I just packed into this man house recently and he seem like a well to do man, always saying money is not his problem.

He takes his tennant as his family and wants us to live as one.

To be honest, the house was expensive but since I am someone with high taste and nice Serene environment I had to risk it all.

This drained my finances for months now and I am thinking about summoning the courage and approaching him tomorrow for a loan but this is my first time.

Has anyone here ever borrowed money from his landlord before and the experience?

Chronosvineberg:
There's no doubt people of Nairaland have thrown in bits and pieces of the cause.
Cigarettes, weed, ck, loud, pills, porn and a lot of our indulgences contribute to this occurrence.

Someone also said you're becoming self conscious and that's very accurate.

I do 3 out of the listed
Excessively

I talk to myself most of the times involuntarily then realised immediately and stop. This has happened not just once or twice. I also noticed most of my statements are not completely correct like it used to. Maybe whenever I am conversing I used wrong words when I know I could have used a better words for it. I forget alot and sometimes I talk out of point.

This has been affecting me so bad because since I have realised it I feel uncomfortable around people and can't Converse freely because I know I have involuntary glitches with my speech. Sooner or later they might noticed something is wrong with me by then it might be too late.

Right now I feel hotness in my head also from both ears like blockages.

I need advise on what to do please before this gets critical.

nwafresh:
I'm watching Top Boy. Wtf!! A drug series filled with emotions innit, makes me wanna cry. How comes no one rates this series as among the best drug series?

Because it's shiiit, all I see are kids acting riding bicycles with no suspense like bb.
As much as I love drug series top boy sucks I couldn't get pass episode 2

Unlike godfather of harlem

Is it only me that loves looking at their face when they are sucking the D.

I mean the feeling is just not here.

I like looking at those eyes.

Pack the attachment to the side if it's obstructing my view and watch as it goes in and out with the tongue in play

KiNg0G:
Some of the videos that are viral now were released 2 years ago, and some last year, which shows how he was abused by his record label and mafia cartel lords. Honestly, we never expressed any concern. I specifically saw some of the videos on TikTok then and wondered how someone with a stage name "MOHBAD" ( I'M BAD) be tormented by his peers around him. I didn't really believe...I thought It's either that he was extremely high on drugs as they claim or that he had a very bad personality. But I was wrong, just like so many others who had that idea with me after watching how he was nearly beaten on a recent video that came online when he was on set with zlantan.

I'm here to say the stage name he bore played a great part in this.
Unlike the case of Lyta or Portable, if only he had a different name, maybe the masses would have heard him out.

Rip mohbad

Kingog is no blogger but a music lover

Nlfpmod

I think you are right to some point, even me self dey wonder how come.

I decided to go meet him at the location and he told me not to worry. That the mission they initially planned to give me was a do and die mission meaning after I was done with I was going to be killed. He told me I was lucky and they called a sketch artist to come around while I described the dude I met at the hotel for them while he sketch. A guy with a tinted goatee bears that's all I can remember.

He told me everything I said was true that they've received the Intel while I was running for my life and told me the boss would like to see me.

While on the way they was an holdup on the road but since it's keke it managed to pass through but the car chasers couldn't because they was a vehicle that break down on the road.

I had to chat my contact from whatsapp and he explained that wasn't him. I should have listened and waited for his message on whatsapp. He asked me where I was I told him I'm still in road. He gave me another location to come meet him. But this time I was scared... He asked me if they saw my face I said yes. He told me to come because they will be looking for me I have no where else to go

I literally brought out a discussion and laugh then suddenly ran to the door, the dude was late to grab me. I ran out the street while he was chasing me. then I saw a jeep coming to me from the other side. He was signalling them to jam me and shoot but I managed to get across the road and tried stoping keke but none wanting to stop except one particular guy he didn't he even slow down while the bullet were coming I just jumped in .

I am just waking up from an action thriller dream where I was recruited as an agent. The contractor specifically told me to wait for a go ahead on whatsapp. Instead of that I received a call from someone to meet him at an hotel in normally lodge. I thought it was him the go ahead but I was wrong. I went to the hotel and he met me at the reception from there he led me to the room, but something wasn't quite right. The conversation was out of line with a lot of pause. I tried confirming from the whatsapp message and I got a reply that it was a setup. Obviously they were informants in the organization and I have just been deceived that I had to leave there at once or be dead.

nlfpmod
Seun
mynd44
please help facilitate to front page they are more would still in n bondage that needs to take a step.
but don't know how, if I did... they both too can.

Lilsameey:
Wait, I thought getting crack cost a lot and aside that, you need to get yourself engaged in something that's going to boost your life positively.

it depends, if #2400 is a small money to you for a pinch of salt
please say no to drugs, it ruins.

it all started here on this thread I created January part of my resolution..

https://www.nairaland.com/6934121/diary-crack-cocaine-addiction


The one thing that made me had the strong will to give up the life of drugs was my body physical appearance.
i was laughed out
i was mocked... people stared at me when visited my parents.
na koma be this?...
they knew something was wrong.
they started talking and I started hearing.

i said to myself, I can't let this control me no more
i said to myself I can't do drugs no more

At first it was hard, the withdrawal symptoms were kicking on me.. I relapsed more than twice.

but whenever I looked at the mirror and saw myself the next day, how thin have became.. rough... looking dirty...manourish.. depressed.. fustrated.. and always yearning for money to just get it
i said to myself I can't do this no more


how I knew I finally defeated this battle never to go back to it.

i have been clean since march

I have fund's in my pocket amounting to 5k right now that can easily get me 2 direct. all alone in my room.. and the urge to go get this drug is no longer there.
isn't that wonderful.

i feel good about myself..
I'm typing this with tears in my eyes
i feel like have got my mind back..I feel in control of my life.

i saved myself..no one saved me.
but I saved myself.
i appreciate myself.
i worship myself.
I'm victorious never to fall again

i thank my creator
i thank my star
i thank my head
i thank my mom
and I thank those people who were there at my previous thread.
most especially I thank my self.

nlfpmod
mynd44

Please my people is it right to do pos business in front of your house?

I'm Just tired and if you look into it.. you even eat better than them.
The kind looks and questions I get sometimes makes me not to go out.

Why can't They understand not everyone is made to be fat

KiNg0G:
I was a fan of wizkid when he came 09/10 but switched and stopped feeling his vibes when I noticed he does same simple sounds and afro pop and can't do hard new school hip-hops, trap...or switch music genres simultaneously like some other musicians do....(wande coal, davido and even burna boy) despite that, people do have strong love for him. The latest was an instagram Facebook commendian known as carter efe who did a song titled manchala which dropped on Friday and became an instant hit..but they were several controversies online stating that up till now wizkid hasn't repost or showed concerned about the song that portrayed him as a DemiGod all over africa.


Here are my top 5 countdown facts why I think Wizkid owes this guy nothing.


Clout chasing

We all know wizkid to be the private kinda guy, he talks when he wants to, laugh when he wants to... that kind of person can sense a clout From a mile away..and as usual will press the ignore button..it's obvious carter efe was clout chasing with wizkid name, brand and our daddy o realised that and did what he knows how to do best...(the ignore button)



making money illegally With my brand, without permission.

If this was in the state where things work well and I being the manager of wizkid, we will be filling a lawsuit or carter efe remits 80% of the revenue generated from that song to us (instagram, youtube, facebook, tiktok and any other streaming site,) if not dude will meet us in Court.

ASK YOURSELF this question do you know how much this guy will grab from streaming sites alone from last week till now from wizkid fans and his haters home and abroad every minute..in years to come....all just by screaming his name, using his brand MANCHALA, telling wizkid he love him.... while he cash out to the bank everyday....come on bro.. thats what every wise man should think, and I think that's on stars boy mind too.
I didn't come at the top to make you money, without achieving nothing from it.




Fake love

Duncan ft wizkid comes to mind, "all this guy's be loving when you have, when it red they run to another star to sing their praises" lol

Wizkid is one deep thinker for his quitenes on this issue, ignoring the pressure to repost or give accolades to carter efe online all just for shouting his name illegally on a beat..he knows the game... and knows the length people will go to get the fame that he has.



Never trust a commendian

I mean, this is a song done by a commendian, a known one at that who makes people laugh, lie on facebook just to generate views, likes...( d general, sabinus and co..). you don't expect our star boy grammy award winner to get himself dirty with this...then all of a sudden dude might come out to say it's a joke and he didn't mean any of those words he said

To be taken seriously, you got to be serious person... kudos to wizkid again





let people sing your praise, not you!

That quote as been there before I was born, but now I wonder seeing people abuse wizkid calling him all sorts of name's because he didn't want to sing his praises....na wa o ...

you do this, people will talk, you do that, they will still complain.. which one person needs to do now..

Is it a must Wizkid repost a song that portrayed him as a God on his timeline?...how would it feel to his fellow colleagues.....same people who are complaining now will start saying he's proud when he repost.....come on bro..

I don't just understand humans at all, we are species that are hard to please.


Note: This is not to ridicule anyone, just an harmless analysis.

Remember king0g is no BLOGGER but a music lover!


Lalasticlala
Seun
Mynd44

Nice analysis but I don't agree with the number 2... musicians sing praises of each other all the time.

Smoketight007:
I wan stop to dy smoke loud, once I just do bored � I don roll loud and light up, I remember 2020 I go 8 months without smoking, i nor know how i take fall back, and once i high like this i dy get unnecessary fear

that fear is the transitioning bro, soon your Head will be getting cold and block on a normal. even without smoking..
anything sound will be like disturbance to you.
you need to stop before it's too late.

Bluezy13:
"I could have opted to be discharged, but I needed thorough examining because I knew the road I was unto. thank God for my life, anyway it's been 3months have been discharged and doing mentaly okay."


This is the part that interests me.
I have done some research and read some books, yet I have not been able to come across a thorough, flawless and complete definition of "Madness".
An ex' madman once described madness as a totally different world of it's own which is peculiar only to the individual experiencing it. In his case, he used to some glittering pieces like diamonds littered on the road of which he was always tempted to pick them...and he kept on picking them into his bag.
But in reality, he was picking rubbish in the streets and dumpsites. In the real world, he was seen as a madman but on the others side, he saw himself as a lucky person picking precious things.

Also, there is the common experience of talking while walking. But the individual experiencing it would always see someone or people communicating or following him while in reality, he is seen as a madman.

Does madness have a complete, flawless and generally accepted definition ? If there is any, I would love to know from others and please don't tell me what the dictionary or Google says; because they will give varieties of ambiguous and questionable meanings.
Preferably, anyone from the field of psychology.
Don't tell me that it is simply a mental disorder... you have to explain what you mean by "mental" and "disorder" in your context.

Please, I would love to know more of your experience of that state of mental disorder... How it was like.

like I said I wasn't really mad like the point of pickin things...I was on the way to it... if I wasn't rushed that night.. trust me. . it would have been another story.

I can only tell you about the transition stage.. trust me is something you don't want to experience..
the mental pain that comes With it
the mental disturbance
A case whereby you feel like to jump from a bus that was the stage I was in..or run naked.
I knew where I was heading.. people who saw me then thought I was okay the way I tried to comport my self all through.

but seriously I was dieing within... mental death
if I start to talk all through that month, even After I was discharged..I still felt it worse coming.

I was rushed to a mental asylum early this year due to substance abuse and had to spend a month plus in government centre hospital in my town.. the psychiatric section.. though my case wasn't at the mad critical stage but it was getting to it.. when I got there I realised that the doctors and nurses doesn't care if your mad or not as long as your their patient they treat you the same way they treat a mental violent patient....

the doctors insisted my mum can't be the one to look after me, that they required 2 able bodied men to be at my side at all times...but I wasn't misbehaving..like the violet ones there, they still insisted saying I won't be admitted if that's the case, we had to plead and employ a guy who works there and pay him 15k every week for doing nothing.

my elder brother was in school then, and we couldn't involve my cousins that means the matter will escalate farther.

it was a big hall with constructed chains on each bed, I met about 5 patients there.. 2 were violets while the rest were just like me calm who had the migraine in the head that comes and go. (like my head and ear wants to block from too much consumption of the drug that month) the expression on my mom's face really hunted me, her tears..because she was very scared and couldn't believe we were in this situation sleeping on a bed that had restraint and be looked at like a mad person from visitors who came to visit their people and passerbys in the hospital...

from what i observed been a mental patient, sometimes you can't just get a hold of yourself..it just like a container that's sealed tight and no penetration of air...the brain doesn't function at all.. like it's blocked from all sides....it's only God that saved me.
plus the expensive injection they injected me with everyday that costs 7k.. daily..(I took it for close to 3weeks)....that injection helps to make me sleep.. and when I wake up I feel refreshed and okay. but as soon as it wears off, the migraine starts coming back....

I could have opted to be discharged, but I needed thorough examining because I knew the road I was unto. thank God for my life, anyway it's been 3months have been discharged and doing mentaly okay.

please parents tell your children out there, to stay away from drugs it ruins...till now people who knew about my predicament..whenever they see me they still look at me as if I'm not balance yet. which is very annoying. but it's okay.
lalasticlala

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Tonero5200:
So many trends of women and men delivering twin's, quadruplets after so many years of barrenness don't freak me. Instead it's makes me angry to the core.. because they are still barren and weakling men. Since they did ivf why not hide it within themselves, instead they come out online on facebook, nairaland to disturb the public thanking God just to feel among, I don't know if they forget that sperm and egg were mixed together and put in a freezer for some time.. before it was fixed back into the body.

Abomination.

Here is were it's gets annoying.........

instead of giving the professional doctors accolades.

They will hide everything... do like say they didn't do nothing..

Then proceed in Calling the name of the Lord in vain... when we all know say nor be him do am...



The question I keep wondering are these people not ashamed of themselves? Why come online to disgrace yourself the more, knowing that you didn't give birth the natural way.

This has become a numb that need to be stopped in nigeria, infact once I see a post about a woman been barren for 20 years all of a sudden give birth to twins....it's either it's staged or that is an artificial offspring.. So hide your artificial kid to yourself.
I don't care.


The most annoying thing Is they are always greedy... they always go for twins or quadruplets.

Seun
Lalasticlala

Ride on

WibusJaga:
I can bet with Bubu's dry nyash that this OP is a kid.

Why you say so because he's speaking his mind?
Dude just spoke some certain facts that many of us are ashamed to say, he have my respect for that.
Ride on op

cayorday89:

I know, but in whatever you do, fighting them is never an option, the number is in their favour, the reputation to be protected lies with you and they have nothing to lose and go all out even on days you least expect.

And you seeing them as your senior does not translate to respecting them but do what you will do to a more powerful person you can't defeat which is face your lane and ignore their bait to get you to fight them.

Thanks very much
I try

cayorday89:
One of my philosophies in life is that, those who smoke, drink recklessly and are ready to fight at the slightest of chances even if fighting seems to be the least option are my seniors no mater the age gap I have above them, because it's the life they have chosen and they have nothing to lose. I respect them and find my route or face my front. They can insult all they like, it's either they are right or they are wrong, which ever way I am cool with it, I don't let it bother me.
OP, try to avoid a showoff with them and douse your anger. Ire ooooo, Igi ewedu o ni wo pa eee.

It's the street, if they sense you are weak it will get worst.

I try to keep staying on my lane, but seeing a 18yr old boy as my senior because of igbo he smokes doesn't make sense

GloriousGbola:
my understanding is that you should pick a fight with the biggest of them and best him well in front of all of them.
that theoretically sends a message that you are not to be fked with

however this can also backfire as the guy may want revenge and look for a time when you have lose guard to retaliate

all these cult boys, their fight usually starts from do me i f=do you escalation

which mean you best just move out of the house

The biggest of them doesn't look for my trouble he knows me well...not more than 21.

All he does is to stare while his boys do the insulting.

I used to dash him change, when things were good.. but you know touts..they only respect you when you give

I guess he's doing his in back.... talking foul things about me.

But can't do it in my front cus he knows me and his elder brother are mate..or maybe the dude senior me with a year.


Condition brought me to this level

etrange:
OP, where is this place? What kind of building? I need to make a mental image of the setting cause I'm struggling to understand how you got so entangled with street kids to the point that they now call you names. Do you share a common space? What kind of activities do you do together? What led to the name calling?

The moment you fight any of them, you've lost. This is regardless of the outcome of the fight. When people below your level drag you, the goal isn't to show their superiority. The goal is to bring you down to thier level. So the moment you fight them, it doesn't matter who gets beaten, they've won. I suggest you ignore them. If they're really teens like you said, they'd eventually get bored and leave you alone. It's one of the disadvantages of living in such a place. So let it be a motivation for you to work hard and move out.

Sorry.

Thanks I appreciate this

VeryWickedMan:


That's the reason. They see that you are no different from them.

Go out in the morning & return in yhe evening to see the difference. They will start greeting sef.

Yes, while I was visiting before 3 years ago they use to greet..one specifically...I use to dash him self when I have change.

But when he saw my situation as changed This year.seeing me everytime around...he was there when the whole thing was going on....all he does was stare.

Can you believe this same guy is even bigger than them and can call them to order.
Buh you know humans.

They only respect when you give them dash.

VeryWickedMan:


Are you jobless?

Yes I am, still hoping for something to come my way

MrBrownJay1:
you move to snake den and thereafter complain about the area being filled with snakes... lol!

It's a family house, where I grew up from
It's one tenants that's harboring the whole of them

VeryWickedMan:
Do you dress like a harlot?

how can a male dress like a harlot

The ones that hails me no longer does that because of what they seeing their friends do.