Danielfx:
The main reason why i have not exposed this to anyone since is because it sounds completely insane.
After my secondary school education, i had an health attack from an overdose of drug and was unconcious, after I was revived and discharged, i started hearing a girl talking to me in a cool voice. At first, i thought i was deluding but it becomes real and real, she introduced herself as my wife and that we got married. She asked me if i don't remember which i said "no", funny enough i developed an attitude relating with her without a problem and even started having sex with her, i feel her on me and then somehow ecstasy evoke building that sperm flow....
My major issue is that i can't date a girl more than three months. My spirit companion would leave atimes for days and eventually come back. All the ladies i ever loved could not stay even though i showed them love and care and spent money on them.
I have been so lucky with money, she knows my taste for money is insatiable and so she doesn't object that area at all but whenever i start crying or feeling hurt about heartbreak with my girlfriend, she would come and whisper to me that she told me to leave her alone, that she can't share me with anyone and that we belonged to each other...
My friend was able to use voodoo to hold his girlfriend that broke his heart and stole his money to elope with a guy, the girl came back and for years they have been together happily. The girl is so happy that i advised myself to do thesame. My friend took me to an Alfa that did thesame stuff for him. Mine didn't work, as a matter of fact, my girl left me to a guy that is not handsome as i am, not financially buoyant as i am and not even educated. I used drugs during sex and so i am sure the guy wouldn't be twice as good as i am in bed.
The last time i saw my ex, she was dried up from starvation as her dad had no job and she already lost her mom. I called her and sent money to her Account to make her hair but after meeting her at the saloon, she declined meeting again with me. It was as if one moment she was very jumpy to get back to me and another moment she was critically rude.
So, i called her today and she told me she has a visitor, a male visitor and that i should not call her and that she would call me when she is chanced. I was so angry and didn't know what to do, i withdrew money and bought codeine to forget her but just as i was about taking the codeine, the spirit lady came, i felt her presence and then she laughed jokingly at me and told me she warned me about the girl, that we(spirit and i) belonged together and that i should stop chasing ladies except for flings only....
I was so angry and then i told her i would commit suicide to end the frustration of being lonely all the time, she then threatened to paralyse me if i attempt doing it, and that the paralysis would stop me from putting myself in harms way but i will live for long, even to old age like that...
She seemed so intelligent giving me special advise and saying things that i don't even know of. She makes people see me like a highly intelligent young man. She advises me whenever she's around some of the advise are righteous and it makes me wonder if she is angel or something. At a time, she came to my exam hall once to sit with me and tell me some few answers while she joke...
People started thinking i am mad or deluded in some sort which i know was true. They say sometimes i talk to myself and behave strange and even walk like a deluded person...
The thing is that i don't really hate her but the fact that i can't see her is dreadful for me. I need a companion and no girl seems to be around me more than three months no matter how caring i am. I am so fucking romantic that people always compliment on my act....
My previous posts reflect on heartbreak and stupid relationships all of which were her handiwork.
I am unhappy with my life. No voodoo works for me. I can't even cast a spell on a girl and can't hold any girl around me and any male friend she doesn't like, she sends away somehow...
Please Nairalanders, this is not a story, this is real and to God in heaven i swear on my death. I don't know what to do again. Please someone should help.
Modified: My family dedicated me to an idol in sapele after they gave birth to me.
They claimed i was so sick after birth and that they tried everything possible and only the idol that saved me... I worshipped the idol till the age of 15 The real transaction on ur spirit man occurred when you where unconscious from the drug overdose . Just rededicate your life to chirst and avoid any bad habit that's the only thing that links us with the devil . Also keep the seat of your thoughts pure avoid smoking n drinking especially oi . The open door to entities of the lower realm. Listen to this oyedepo messages on spiritual authority and this YouTube channel vessels of Jesus the babe go give you spiritual ginger. Na from personal experience oi |
azvm:
2014. i met a guy on Nairaland, i'll call him C. i'm not a new member, only using a new moniker. I was 27, him 29 (now we're 32, 35). i'm yoruba, him igbo. we met in Religion where we were encouraging one suicidal, depressed dude in a thread. he PMed me abt liking what i wrote then the friendship began. we had things in common, had interesting discussions, talked about ourselves and families, problems, etc. we agreed to be in a ldr, communicated mostly over email, whatsapp texts. we've done video calls too several times and till three years ago but i put a stop to them bc he was always asking me to show him parts of my body
2016. i was doing a school research project i needed a website for. C told me he knew someone in Nigeria to build it for me, said he would pay him the money, about $100. after the website was built , a week later he started hampering me to return the money, hurling insults at me, telling me i stole his money and he would tell everyone i took his money and ran. i told him i thought the money had been a gift. we were in a relationship, i didn't think i had to return it. after all the verbal abuse i sent him the money -actually sent him more than $100, then he was happy. it wasn't until i told him how bad his behavior was towards me that he apologized. after this, he wanted me to visit him in Nigeria (we had talked abt me visiting Nigeria since 2015) but i couldn't make it. he soon quit talking to me, disappeared. i didn't hear from him at all for three months, no calls, no nothing. i ended up meeting a man here, a Jamaican. i wasn't attracted to this man, we weren't in a relationship. i don't want to get into these details but i was sexually assaulted and lost my virginity, at 29. i reported to the police last year, it's still an ongoing police case. i somehow blame C. i've felt if he hadn't disappeared i wouldn't hv fallen into the hands of this rapist. C knew my goal was always to save myself for marriage like i had been doing.
rewind. some background. before i met C, i was in a relationship when i was 25, in 2012.
2012. i met a yoruba guy my Uni. he was an international student. we never had sex due to me wanting to wait for marriage. we kissed, hugged during our weekly outings. we saw each other once a week for movies, dinner, bowling. he ended up cheating. 7 months later, i broke up w him. this dude is history but is who i consider my ex if you ask who my ex is. i consider this relationship my first ever relationship, the only real-life relationship i've ever been in all my life, though a non-sexual one.
back to C.
2017. he did encourage me after i told him what had happened to me, provided moral support. but he then disappeared again. when he contacted me four months later, i was upset, we exchanged some words over email- mostly me calling him dishonest, unfaithful, untrustworthy, which were all true. he took things too far and was verbally abusive calling me horrible names and using the things i've told him about myself to insult me, like the sexual assault. he apologized later but i was quite hurt. we decided to start anew for a relationship mostly doing whatsapp texts and email as usual. he isn't a phone call person, he has the tendency to need his space for a week a two- i never complained.
2018. he disappeared again this time for 8 months, from april to november, no communication at all. i had told myself to forget about him. he suddenly called my phone one november afternoon 5 times. when we got to talking he confessed he was engaged to an igbo girl in Nigeria, was busy making preparations for the marriage but her family were making too many financial demands so he opted to call it off. i was shocked to hear he had been engaged. i told him he only contacted me again since the marriage plans didn't work out. he apologized, said it's me he wants to marry, i'm a simple girl, i'll give him peace of mind, blah blab blah. he wanted us to start where we left off. i told him i no longer trusted him but said we could try again, see where it goes
2019. we continue and things were fine till Valentine's Day. a week before V-day he said he loved me, promised to never leave me again. on Valentine's day i got no Valentine's message from him either or email or whatsapp, no call, nothing. meanwhile i would see him on whatsapp. fast forward to two weeks later i needed a logo for a blog of mine. i found a guy on nairaland for it. initially i wanted to send C the money to give to the guy but i decided to send him the money myself, i sent him the money then C started ignoring me. long story short the guy didn't send my logo after receiving the money. i told C, asked him to call the guy for me to release my logo, he refused. after this, i stopped communicating with C myself this time, he didn't contact me either, not till later last year
2020. fast forward to last month he told me abt his laptop which got damaged after a power outage. i started looking online to buy another laptop for him ( i didn't tell him ). my plan was to surprise him, send it to him for his birthday in October. we chatted on whatsapp the next day, i was doing my best to make him feel better, asked him what laptop he's using now, other questions to show him i care. all of a sudden he went of on me calling me deplorable n all sorts of names, saying stuff he knows will hurt me. i dunno maybe he was having a bad day or what. i told him i was planning to buy another laptop for him but he carried on insulting me. i blocked him. asides, his communication towards me recently has been sexual -he's always talkn abt wanting to make love to me, how attracted he is to me ( he has my pics ), how i'm his fantasy. he emailed me days later talkn abt me being the love of his life. he first refused apologizing for all his insults said over whatsapp, he said he doesn't need to apologize before i forgive. he finally said "i'm sorry ok" days later, i told him there's no more relationship. he says he doesn't want to let me go, i'm the only one who understands him. lately i've been thinking abt sponsoring him or going to nigeria to marry him. despite the fights he hs been my friend over the years. plus i'm thinking being in the same place may help us bond a lot better, start a family someday. my fears are he may not be a good father or husband, will be abusive, or i may find out he's got a wife in Nigeria. what do u guys think i should do?
*he's still on nairaland though not too active. he may or may not see this thread... it wouldn't matter either way. I know how you feel is hard to cut off who you have been used to ... let him go so u wud av anoda one .... Let most of ur principles slide and flow with guys u wud get to stumble on an amazing personality |
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