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Obinnau: now this is what I call firsthand derailing. runs away before I ban myself. mynd when is the tori starting?

*chases him down. Throws sack over his head, and carts him away.

*slowly sneaks back in*

Faints

princesa: he was with me first

obinnua... He was with only me, never mind tex

Hmmm.

He's playing one of us, and it ain't me.

@ Obinnau
She is delusional.

Obinnau: me sef need some girl to keep me hostage.

Hostage?

Hmmmm

Like S&M tinz?

Obinnau: mynd don enter gobe. even tex.

Obinnau: jeez. mynd is it true?

No



He's with me, and I'm not running anywhere..

Mynd is back!

Thanx

More please.

Unbridled loquacity
by Tex

I've been asked, "Girl, where's your head?"
It's all too often in a quandary.
This sometimes hinders any boundary.
You never know what might be said.

Autonomy unabated
One only need look at my history
There is occasional lucidity.
It's those other times I get exacerbated.

I've tried silence instead
It's a fact, truly
But somehow I can't stop the delivery.
Sadly, my brain, by my mouth is lead.

© 2013, texanomaly. Except as provided by the Copyright Act [2 November 2013] no part of this publication may be reproduced, stored in a retrieval system or transmitted in any form or by any means without the prior written permission of the publisher."




We Loved before Time began
By Tex

In the Book of Life it is Written.
Of course we knew one another then.
From the Father we learned line upon line.
I came here first, but you promised to be mine.
A covenant made and not to be Forgotten.

A veil was dropped. It clouded our vision.
But these two souls knew our love could not be hidden.
We searched the world till finally a Sign.
Through the distance fate would refine.
Memories flowed Unforbidden.
Once again to be my valentine.
Full of love and adoration.
No hesitation


Reflections And Rainbows
by Tex

Your laughter rings in my ears. The sweet sound echoes through my mind, capturing the memories we made.

Your sweet words remain in my heart, refusing to leave, ignoring my pleas, evading the supposed infraction.

The sight of your smile was the sun in my sky. Clouds cover what once was mine. Yet regret won't let the light fade.

Shadows cover the joy I once felt at the sound of your voice. No longer will I know this bliss, or have that satisfaction.

Memories of you will forever haunt my soul. Thoughts of what might have been. Hopes chased into the dark night.

A future once as bright as the glow you used to put on my face, is now marked by doubt and deception.

That feeling I once knew. That flutter you once caused. I can't escape it. Try as I might.


Untitled
by Tex

What doth prove my heart herewith?
Alas it is folly that doth envelope my soul.
Thine own heart doth beat true and pure.
Tis mine own tumult that doth molest.



Butterflies
by Tex

On gossamer wing
Gently float across my heart
And into my soul.


The Light That Follows You
by Tex

I am the light that follows you,
And watches over you continually.
I will always be there.
Just look around.
I will always surround you with love.
If you can't see me,
I will touch your heart to let you know,
I am here.



Trust is a sneaky little sucker
It isn't always available
Betrayal is much more reliable
Tex



Hmmmmm
by Tex

Strange to lose something
That isn't yours to lose.
To discover it is missing
When it didn't really exist.

Odd, that feeling
The one where you think,
Did that just happen?
Is this for real?

Where did that thing go?
Will I find it again?
Do I really want it back?
Is it worth looking for?


Chatting With The Bees
by Tex

Butterflies float across a sea of green.
They eagerly flutter here and there.
Gently touching velvet faces,
And floating on the breeze.
Joy that is seldom found
Chatting with the bees.



Nkem
by Tex

The way you catch my eye in a crowded room,
Gives me butterflies.
The way your hand finds its way to my thigh under the table,
Gives me chills.
The way your eyes follow me around the room,
Makes me blush.
The way you come kiss me, and take my hand when you know I'm in need of rescue,
Melts my heart.
That sexy way you look at me when you want to get me home,
Takes my breath away.


Beast Within
by Tex

This thought in my head
It roams freely
Scratching at the back of my eyeballs
Slithering like the snake that it is
Oozing in and out of my brain

I have been kidnapped
Held captive by this vile creature
There is nowhere to run
Nowhere to hide
I'm stuck here with it inside

Sharp talons scrape across my skull
It's like nails on a chalkboard
It's in my head
I can't escape it
I cover my ears and scream

A moment of respite
And it's back again
My head is pounding
My heart is racing
My agitation is increasing

This thing in my head
It won't go away
I can't sleep
It owns my soul
It stalks my consciousness.

It is relentless
As it stomps around
Loudly proclaiming
That it has a right to remain
It's a wonder I'm still sane.


Prayer for 'E'
by Tex

Lord keep him safe
Help him see thy plan and
Stay the course
Bless him with thy comfort and grace

Bless his path O Lord
Keep his eye on thy glory
Help him see his worth
Give him hope in this place

Let him know of thy love
Channel his aspirations
And bolster his resolve
To run this race

Bear his burdens
But give him strength
Sustain his courage
And help him keep pace

Be there for him
But allow him to grow
Guide his trek
To see thy light in his face
Amen

Just got to here. I love this. Keep it coming. Can't wait to read more.

Joshthefirst: Two hours later, I sat next to lilly's bed
"Hello lily" I said tenderly
"Hi Mr. Smith"
"How're we doing today?"

I had to lean down and speak right into her ear for her to hear me. Her voice was becoming more slurred. Sometimes, when lily was having a bout of pain and depression, she didn't speak, didn't move. It became too much of an effort for her. She just lay still and stared at the ceiling.

"I'm fine Mr. Smith"
"Can I get you anything?"
"No".

I studied her tenderly. Mr heart ached. Why should she go through so much suffering?

"Am I gonna die Mr. Smith"?

Her question shocked me...shook my very being. I couldn't break down right in front of her.

"Yes lily" The words were choked
"How does it feel to be dead"?
.......

I stroked her hair tenderly. I didn't know what to say. What would I say to a little girl who has known nothing but pain since she was born?

"Thank you for staying with me" she said
"Hey, don't thank me kiddo, I love staying with you"

She slowly turned her head and managed a smile, then she closed her eyes, and the heart rate monitor began to give the emergency beep.
I was dazed...I stood aside as the nurses and the doctor on duty raced to the bed with a defibrillator.

"She's gone into cardiac arrest"!
"Charge it"!
"Okay, clear"!

They shot charges through her heart. I watched as they did it three times, tears flowing. The third time, she revived. They stabilized her, and I just went to her thin body and hugged her.

"I love you lily"

I remembered doing this. Four years ago. I hugged the body of my son as he lay in the hospital in coma.
His mother had died instantly some hours before, in a terrible road accident.

Two days later, he died...

I am in a public place, crying! What are you trying to do to me? Following!