I feared marriage for so long and i stayed away from it because of the Temper of a woman, I had prayed to meet a christian for a wife, i thought i did, we met somehow and questions were asked. principle were discussed particularly those believed to keep friendship ongoing. four years into the marriage, it is a different story. reality has dawn on me. to cut a long story short, Pride and Rebellion is one description of one i once wrote a love letter in her honor. unwilling to be corrected. bitter and incorrigible. let me call her name Henrietha
The woman for whom i penned the love Poems below, have turned out to be the reason for my long abstinence from Marriage, the least of my trouble is a disgrace by Police and a court appearance . Today, i read the letter and broke down in tears.

My Dear Henrietta

At the passing of this short memory of our love memoir, I shall and
must demand from my bowels the precious cause for my enticement in
this worthy league of amity.
Counting by numbers, This day 22 June 2013, makes its marks as the
first month of our journey, a precious voyage of affections sealed by
an oath but long borne by love, the day we scorned the barrage of
distractions to bid farewell to loneliness, on this day a month ago,
we were absent from their disdain, we missed their mockery and ignored
their fears as we walked boldly backing the crowd to say YES to a long
meeting of mate because we found a reason to do so. A compelling
reason hinged on the deep feelings of our hearts, a yearning that grew
from the nocturnal conversations propping the long awaited happiness.
Once again in the Arena of scarce word, I shall assay to wield the
matter of my affectionate heart to You My Dear Henrietha

At the passing of this short memory of our love memoir, I shall and
must demand from my bowels the precious cause for my enticement in
this worthy league of amity.
Counting by numbers, This day 22 June 2013, makes its marks as the
first month of our journey, a precious voyage of affections sealed by
an oath but long borne by love, the day we scorned the barrage of
distractions to bid farewell to loneliness, on this day a month ago,
we were absent from their disdain, we missed their mockery and ignored
their fears as we walked boldly backing the crowd to say YES to a long
meeting of mate because we found a reason to do so. A compelling
reason hinged on the deep feelings of our hearts, a yearning that grew
from the nocturnal conversations propping the long awaited happiness.
Once again in the Arena of scarce word, I shall assay to wield the
matter of my affectionate heart to You BOYIN my Love, conjuring
indelible epitaph to convey the ceaseless fountain of my loveliness
From all the doubts and muse of the human thoughts, please spare my love,
I am again compelled by the zest and strength of Love to capture the
feelings of my heart in this union and to leave indelible insignia of
my warmth for you.
Let me start to say that yours was the most beautiful smile that ever
caught my fancy in the cope of mortals, the glance of it from the
airport was a powerful hook from which I shall never recover, and the
memories are still with me. The memories of it like a beam have
continued with me even in this long absence.
I found for a wife the chunkiest specie from the creative animus of
Nature and I shall be wanting in self respect to take this for
granted,
Also my Love, I found within your bowel an enthusiasm for life that is
infectious, a smile that melts a heart, and a gentleness that warms
the soul. The fire of it burns and it makes me want to be with you
forever
Seemingly Left alone to boredom after the oath; Constant thoughts of
you creep around my head; I am in regular muse of our rare union, all
the things we said and did, The smiles, the tete-a tete conversing,
The walks, the trips, and the freedom we expressed are like grease of
grace and believe me, I want more.
I have not a slightest doubt in your fidelity and boldly say You
are perfectly proportioned and beautiful, an intellectual, a
passionate breed , and as you have now become my adorable Jewel.
To all bystanders our love is an insoluble puzzle. The rarity, the
space and speed of love has been nurtured by our night-time
conversation and we are solaced by the resolute decision to be joined
first from our hearts before we were made public by oath one month ago
My Henrietha , you’re beautiful all through, a good masterpiece a gift
from Nature, with your hair gently set in their sockets like radiating
beam, your eyes also glimmering in the sun rays and bouncing with
attractions I can’t wait to see you again and feel that expression of
my new source of joy (God helping us) Come to think, my preferred
place is next to you.
Our story of Love is only beginning, Twill be tested by the wiles of
man’s weakness and can only flourish and strengthened by humility and
forgiveness this day is remarkable in our history and so must be our
Marriage every other day
Let us always Call to mind the Joy and foundation of this union, that
which we felt when no one was there, the which we celebrate and shall
do always as long as there is blood in our veins, that Joy for which
we scorned the scorners and mockers, the resoluteness that birthed our
celebration
May our Love be many, may it overcome the defaming of fault seekers as
we jointly build a home.
Accept my rich gift of True Love as I continue to give all of it to
the most deserving Henrietha of mine
my Love, conjuring
indelible epitaph to convey the ceaseless fountain of my loveliness
From all the doubts and muse of the human thoughts, please spare my love,
I am again compelled by the zest and strength of Love to capture the
feelings of my heart in this union and to leave indelible insignia of
my warmth for you.
Let me start to say that yours was the most beautiful smile that ever
caught my fancy in the cope of mortals, the glance of it from the
airport was a powerful hook from which I shall never recover, and the
memories are still with me. The memories of it like a beam have
continued with me even in this long absence.
I found for a wife the chunkiest specie from the creative animus of
Nature and I shall be wanting in self respect to take this for
granted,
Also my Love, I found within your bowel an enthusiasm for life that is
infectious, a smile that melts a heart, and a gentleness that warms
the soul. The fire of it burns and it makes me want to be with you
forever
Seemingly Left alone to boredom after the oath; Constant thoughts of
you creep around my head; I am in regular muse of our rare union, all
the things we said and did, The smiles, the tete-a tete conversing,
The walks, the trips, and the freedom we expressed are like grease of
grace and believe me, I want more.
I have not a slightest doubt in your fidelity and boldly say You
are perfectly proportioned and beautiful, an intellectual, a
passionate breed , and as you have now become my adorable Jewel.
To all bystanders our love is an insoluble puzzle. The rarity, the
space and speed of love has been nurtured by our night-time
conversation and we are solaced by the resolute decision to be joined
first from our hearts before we were made public by oath one month ago
My Henrietha , you’re beautiful all through, a good masterpiece a gift
from Nature, with your hair gently set in their sockets like radiating
beam, your eyes also glimmering in the sun rays and bouncing with
attractions I can’t wait to see you again and feel that expression of
my new source of joy (God helping us) Come to think, my preferred
place is next to you.
Our story of Love is only beginning, Twill be tested by the wiles of
man’s weakness and can only flourish and strengthened by humility and
forgiveness this day is remarkable in our history and so must be our
Marriage every other day
Let us always Call to mind the Joy and foundation of this union, that
which we felt when no one was there, the which we celebrate and shall
do always as long as there is blood in our veins, that Joy for which
we scorned the scorners and mockers, the resoluteness that birthed our
celebration
May our Love be many, may it overcome the defaming of fault seekers as
we jointly build a home.
Accept my rich gift of True Love as I continue to give all of it to
the most deserving Henrietha

How will you deal with this? The marriage is giving you signs to leave. Leave her alone if she does not know how to make it work