Whatever is in your life now that you don't like, trust me, it's not your fault. Blame the thoughts swimming in your head. You are complete. You are functional. You are not mad. If you can rearrange your thoughts, throw them away if you must, buy new furniture and fit them into your mind, your position will change. I don't need to say who I am to say all this. You know I'm not lying. Change your thoughts. Think fresh perspectives. You can find new ideas.