₦airaland Forum

Mrwhite09:
my life has bleeped up, i was born on 14-04-1994. 29years old on this earth with nothing to show and the future doesnt look bright when i look into it. growing up i was a brilliant child always coming top of my class, my mother had a great hope on me,she thought that i was gonna grow up nd be successful or useful but unfortunately here i am useless as letter p the word psychology. i know my life is stagnant and bleeped up when i look at my childhood friends the guys that i grew up with, all my best mates are doing well. all my close friends when we were children are now with jobs and business while i work at construction sites carrying bricks like i am the one who insulted god. it hurts me when i see my friends married and own houses and lands while i wallow in poverty, i dont know who i offended in this life, im writting this with tears flowing down from my eyes. my life bleeped up because god created me with lots of sexual desires. my doom started when i was in junior secondary when one of my uncles dash me a java phone nokia3110c instead of me to use that phone to play games like my friends do, i discovered porn (waptrick) right from that time 2009 i still have never gone a complete week without watching porn and jerking off, since from that time i lost focus all i think about is get money buy data watch porn and jerk off. since 2009 i hv been living with pmo addiction in silence instead of me to get my life back nd be free from this addiction that stagnate my life another doom befall on me which add more pepper to my life (gambling addiction) 2021 i was a corper serving in kaduna state during these days i manage to raise 380k from my alawee, i thought about how to invest it nd be generating something from it then i discovered football betting via this nairaland nd within 2months i lost all that 380k and go back to my city empty handed. my life now is suffer in site, earn 1500, stake and lose it, go to my room, watch porn, jerk off, nd sleep (repeatedly). i am tired i tried nd tried to quit but always fail its like im cursed its like someone casted a spell on me. how can i get my life back? is it not too late for me to start afresh? will i ever be free nd live a normal life? i need advices abeg

COME TO JESUS AND LIVE

Rope yourself

Failure2019:
Rope yourself

i cant. but thank you very much thinga like this will make do it. continue pls

MrWhite , I see lots of religious advice being dished out by commenters , trust me , those advices would be difficult to execute …see let me tell you , masturbation is not the reason why your not moving forward , it’s the other way around , your masturbating because your not moving forward , cos am sure you feel happy while you jerk off , at least it gives you a temporary feeling of ecstasy , Abi you wan tell me say if your making 40k daily you go still dey jerk off ?, you go look for better banny wey go give you better Mouth Action , just try and turn things around by finding a good source of income , you sef go shock say you no fit remember the last time you masturbated

MasterShifu010:
MrWhite , I see lots of religious advice being dished out by commenters , trust me , those advices would be difficult to execute …see let me tell you , masturbation is not the reason why your not moving forward , it’s the other way around , your masturbating because your not moving forward , cos am sure you feel happy while you jerk off , at least it gives you a temporary feeling of ecstasy , Abi you wan tell me say if your making 40k daily you go still dey jerk off ?, you go look for better banny wey go give you better Mouth Action , just try and turn things around by finding a good source of income , you sef go shock say you no fit remember the last time you masturbated

tryng to that but my health deteriorated