to die one day so what is the point, but then I think of my family and the shame it will bring upon them and at the same time I think what if I die and heaven and hell is real. It's funny how the thought of hell keeps me going and trying to do good with my life when I don't really believe in God anymore.
Safe to say, my suicidal tendencies are very low to non existent but I hope I have the courage to keep pushing. I hope one day, I just don't loose it completely.
Even my phone I am using to type this has a damaged screen which I'm half managing but it is what it is, I have no funds to fix it and no relative to help.
I mean I'm just here watching the days go by, taking evening walks around the neighborhood and thinking how my life would have been if I didn't mess it up or did all these happen to me so I can be a testimony to others if life decides to smile on me? I have no idea.
I'M JUST A YOUNG, BROKE, MISERABLE AND DEPRESSED MAN.
I PRAY MY SOUL FINDS THE PEACE THAT IT DESPERATELY SEEKS. 
I just wanted to table my emotions here and vent out all the frustrations in my head because I have no one to talk deep with me. I hope to find little relief and seek solace in the peace of others. what you are going through is 5seconds pain in what I'm going through since 11years ago and I haven't find any solution to it I'm 30yrs old now thank God guy u still have a perfect health and you are still young, guy u are lucky u still gat parent at your back, guy u are lucky you are still in university, guy u are lucky your parent still gave u money..... U better thank God and stay focus...... My life is miserable at 30 I don't get any hope from no where my hope is on God only.... I'm depressed too but if I commit suicide I'm a coward.... That's why..... Guy brace up, cheer up face ur fear at 23 u are still at young age.. Sickness waste my life, I didn't know I have clock 30, my dream, vision, ambition, all wasted , guy brace up |
Travel › Re: Tolulope Arotile Was Mistakenly Killed By Her Ex Schoolmate - NAF by astute28: 7:39pm On Jul 15, 2020 |
this is not accident there is something fishy this na murder they murder this girl cold blooded they should investigate the matter accordingly |
European Football (EPL, UEFA, La Liga) › Re: Barcelona Vs Atletico Madrid (2 - 2) On 30th June 2020 by astute28: 6:33pm On Jun 30, 2020 |
Make barca forget that league |
Nairaland General › Re: Have You Ever Had A Near Death Experience? by astute28: 5:10pm On May 09, 2020 |
it some years back when doctor perform a nose surgery for me the surgery was succesful but when is normal time for me to be conscious i didnt wake up for good seven hours but my heart is beating all the doctors begin to run helter skelter but at last GOD bring me back |
Travel › Re: Sinkhole Appears In The Middle Of A Road In Ogbor Hill, Aba, After Heavy Rain by astute28: 8:46pm On Apr 19, 2020 |
helinues: Appears or poor job by the contractor??  no mind them wetin be appear for this them no construct the road wella this nairaland self them be confusionist |
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Crime › Re: Man Commits Suicide By Hanging As Girlfriend He Trained In School Dumps Him by astute28: 8:16pm On Feb 16, 2020 |
For me to rather sponsor a girl to school I go invest the money on bet naija |
Family › Re: My Wife And Mother Hate Each Other by astute28: 2:56pm On Jan 18, 2020 |
Obviously you have no say in that house, may be is your wife or your wife family that sponsor your wedding that's why you don't have a say when your mother want to include her guest and your wife reject it, my brother is normal thing to involve your mum in your wedding planning, your wife is a very wicked person, and you are doing like mumu siding with your wife, is obvious say na your wife dey take care of your bills, you don't have a say over your wife... Your wife can do that to her mother?.. Karma will speak |
Romance › Re: Do I Go Ahead With My Plans for Her? by astute28: 7:47pm On Dec 09, 2019 |
Bro na toto go kill you bro no be say love, 2days relationship booda I repeat na sex go kill you |
Christianity Etc › Re: Bishop Godday Iboyi Shares Anointed Bread To His Church Members by astute28: 12:56pm On Dec 03, 2019 |
My people perish because they lack wisdom |
Sports › Re: Overheads, free-kicks, backheels... Ronaldo's TEN best goals of the GOAT's 700 by astute28: 10:40am On Oct 15, 2019 |
Bravo c. Rororo hard work really pay
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Romance › Re: No Bra Day: Chidera Eggerue Goes Braless (Photos) by astute28: 9:36pm On Oct 13, 2019 |
Is that a breast or I'm I seeing something else or maybe na alcohol dey do me make I dey see something else
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Celebrities › Re: Funke Akindele Shares Photos Of Her Twins by astute28: 9:26pm On Oct 13, 2019 |
Is that a news?
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Nairaland General › Re: Python Killed And Sold In Ekiti (Photo, Video) by astute28: 5:17pm On Oct 13, 2019 |
Lala right now
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Music/Radio › Re: Which Of These Nigerian Music Groups Do You Miss? by astute28: 10:20pm On Oct 11, 2019 |
Ooh my styl plus what a memory, if I have the power to bring them back, I will. I still remember iya basira, olufinmi, call my name, imagine that, coming home, on my mind and lot more, what a memory thank you nairaland for bringing me back to that days of good and soul Nigeria music |
Sports › Re: Brazil Vs Nigeria Friendly: Super Eagles On Their Way To Singapore (Photos) by astute28: 11:21pm On Oct 08, 2019 |
Really |
Sports › Re: Zlatan Ibrahimovic Buys Ferrari Monza SP2 For His 38th Birthday (Photos) by astute28: 1:00pm On Oct 06, 2019 |
Any other zlatan na fake, this one na original zlatan
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Phones › Re: How Can You Rationally Justify Spending N600,00 On A Phone? by astute28: 1:48pm On Sep 29, 2019 |
If I get 1billion for account to buy 600k phone na small thing, make God punish every spirit of poverty in ma life, na poverty make you dey talk say to buy 600k phone na rational or wetin be that your english |
Career › Re: Legal Advice Seriously Needed Before I Commit Suicide. by astute28: 2:08pm On Sep 28, 2019 |
Na village people my blooda
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Politics › Re: BREAKING: Ogun Govt Declares Free Education, Scraps N3,700 School Fees by astute28: 5:04pm On Sep 21, 2019 |
Mtcheew copy cat kudos seyi makinde
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Education › Re: Advise A Medical Aspirant! by astute28: 5:29pm On Sep 18, 2019 |
I think Abu would be better |
Crime › Re: Nigerians Start Fires Around Shoprite Lekki (Video) by astute28: 4:45pm On Sep 03, 2019 |
That's good God punish south Africa |
Science/Technology › Re: Huge Python Killed After Swallowing A She-Goat (Photos) by astute28: 8:45pm On Aug 29, 2019 |
Lala right now
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Crime › Re: Ajayi Samuel Shot Dead After His FCET Final Exam (Photos) by astute28: 11:10am On Aug 29, 2019 |
Cultist they will never kill innocent they know themselves |
Music/Radio › Re: Who Remembers The Music Group "Resonance"? by astute28: 1:56pm On Jul 19, 2019 |
I still remember vividly infact I won go download am now |