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CharlyG1:oga Charles, what you said about witchcraft on campus makes me feel sad and regret somethings.. I use because of bitterness of loosing a material I valued(laptop ) in my 1st year very early then in about 2 weeks after registration to feel angry towards God.. because it also was stolen in a fellowship.. as at then it seemed very valuable because few had it and I couldn't just listen to advice of Christian leaders I knew then.. I just lost focus of what I came to school for and was imbalanced emotionally.. I had an obligation towards God concerning my entering school but as at now I knew I lost many opportunities then because when I entered into school I still lived a. sinful life but I was very clear and aware about serving God while in school. I masturbate even before I entered school but I then I was humble enough to seek God's help on admission so as to. live a godly life and fulfill what ever mission God had for me.. after the laptop incident, I thought God didn't care for me because I had a bitter heart then but was innocent in some things I do e.g I could show love e.t.c one. of classmates adviced me from a group of friends who held me in high esteem that I should not go to herbalist but ask God to deliver me out of this problem..... in a unbelievable tone described the person who stole it,, bla bla I feel very pissed and wished that time was a different situation... I thought I would have easily followed my friends to recover the laptop but following my classmates advice led to a pre-Planned torment for me in school because I was highly intimidated and felt depressed In worst emotional way experienced by me ever. he told me not to meet the person he had describe but sensing it was my roommate and out of uncontrollable desire..... I rushed to gossip about my roommate with his friends and this sowed discord and later was exposed to my roommate, he felt betrayed as well as other people in hostel.. it lead to many a hatred and depression, every thing within a short period began to fall down, the favour, love and influence which many believed I had over them (note that I had not yet shown the light of God in me yet then, I was this guy that wanted to be best academically in school but reading all night before the laptop incident shattered everything ).at first sight and interaction,people liked me and were so attracted to me for no reason both boys and girls.. I had a childish innocent then and was very pure in heart maybe that's the reason why but I NEVER reasoned that a sin of masturbation even only it was dangerous, he who commits sin is a slave to it.. then I was like I will change all wrong things I did things I was doing before I entered school because I had a duty to God in school, then I remember living in rebellion against God and being wrong side of people.. countless times, I was mocked in school, abused, called a mad man by many even pretentious friends, I learnt in school the heart of man are wicked, I was tossed like a chaff and me a once respected fellow was ridiculed among fellows to such extent that people I didn't know on campus thought I was mentally unstable. can you imagine I felt heartbroken as I was scrutinized and later thought I was being monitored by some people so that they could weaken me more.. even at a time I didn't believe in God any more because I was angry at God as to why did this happen to me. why not not this person, why was I. placed among the most difficult circumstances among all my classmates that even my family noticed issues all around me and were even fed up with whole thing because they waited patiently for improvements after the whole thing started and even assisted me but nothing came forth.. as I type this, it really hurt alot and it. affected me alot of ways including spiritually, educationally, morality e.t.c i ask Jesus why? why? why me? at times I remember all this and feel like crying.. why was I so scorned and all I did and where I stayed or choose was all to my detriment.. finances also got worst. others have a easy ride.. mine a rough one. even after waiting long to secure an admission |
okparea:what do you mean by 30 time limit |
guadri1:bros this thing real. please add me to your group, are you on Facebook?? |
oyeludef:my bros, you wan argue on things beyond the carnal mind with that lady abeg.. the god of this world has blinded lots of people heart from God Almighty through superstition |
vooks:romans 12v2 Do not be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewal of your mind, that by testing you may discern what is the will of God, what is good and acceptable and perfect.------- this is only possible by desiring word of God.. the Bible is very important even more than what any big man of God tells me or general over seer tells me... if you can move mountains and check the heavens based on word of God. Good for you |
UyiIredia:ROMANS chapter 10 vrs 8 But what does it say? “The word is near you; it is in your mouth and in your heart,” that is, the message concerning faith that we proclaim: If you declare with your mouth, “Jesus is Lord,” and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved. For it is with your heart that you believe and are justified, and it is with your mouth that you profess your faith and are saved. As Scripture says, “Anyone who believes in him will never be put to shame.” For there is no difference between Jew and Gentile—the same Lord is Lord of all and richly blesses all who call on him, for, “Everyone who calls on the name of the Lord will be saved. |
I thank God most especially for this past 3 days, I assured giving a testimony to Glory of Almighty God... I accidentally drank kerosene from the spaghetti pot I cooked but God healed me and my brother who ate the food despite following all other people medical advice 2). was stung on my ear Thursday night by some unknown creature, woke up following morning and saw a dead scorpion inside my house close to my door ,till now still a mystery as to what happened.. also, God blessed us with provisions from my external families. praise the LORD!!! The same God yesterday, today and forever. add me in your prayers, so God help me and deliver me from my shortcomings spiritually and physically and renew my heart.. God's grace |
okparea:is that you in profile picture ,are very close to God now? |
Josephamstrong1:yea still pragmatic in many areas |
raayah:Z |
raayah:while a woman should be loved, she should be treated lower in status.. it is this rubbish perception of modernism and exposure that brings lots of problems and complications from women folks,women being relegated to kitchen was part of reasons our fore fathers lived longer.. these days all in name of reformist agendas of 21st century ,you see rubbish like unmerited feminism, equality which is unrealistic and stupid comparisms of beta and alpha males to satistfy their jealous ego on men and justify there wanton stupidity and complicated characters by having a mirage and deluded thinking of having equal status to men, all this are nonsense from female folks, even though I do not like islam due to it's faith. it seems that the women section of being submissive is quite a forward one |
tugo:hello make we talk. I can send you my mail |
I will share a short testimony with you guys tomorrow.. sin is what kills, may God's grace be made perfect in our weaknesses in Jesus Name, Amen |
KashyBaby:yes baby, sent you a msg now |
muafrika:yea some thing like this happened when I was on village but I am not sure ooo.. I thought it was over -pampering from loving and caring relations ... I lived a depraved life so much then and was back-slidden. I was soo lustful and imagined the most peverted things in my minds and imagined sex with any girl whether from school or home... sadly had this girl cousin that stay in same roof with us and I felt she was matured and my lustful mind and flesh made me hunger for anyone in skirt as far as they are not married.. so a little attention from her and was crazily rubbing my cousin body but after some time. she resisted after so scuffle and going to her bed in midnight.. I was a gentleman even in my sins but what made me act like an animal and robot that couldn't control himself is just weird to me,perhaps sin. I felt very hard in my body when I saw her and wanted to have it raw with my cousin even cobsequences of pregnancy never came to my mind but God saved me she resisted like she was double minded because before she gave me signs she was okay being close to me in my room... sin is evil and when you deep in it like an animal. it's disgraceful but then I felt I was spiritually attacked that night during new year in village. just felt I was controlled by some thing so strong to resist despite how disciplined I am as a person then. then to get girl friend in school then na wahala due to some happenings in school |
KashyBaby:when we started speaking espanyol...sent it in other topic we talked it is collins4reall@gmail.com.. let continue chat dear. |
KashyBaby:alright baby, you got my email |
KashyBaby:hola cariño, no podía seguir que la mensajería en otro tema, los moderadores aquí cerraron el tema .. has conseguido mi correo electrónico y sí todavía puede escribir en español muy bien y hablar en un buen nivel |
KashyBaby:sí, pero no se puede decir con fluidez |
KashyBaby:sure,baby. has visto a mi correo electrónico |
KashyBaby:mami here means senorita... yes sure, let's continue chat up on mail, message me on collins4reall@gmail.com .I know tourist sites here very well |
KashyBaby:don't worry mami, I make it hot and delicious for you .. you feel different after you tasted mine in my home |
KashyBaby:some people think hell is a home to them, welcome dear... you like ng foods |
vooks:Amen, its reason am yet to go back |
KashyBaby:lol, senorita how is that love if not torment |
read this, https://www.news2morrow.com/breaking-pact-with-the-devil/ it is a testimony that would help a lot of christians on deliverance |
vooks:its been good ,to GOD be all glory. am in need of money of which I need to use to go back you school and have no money for my final year expenses hoping. GOD would make a way for me in this dryness as we have resumed in session and I also have to get project and get school fees |
vooks:thank you alot |
vooks:I stopped talking about her issue and said let it end but. you still brought it up again... let's end this please, I will not argue on this |
please how does a man know when GOD is talking to him apart from Bible words... do you hear the Spirit of GOD in a loud voice,is it in heart or just your quiet heart talking to you ,is it that you only hear it when you in Holy life. why does every one say GOD called him and how do you know GOD speak to you, do you need to live a Holy life for that to be possible?? |
vooks:do you. have any personal ills at her. please we are done with this issue on this thread, may God give guidance too us where there is none. |
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I felt heartbroken as I was scrutinized and later thought I was being monitored by some people so that they could weaken me more.. even at a time I didn't believe in God any more because I was angry at God as to why did this happen to me. why not not this person, why was I. placed among the most difficult circumstances among all my classmates that even my family noticed issues all around me and were even fed up with whole thing because they waited patiently for improvements after the whole thing started and even assisted me but nothing came forth.. as I type this, it really hurt alot and it. affected me alot of ways including spiritually, educationally, morality e.t.c i ask Jesus why? why? why me? at times I remember all this and feel like crying.. why was I so scorned and all I did and where I stayed or choose was all to my detriment.. finances also got worst. others have a easy ride.. mine a rough one. even after waiting long to secure an admission


