hmmm... My fears increases every day as life casts its evil spell on me. I pray I don't give up the ghost due to the following reasons that make my heart palpitate:

- i see my former classmates who graduated in an 'advantaged position', wasting away at a newspaper kiosk discussing sports and politics just right there at the street (being a nuisance in the process). What then is my fate? Knowing I might be worse off (a spill over student). I'm so scared


- i have never had the real feeling of how a relationship is due to finance. The only one I had a long time ago didn't end well. She wasn't happy that I was a 15 seconds man. Not my fault though, the sweetness was too much. Ordinary missionary style i still failed not to talk of cow girl style, when she claps her booty on my pendulum (i wont last) . What if in future, i invest on a woman but she ends up cheating on me coz of this. I'm so scared

- my mother means everything to me (us). She struggled to pay the past rent, feeds us (no matter how small) and pays other bills. She has been playing the role of both father and mother. Now, she's having mental issues due to the problems weighing her down. I wonder how i will survive if i lose her. The few people who know me only take joy in laughing to my plight.I'm so scared


- a neighbour died yesterday all of a sudden. He was dejected by his wife. No one knew he had been keeping a lingering sickness to himself. After 2 weeks of not coming out, we broke in and noticed his body lifeless. I'm currently towing that part. Isolating myself, keeping my worries and abstruse illness to myself. I wonder how much time i have left. I'm just 25. The man tried. Died at 43. I'm so scared.

you just have to live above your fears

wow ... about being a spill over student that doesn't stop you in anyway even before graduation try to learn a skill something you know you can glide through .. slow yet steady they say wins the race

frustratedrat:
hmmm... My fears increases every day as life casts its evil spell on me. I pray I don't give up the ghost due to the following reasons that make my heart palpitate:

- i see my former classmates who graduated in an advantaged position, wasting away at a newspaper kiosk discussing sports and politics just right there at the street (being a nuisance in the process). What then is my fate? Knowing I'm might be worse off (a spill over student). I'm so scared


- i have never had the real feeling of how a relationship is due to finance. The only one I had a long time ago didn't end well. She wasn't happy that I was a 15 seconds man. Not my fault though, the sweetness was too much. Ordinary missionary style i still failed not to talk of cow girl style, when she claps her booty on my pendulum (i wont last) . What if in future, i invest on a woman but she ends up cheating on me coz of this. I'm so scared

Fear! Is in the Eyes of the Beholder!

look at your nick, look at the tone you use.
my dear, try to read books that will build your self esteem.

I started writing a journal about my life, I hope to publish it someday. I figured if I could channel my energy into writing, it'd take my mind off my fears and insecurities. Your life seems interesting enough, trust me, even with all the negativity. And you write well, you're witty. You'll be fine.

mofeoluwadassah:
you just have to live above your fears

hmm.. I'll keep trying. Music helps relieve me a little

Game on Sunday don't forget

Lalas247:
Game on Sunday don't forget

indifferent for now

frustratedrat:
indifferent for now

I will do the ticket on Saturday make sure u online ..

Fadedjeans:
I started writing a journal about my life, I hope to publish it someday. I figured if I could channel my energy into writing, it'd take my mind off my fears and insecurities. Your life seems interesting enough, trust me, even with all the negativity. And you write well, you're witty. You'll be fine.

hmmm... but who patronises story writers these days?

This one no get life o if everybody start listing their fears and worries Nairaland go collapse. What is my concern sef make I go warm my yesterday morning rice chop joor

L3G3ND:
wow ... about being a spill over student that doesn't stop you in anyway even before graduation try to learn a skill something you know you can glide through .. slow yet steady they say wins the race

kk. I'm trying but opportunities limited over here

frustratedrat:
kk. I'm trying but opportunities limited over here

the opportunites are limited doesn't mean there is no opportunity ... maximize the little opportunity there and keep at it

onward4life:

Fear! Is in the Eyes of the Beholder!

yea. It's a feeling so deep

HannahHitler:
look at your nick, look at the tone you use.

my dear, try to read books that will build your self esteem.

not my fault dear. This epoch has bleeped up my orientation.

Lalas247:

I will do the ticket on Saturday make sure u online ..

sport bet ticket? show me the way too

FEAR has two meanings.

1) Forget Everything And Run
2) Face Everything And Rise.

The choice is yours.

Jacktheripper:
This one no get life o if everybody start listing their fears and worries Nairaland go collapse. What is my concern sef make I go warm my yesterday morning rice chop joor

mr rice warmer, I hear you

I'm not joking.

You need therapy.

jashar:
I'm not joking.

You need therapy.

hmm... You're not far from the truth. It's not easy to take when one moves from 'grace to grass'. It could be tormenting

frustratedrat:
hmmm... but who patronises story writers these days?

You see, these are things you can research on. There's actually a competition going on right now(common wealth writers). You have to write a fictional story of about 5000 words maximum. You can enter it, entry closes 1st of November. Your life might make a good story. Write about it but try to be as distinct as possible. Use different times, locations etc even if you're writing about yourself.

Fadedjeans:


You see, these are things you can research on. There's actually a competition going on right now(common wealth writers). You have to write a fictional story of about 5000 words maximum. You can enter it, entry closes 1st of November. Your life might make a good story. Write about it but try to be as distinct as possible. Use different times, locations etc even if you're writing about yourself.

oh.. Thanks. What's their site. Never tried writing though. Ordinary short fiction for nairaland I nor fit partake

frustratedrat:
oh.. Thanks. What's their site. Never tried writing though. Ordinary short fiction for nairaland I nor fit partake

Just google Commonwealth writers. You need to try first, that's the only way you can find out.

morbeta:
FEAR has two meanings.
1) Forget Everything And Run 2) Face Everything And Rise.
The choice is yours.

hmmm... Strong messege embedded there. Thanks