Pray4meJC:
For privacy reasons, I'm an old nairaland member.

About 22 / 23 years ago, a classmate in secondary school lured us into the act of masturbation. Few days later, I started practicing the act and eventually ejaculated after tough stimulation lasting almost two hours. It got to a point I was almost getting addicted doing the unclean act.

Thereafter I graduated to pornography when internet was just starting in Nigeria.
I went further to committing adultery and fornication in the heart rather than with the body by peeping on girls and women having their bathe all to fulfill my lustful eyes. I even watched couple have sex by peeping.

Even though I have stopped and repented from these like 12 years back, I still find myself struggling with other bigger problems called wet dreams, unusual erections and wormlike vibrations in my body and sometimes body freezing at night for 30 seconds to 1 minute.

These wet dreams occurred 2 - 3 times in a week and repeat same in like manner every week compulsorily throughout the year and go on and on the following year. I have gone for several dry fasting and prayer deliverance to no avail.

I don't see myself having sex in the dream when these wet dreams occurred. Sometimes, when the wet dream is about happening I'm conscious and try screaming the name or blood of Jesus but it seems am just very powerless and before I know it, semen has spilled out and I will remain like that. Sleep is distorted and all efforts to sleep is impossible.

Sometimes, when I go to bed early by 8PM and I get caught up by wet dreams by 9:30PM, it means sleep for that night is gone completely. I sleep maximum 2 hours daily because this stuff has messed my mind and life up.

Whenever I lie down to sleep, different uninvited thoughts start forcing themselves on my brain both those that happened today and the ones of years ago. I always try deflecting them by replacing them with bible quote or singing praise to God in my head.

I woke up since 2:30 am today with a wet burser soaked in semen and started typing this because I couldn't no longer sleep. Afternoon sleep is very impossible for me as it has never worked for even 1 minute

I'm greatly troubled and worried because I read my bible and pray before going to bed. I dream about my former schools etc.

As I speak, this stuff has rendered me financially devastated with millions in debt. Could not obtain university admission 19 years ago, brain can't simulate, not married, no kids. Very recently this year my health (details withheld due to family members who might find this posts) is suffering as I can't do anything to earn a living as I easily sored tired in the heart.

PS: At night, every day for all these years, uncontrollable strong erections will suddenly start building up whether I put up underwear or not and I think this is more than the 'morning erections ' science talks about. This is pure spiritual manipulation for me. Same thing happens when I get close to some females whether matured or underage, stupid uncontrollable strong erections suddenly pop up without any sexual thoughts whatsoever to these innocent females. Unfortunately, these arousal is also a problem because it inhibits low self esteem, shame and quick withdrawal from whatever discuss I'm having to avoid the bulge being noticed.

Lastly, a year before I got myself ensnared in all these evil activities, I was already developing memory loss and a single headache that almost took my life prior to all these. The headache can be best described as "sawchain and hammer " tearing the skull to pieces and lasted for hours and resistance to drugs. That was the first and last time I experienced such and any other for that matter.

Where do I go from here? Depression is real when solutions are being defiled.

If you are not married, go and marry , that solves your problem to a large extent

OreoPaschal:


Well, there is no remedy to cheating. Sending your cousin out of the house, still won't restrict your wife from cheating assuming she is a cheat. Sending him away is a breach of trust and insecurity from you end. You have mentioned that you trust her to an extent, give her that benefit of doubt. It is certain your cousin isn't comfortable staying under your roof. No man in such age, will be happy either. Discuss with your wife your fears, and get assurance of her love and loyalty.

Alternatively, get an additional domestic staff or her relative to stay around as well. Every house needs a man to protect it. And whilst, you are away - your cousin will definitely protect your wife.

This seems the best advice , as we are only thinking of the negative side, he can protect the family on ur behalf so just get another of ur wife’s relative, and you will be more comfortable while away

tensazangetsu20:

Thats the truth. They are both useless. You don't go to study a course with Nigeria in mind. If you are yet to enter the university go for IT related courses.

you are actually ignorant of both courses , so you aren’t the best to advice on any of the 2 courses . You can call 2 professional courses useless , and you are talking of IT related course without any specifics
My dear brother , both courses are good. Both I will advice architecture , though more stressful to study , but if you are smart , you can start earning from school from knowledge of applications of softwares for rendering and animations

Amotolongbo:
There is bound to be mechanical fault in auto objects like this.

But I expected the train not to have embarked on the journey after developing mechanical faults immediately leaving the station. It was an omen that the train would finally break down in the middle.

Like we were told that these were new train?
Abi Na only the coaches be new ones but old engines?

Have been privileged to sit in the locomotive once because the coaches were full and I had to get back to abuja , I can tell you that those locomotives are very old, they look like 1980s kind of technology, only the coaches are modern

BeardGangJnr1:
So el rufai hellRufai wey no Bright want determine student wey Bright to give scholarship
Nawaoh

Who told you El Rufai is not bright , am not talking for him, but he is intelligent. Only that we complain of everything

BigSarah:


Women in general are, that's what the book says

Which book says that pls, clarify

slawormiir:
damnnn niggarrrr
Dog shiit ....Nigeria and overhyped and moreover the value of our naira is damnnn fuckkked


20 milli nor too big...me nor go pay 10 milli for this crap
The interior is crap

everything about the house is cheap ,and someone is calling 1b?�

Definitely there is a big problem in this country

Dpharisee:
It's like arrogance runs in that family, see the way she was addressing the Deputy Governor asking why he didn't call her to express sympathy, the man said he did severally but she didn't answer, then she said why didn't he send her a text because she doesn't answer unknown numbers as a politician wife.
Then she claimed that Seyi Makinde is playing politics with her husband's death without any comments on APC members and media such as Nation Newspaper which was releasing statements daily using her husband's name as the APC crisis was unfolding.
How will such woman accept offer of help with this arrogance?
But come to think of it, why would she want to bury her husband in a land under dispute, what if they finally lose the case they will now claim that our husband and father was buried here.
Only Almighty knows what Ajimobi (God rest his soul) must have passed through in this woman's hand, all that glitters is not gold to those who may think that because he was a governor it's all rosy in rich families.

I support your thoughts on this

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Davash222:
Same Sanusi campaigning against excess breeding of children in the North has four wives and still birthing.
Same Sanusi campaigning against poverty rate in the North has 2 Rolls Royce with over 5 exotic cars worth millions of dollars.

The problems of the North is in the North.

Don’t forget he is a formal CBN governor so he is not poor

ebuks4ever:


Honda DW1 is recommended

Thank you

Detailfix:
Acura MDX 2007

Please I would like to know the type of transmission fluid for Acura MDX 07

Acura MDX 2007

Pls get an architect or a quantity surveyor.you are looking for free consultation.