I will clock 33 in the next 45 days or so.

I have absolutely nothing to pride myself over
No job
No girlfriend not to mention the almighty "wife" to ride the storms of life with. I'm all alone in this terrible place called life.

Half of my life I spent on the not so busy pedestrian side walk of family assist

Life to me is... Do to others as you would like them do unto you. I've given more than I get. I slave-serve too many people in my brief experience from teenage to adulthood

I have tried several times to get a better life but things refused to change for good.

Went from doing ₦1,500 daily pay (site job) to learning soft skills (ICT). Lots of bitter experiences transitioning... Over ten years of building & developing myself I cought myself subconsciously doing a remix to VictorAD's Watin I gain? Yes, watin I gain indeed??

I dropped out of School twice just because I got no money

I could go on and on about my predicament but it's useless. I'll save my cry for another day. That's "if" the end hasn't figure me out. I really don't pray for death but I don't wish to grow old if my youthful years won't be productive; of what good is an old poor man to his family or the community?

It would have been better if I have more books, my old days would at least be wisdom/knowledge filled... Nobody needs an uneducated man for country building, unless the current generation of get rich quick Instagram billionaires... I'm talking about the ones that needs human parts for steady updates. Trust me, I don't pray to live poor and vulnerable to such perilous times.

I'm at a crossroad and the time is 7 years to 40th birthday.


Is this the end of me? Will I celebrate or vaporize?

Sorry it took so long to finish typing. Had to pause and clean up my blurry eyes, yes I cried.

nawa o. pm me if u live in abuja

scapa:
I will clock 33 in the next 45 days or so.

I have absolutely nothing to pride myself over
No job
No girlfriend not to mention the almighty "wife" to ride the storms of life with. I'm all alone in this terrible place called life.

Half of my life I spent on the not so busy pedestrian side walk of family assist

Keep your head up. The darkest hour is that before the dawn. We've all got stories. Remember, when God turned back the captivity of Zion, it was like a dream

I have not much to say to you but listen, there are people with worst conditions, many with such conditions still appreciate God n keep the move on with hope... I don't think yours is as bad as you paint it.


Believe one thing, you're alive for a reason, it's left for you to seek guidance n directions to achieve your goals. If things continue as the same, ask questions about your family history or better still, relocate to a place you can start life over again and see how things play out.

EIther ways, good luck.

Dis ur post alone has encouraged people dat touth there own is worst.God is still working for good

You have to keep pushing it...

Stop serving people

In the North, people at your age are grand fathers with four wives operating on low key in hope of taking over your future generation

Fight for yourself more, get a girlfriend and get selfish to your family.

Enjoy yourself more.

Don’t know what to type but all I can say is if there’s life definitely there’s still hope and I believe there’s light at the end of every tunnel.
Just don’t give up cuz you’re almost there. Peace

You write so well. Take your frustrations to write a book or books. Keep writing, your sunny day might just be around the corner.

Everybody with their ordeals. Never say never.

Netfilix:
You write so well. Take your frustrations to write a book or books. Keep writing, your sunny day might just be around the corner.

Everybody with their ordeals. Never say never.

Really? Can you teach me or point me to a website?

Thanks

Rosay15:
Don’t know what to type but all I can say is if there’s life definitely there’s still hope and I believe there’s light at the end of every tunnel.
Just don’t give up cuz you’re almost there. Peace

Thank you

scapa:


Thank you

You are stronger than you know. Search within, therein lies your answer. You can go into mini importation. Simply do a research about that people need and will pay to have..

AwkaetitiBabe:
You are stronger than you know. Search within, therein lies your answer. You can go into mini importation. Simply do a research about that people need and will pay to have..

What's the minimum amount to start this mini importation?

scapa:


What's the minimum amount to start this mini importation?

I started mine with 10k.

AwkaetitiBabe:
I started mine with 10k.

This year 2019 or way back?

scapa:


This year 2019 or way back?

This year

AwkaetitiBabe:
This year

Ok. Mind if I pm for guidance or a website? I once fall victim to a Nairaland importation expert.

scapa:

Ok. Mind if I pm for guidance or a website? I once fall victim to a Nairaland importation expert.

What's his username? I simply use Aliexpress. It's left to you to research on stuffs to import. You start small and see how it goes.

SLAP44:
Fight for yourself more, get a girlfriend and get selfish to your family.

Enjoy yourself more.

watin girlfriend wan add to his life.... call,sex,what else.....mind urself!

Before you take the bold step and drink that ban insecticide.
Please if you use a laptop... Tell your parents you're passing it to me either through a note or voicenote.
This way, you may make heaven...
Also don't forget to subscribe your modem

mehn Life isn't that easy but we gat to keep pushing up.....go learn any site work.... electrician, plumber, tiler, roofing allumilium, handrail....better than monthly jobs less than 80k!

AwkaetitiBabe:
What's his username? I simply use Aliexpress. It's left to you to research on stuffs to import. You start small and see how it goes.

Ok. I've moved on from the experience.

scapa:
I could go on and on about my predicament but it's useless. I'll save my cry for another day. That's "if" the end hasn't figure me out. I really don't pray for death but I don't wish to grow old if my youthful years won't be productive; of what good is an old poor man to his family or the community?

It would have been better if I have more books, my old days would at least be wisdom/knowledge filled... Nobody needs an uneducated man for country building, unless the current generation of get rich quick Instagram billionaires... I'm talking about the ones that needs human parts for steady updates. Trust me, I don't pray to live poor and vulnerable to such perilous times.

I'm at a crossroad and the time is 7 years to 40th birthday.


Is this the end of me? Will I celebrate or vaporize?

Sorry it took so long to finish typing. Had to pause and clean up my blurry eyes, yes I cried.

Give your life to Christ bro...start from there....Jesus Christ really gives genuine Hope and testimonies....I have got reasons to smile all through my Life knowing he exist....find a living church..talk to God(your maker) about your challenges..meet people...tell them ur problem... as God(your maker) liveth u will find mercy and get a job/work then start a new life .. forget your past and regrets I repeat forget your past and regrets....u surely come back to life....you are like a plant that needs watering...

uthlaw:
mehn Life isn't that easy but we gat to keep pushing up.....go learn any site work.... electrician, plumber, tiler, roofing allumilium, handrail....better than monthly jobs less than 80k!

I'll respond later

Edit*
I was a Vulcanizer at the age of 7 or thereabouts
I did site labourer's job between jss 2 - ss3
Last time I saw a coworker close to death, I quit and switched to computer operation
A lot to talk about but limited time and place
Thanks

scapa:


Ok. I've moved on from the experience.

I'm asking cos I'm dealing with someone here. Don't wanna get scammed

uthlaw:
watin girlfriend wan add to his life.... call,sex,what else.....mind urself!

Companionship and someone to Care for. When you have someone you care for, you will have many reasons to be happy.

Bonatheripper:
Before you take the bold step and drink that ban insecticide.
Please if you use a laptop... Tell your parents you're passing it to me either through a note or voicenote.
This way, you may make heaven...
Also don't forget to subscribe your modem

I really don't think this is necessary, can't you show empathy for once? If you dont have anything to say, why dont you keep quiet and waka jeje instead of indirectly giving him clue on what to do