This is a true story of a young seminarian who have problems with his relationship.

He has been in the seminary in Nigeria before he decided to come down to the US to discern his vocation. He is currently in the USA now and he actually came down to discern his vocation but have been having vocation crises (choosing whether to serve God as a Catholic Priest or to Marry the love of her life). Before coming down to the US he only kept this relationship for the past three weeks after their reunion since they graduated from secondary school.

Later (when the seminarian arrived USA), the girl began to ask questions like: WHAT DO YOU REALLY WANT FROM ME?

The seminarian couldn't be at rest at that question. He now decided to call her that night and they both agreed to keep the relationship. The girl promised to wait for him until after his studies (although the young man told her that he doesn't want to become a priest, but does not know the will of God). After their conversation, the seminarian couldn't sleep neither was his conscience at rest. Then he decided to write the girl. And these were what he wrote:

Sweet heart i love you too.

PLEASE READ THESE CHOSEN WORDS PATIENTLY AS I HAVE TAKEN PAINS TO SQUEEZE THEM OUT

Honestly, ever since we had that conversation on the phone, my heart has never been at rest cos of the fear I have in the feature which I am sure is unpredictable. To be realistic hun, my conscience pricks me more. I cannot even sleep ever since we said those words to each other in that manner. I already told you: I don't want to be a Priest, but, What if on the long run God decides to ordain me? This is because I will definitely join the seminary during my cause of studies. Listen, i just want a situation were we can still be friends to each other. Please, Let's not work down that road so that nobody gets hurt. I need you to be strong right now. I'm so sorry for making you turn down those proposals and please I beg of you, no man should pay for whatever crime or sin i have committed against you. Look at every man as God's opportunity for you! It is very difficult for me to take these words to heart cos I am writing them with tears from my eyes already. Let's use this opportunity to give ourselves this freedom. I swear in God's name, for you to believe me, that i am not in any form of relationship. And to further declare it from my heart, I was going to marry you if ever God decides not to ordain me for this journey (YES! And God knows that too!). I am writing this message to you through whats app so that you can have it as an evidence and so that come what may, you will always remember that I had earlier wrote this. I know that it won't be easy for you to take in, neither is it for me right now. But I'd want us to keep it this way so as to respect God's decision, until He says otherwise. This is the reason why i decided not to come visit you cos I know what will eventually follow, i do not really trust what I would've done... I respect you a lot not to hurt you at all and this is why I have kept in contact; from time to time, with you, right from when you and I graduated from Secondary school. I think I've written quite a lot now and I'd really want you to help me too cos I'm bearing many burdens right now. I will be very happy if you find a good husband on earth which God will definitely ordain for you. This vocation is a very hard one for me to choose...but I've got to let God do the deciding while i wait on him and also pray for you. My promise: If ever God decides not to ordain me, "I'll definitely call you". Let's give ourselves this opportunity to be free, love..I love you baby...I swear on whatever that is Holy!...But God loves you more! Keep this message for me...please be strong and I beg of you, let's keep in touch always. I love you

Let me hear what you guys have to say!

Slimmy05

so kan mi ni?

tpiar:
so kan mi ni?

Bros i don't understand ur language

why will you understand my language?