After some minutes i started enjoying it. So the next day i wakeup very early to leave, i climbed off the bed and attempted to standup but an ache in my lower region from last night's activity, restricted me from standing and i almost fell over but strong arms came to rest around me "are you alright" he asked me and i said yeah am ok.

So i dressed up and he drove me home. I thought it was a #onenightstand but no way......... To cut the story short, we got married in August 2016, no issue yet.
But the problem now is that my husband is turning into a monster, when ever he is angry with me, all he could do is to let it out through forcing himself on me which really hurt like hell.
There was a day he jokingly told me that he dated so many girls but they don't stay up to six months because of his stuff, there was this one that he dated back then in the university, that screamed when they were on it, to the extent people now gathered at his door asking what the problem was, cause he was staying at a students lodge. He wants to pull out she will scream ok in, she will also scream, when he told me that story i was just laughing my heart out.
Since we got married he doesn't let me go out without him, so this morning when he was preparing for work i told him that i want to go do some shopping but he refused, i keep on begging him to just let me go.
So after he was done he now brought out a short and top for me, drop it on the bed, locked the wardrobe and put the key in his wallet and then walk out, i followed him to his car begging him but he declined telling me that i should wait when he is back so we go together.
I said no that i want to go alone that i needed space, he now said i need space right? He now asked me to get into the house before he does something that he will regret, i was already crying then. So, he now asked me to come and have the key.
When i Came close to him he then grabbed my wrist he carried me and throw me on his shoulder, headed back to the bedroom.
I pounded on his back, trying to make him let me go, however when he did i was thrown on the bed, grabbing me, pulling me down against his body. He started to kiss my neck, but i couldn't help, but shudder from his touch.
So i tried to push him off me. He tried to kiss me but i kept moving my face, using my arms to block him.
He was really getting angry with me. Before i could even defend myself he took off his clothing as well as my own (nightwear) he looked at my body with such hunger and lust, that i felt fear.
He grabbed my face and kissed me roughly, then down my neck moving down to my chest and furthermore.
I knew what was coming i begged him "please don't, it going to hurt!" i trying to push him off me, trying to escape from him i struggled but his hold was too strong. Then he went in me roughly, seeing that i wouldn't stay quite.
I screamed in pain as he went on and on i wasn't even wet and it hurt like hell, when he went in i felt like dying that moment. Trying to push him away in any way that i can i screamed and cried out for his name, "you weren't like this before please just stop!" Having forgotten that he was always good with this.
He didn't stop even when i was tired, i begged him for mercy but he kept ignoring my pleas. I was in pain it was really painful. I told him that i was dying.......that's when he get off me and went into the bathroom to shower after he was done, he throw the wardrobe key at me and tell me that i can go now.
Knowing fully well that he has done damage to my body and as it is now, i dont think if i can even walk any moment from now. I have been crying all day, am just helpless.

I think say women like am big??

FTC

@op I'm not a good Martial adviser but its obvious that man you call ur husband loves you,see it this way ,many women are complaining that their husband doesn't go out with them,no eat their food or even drink mere water ,but urs dey give u dha koko ,plus takes u to shopping together ,ahbi try understand the man na,and in as much as I don't support feminist (which you're tryna exhibit ) try talking to your husband about things you feel disgust you (the sex and all that ) you both should reason together ,that's why you're both called husband and wife,but if your husband is proving stubborn, biko ohsoso file a divorce (if he loves you like he once did ,he'll agree to your terms )like I said earlier I'm no adviser ,just my opinion

E big dem complain,e small dem complain, tankGod say my own dey middle

Sorry to say this but i think your husband needs help (pysch one)...forcefully having sex with someone, that sounds like rape to me...and at begining where you said when he's angry at u,he gets back at u during sex...i mean whats that...thats just wrong to me...well maybe its coz i'm young and dont know anything bout that.

Story story stoooory

This big things dy embarrass us oo.. Is it a sin to have a big Cassava again!!! Later dy will say u dont look like Porn star

Nicheey:
FTC

@op I'm not a good Martial adviser but its obvious that man you call ur husband loves you,see it this way ,many women are complaining that their husband doesn't go out with them,no eat their food or even drink mere water ,but urs dey give u dha koko ,plus takes u to shopping together ,ahbi try understand the man na,and in as much as I don't support feminist (which you're tryna exhibit ) try talking to your husband about things you feel disgust you (the sex and all that ) you both should reason together ,that's why you're both called husband and wife,but if your husband is proving stubborn, biko ohsoso file a divorce (if he loves you like he once did ,he'll agree to your terms )like I said earlier I'm no adviser ,just my opinion

you and the husband need help

Shea una don start again wit joystick mata dis new year!