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Sauces oo. Please who is leaving on Sunday?? |
I've really missed NL BBN bants. Glad to be here! |
ElPhoche:Hi Doc pls can I send you an email? I have some questions regarding the USMLE |
practicalclass:Hello, I found your handle while searching up USMLE on here. Please could I Dm you, I'm a 500l medical student interested in taking the USMLE and I'd love to get advice from you. Thanks. |
Scapula112:Hi Chief, I'm really sorry about your relationship but I'm a medical student in my penultimate year with intentions of coming to work in the US after school. I would really like to link up with you so I could learn more about the process. Can I email you chief? |
Iyaebe:Thank you |
Palema007:It's an original work posted in retrospect. It was written in December 31 2020 but only posted now because I'm now ready to share it. |
31st December 2020 I'm here sitting in my room watching a movie and all those memories come flooding back. Will I ever heal The one question I keep asking myself that I dont know if I'll ever get an answer to.It all just comes flooding back. The heartaches, the gas lighting, the disrespect, the trauma. I felt like I was losing it 2019. I was so not my self. I lost myself that year and since then I've been trying so hard to find myself. I really can't believe everything I did. The begging, the overlooking of obvious details,the constant questioning of what was wrong with me. If I had something that was preventing someone from loving me. It's been over a year now,yet I still haven't moved on. I still cry when I think of the whole experience I gave my all, I really did. I thought he was the one. I thought it was meant to be. He made me feel soooooo special late 2018. What did I ever do to him to deserve that kind of treatment. My heart hurts badly as I'm writing this right now. I feel like I'm still lost,deep down. Gas lighting; I learnt this word in 2020. I had no idea that this was the word for what I was passing through 2019. Why did I fall so deeply? I mean the subliminals were there. He said a lot of undercover words but I didnt listen well. I actually thought that he loved me He really toyed with my emotions. From not claiming me in public to letting me go so easily I wonder how I fell so deeply. Now I can't even imagine falling in love again cause my heart feels like i was stabbed a thousand times. How it feels to love someone and not be loved back? I will keep on trying ,trying to heal I will cry when i feel like,when I'm happy itll show. I just hope that someday I will be healed, and I'll be able to open my heart to love again. Today is the last day of 2020. "I only settled for you" one of the most painful words to say to someone that loves you. "I only missed it not you" Very painful. I blame myself sometimes. Maybe I shouldn't have .maybe,maybe. So many maybes. I wish he had never been in my posting group. I wished I had never talked to him. I wished I had never believed all the things he told me "I've tried,its not working " "Its not you, its me" "You deserve better than me" All these words are words of a confused human. "I dunno if you can wait till the feelings come around again" Why me? Why cant I get someone to love me, to really love me and not just someone that'll keep me as an option. Love; it's a very painful thing. Its beautiful when it works our but if it doesn't especially when you give it your all. Especially when you invest your time,your emotions, your all and you find out that it all meant nothing to him. It really hurts. It really really hurts. The fact that he just saw me as another one of his conquests, the fact that he probably never loved me all that while when I gave him my all. It just makes me very sad, very very sad. How can I get this feeling out of my heart cause I dont think I can hold on to this for much longer. I think I need to pray to God. |
Geezeem:Make we test am see now ![]() |
Ambber:As a patriot I will drop some pity votes for Whitemoney. He has been cooking for my fave Pere all these while. |
To all Whitemoney haters and lovers in disguise;
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WMG!!! You all are doing great. Pls let's keep pushing for Mazi cause 60% is the goal. Whitemoney for the 90million!!! |
padkan101:
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safarigirl:Ewooo. For real ![]() |
Threebear: ![]() |
WMG Dey scatter Instagram, twitter, Facebook and Nairaland this night. Only one fanbase oo. Whitemoney Geng I hail una o ![]() |
unyimecc:This thing happened to me last year ![]() |
Battle of the person with the accurate source going on between Threebear and Safarigirl. We shall see who wins tonight ![]() |
31st December 2020. I'm here sitting in my room watching a movie and all those memories come flooding back. Will I ever heal The one question I keep asking myself that I dont know if I'll ever get an answer to.It all just comes flooding back. The heartaches, the gas lighting, the disrespect, the trauma. I felt like I was losing it 2019. I was so not my self. I lost myself that year and since then I've been trying so hard to find myself. I really can't believe everything I did. The begging, the overlooking of obvious details,the constant questioning of what was wrong with me. If I had something that was preventing someone from loving me. It's been over a year now,yet I still haven't moved on. I still cry when I think of the whole experience I gave my all, I really did. I thought he was the one. I thought it was meant to be. He made me feel soooooo special late 2018. What did I ever do to him to deserve that kind of treatment. My heart hurts badly as I'm writing this right now. I feel like I'm still lost,deep down. Gas lighting; I learnt this word in 2020. I had no idea that this was the word for what I was passing through 2019. Why did I fall so deeply? I mean the subliminals were there. He said a lot of undercover words but I didnt listen well. I actually thought that he loved me He really toyed with my emotions. From not claiming me in public to letting me go so easily I wonder how I fell so deeply. Now I can't even imagine falling in love again cause my heart feels like i was stabbed a thousand times. How it feels to love someone and not be loved back? I will keep on trying ,trying to heal I will cry when i feel like,when I'm happy itll show. I just hope that someday I will be healed, and I'll be able to open my heart to love again. Today is the last day of 2020. "I only settled for you" one of the most painful words to say to someone that loves you. "I only missed it not you" Very painful. I blame myself sometimes. Maybe I shouldn't have .maybe,maybe. So many maybes. I wish he had never been in my posting group. I wished I had never talked to him. I wished I had never believed all the things he told me "I've tried,its not working " "Its not you, its me" "You deserve better than me" All these words are words of a confused human. "I dunno if you can wait till the feelings come around again" Why me? Why cant I get someone to love me, to really love me and not just someone that'll keep me as an option. Love; it's a very painful thing. Its beautiful when it works out but if it doesn't especially when you give it your all. Especially when you invest your time,your emotions, your all and you find out that it all meant nothing to him. It really hurts. It really really hurts. The fact that he just saw me as another one of his conquests, the fact that he probably never loved me all that while when I gave him my all. It just makes me very sad, very very sad. How can I get this feeling out of my heart cause I dont think I can hold on to this for much longer. I think I need to pray to God. |
Sorry for your loss. But how would you even think someone like Kiddwaya would ask you for money sef ![]() |
Sochieke:I hope you voted him |
akthedream2019:Vote for him next week plis dia |
Threebear what's up with the bottom 4 results for this week na ![]() |
100naira:You're a darling |
MizzD:You see it too |
I heard housemates commending Kidds barbecue. Chef Kidd! ![]() |
Sixfeetbelle:Lucy did not even remember any of her lines ![]() She also said she was disappointed in herself for forgetting the lyrics. |
Vee's and Tolani's performance for me. |
aduntemi:She can like to dull things ![]() |
No energy in this group. |
Prince and Nengi seem like they are not free with each other... |
Lol, Ozo and Trikytees group is hella wack ![]() |
The one question I keep asking myself that I dont know if I'll ever get an answer to.

