I look outside my window, deeply buried in my thoughts, I remember the days with him, how I fell for him, how our fingers intertwined as we strolled around town, how I pursued to be close to him, how I saw a broken man and wanted to fix him.

I can't collect my thoughts and emotions. I don't even know what I'm feeling right now. I'm a total mess. What am I going to do? I know it's finished. I know we are done. All I have right now is a crushed heart, lost dignity and pride, a broken soul.

I act like I'm strong, like nothing happened, but I know when night comes calling, I cry myself till dawn. I focus on the pain and sorrow, on the emptiness and the walls I've been rebuilding around myself.

It's the first time in months since I hear your name and it breaks my heart because the last time I heard it, I was telling you how much I loved and needed you, I was begging you to stay but you left anyway, and now all I'm left with are just fragments and pieces of your memories

Zizas Note

Go & appreciate God for his leaving u & prepared for great & mighty things ahead. Better doors are all around the corner for u if only u have the fore sight to see how glorious ur future will be next.