I am 22 years old, living with my parents and have been battling with homosexual urges for as long as I can remember and also looking for what to get rid of my sex drive. My parents know my fight also.

I began 3 months ago after reading online that injecting toxic substances in the testicles will kill them and surgically process would be required to remove them.

I injected alcohol with a syringe through my scrotum and directly into the balls, I did this few times a week (every other day, giving intervals so the pain from the previously injected testicles could heal) I can't remember the number of times I did this but no results.

I continued torturing my testicles, putting rubberband around them for 24 hours, lighting matches on them and yelling "better dead than a faģgot" etc. Still no results and more pains, sore, small rashes coming on scrotum (sorry). And this happens after masturbating and the guilt comes over me.

One morning around 7h30 I woke up, went to the toilet to urinate and then I brought out my syringe -- got some petrol from the reserve and injected into the right testicle with a sharp discharge.

Boom, immediate pain (not the worst, but it was persistent). I tried to keep calm but couldn't -- I ran to my father to confess what I had done.

Immediately he took me to the family pharmacist and he was like "I have never seen something like this before" and I'm like "you're not in my shoes to know my frustration". The pharmacy gave me pain relief and injected me to fall asleep.

2 weeks of hell, the next morning my right testicles was swollen to the size of an orange (I only injected the right one because the pain was too much to continue to the left).

The pharmacy told me I was lucky to have injected only little quantity -- with risks of cancer, complications etc. if I tried it again.

To cut the story short -- after two weeks the swelling reduced with pus coming out on its own and all that. I'm alive and wouldnt dare play with my testicles again.

I'm not a practicing homosexual -- I don't know what the future holds for me but I exert self control and self love every day while hoping for the best.

LESSON TO BE LEARNT: DON'T KILL YOURSELF BECAUSE YOU ARE HOMOSEXUAL.

Why bruh...how...


Testicles,syringe, petrol....

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scary story,

This is the funniest shit that I've read since the beginning of this week

B for bunkum

Try inject battery acid too



Come and thank me later

The shit was crazy dude. U can wave off such evil thought by going through the word of God.

[b]I continued torturing my testicles, putting rubberband around them for 24 hours, lighting matches on them and yelling "better dead than a faģgot" [/b]this one na mad man bro if you actually injected all this into your testicles, where did it go? how where u able to expel it?

U have mind oo...

I don't even allow any chuku chuku go near mine egg...

Well, U a real nigga...

can someone explain to me why he was injecting petrol in his balls?!?!?

- to stop being gay?
- to stop the sexual urges?

I admire your courage but didn’t you realize that you could have caused a permanent damage to your reproductive system?

I was thinking you will pound her faster and harder like Volkswagen engine

Being crazy has grade but yours is top notch

This is not just about Homosexuality thoughts, you need psychological help. And I don't know why your folks will be redundant on this. They took you to a pharmacist, really?

Wow. Lemme book space fes.. Main comments to arrive later.

Ewooo!!!


People get mind, doing all this to your own balls


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see a genuine pastor and a physiotherapist.

You want to commit suicide of the testicles? Just find better Olosho fvck away your homosexual tendencies.

My balls and my dick are my greatest treasure.I can't maltreat them for any reason and I don't joke with them.

Ever since I was a kid,during fights,I always protect them with all my might...balls are life(Greatest treasure).

Back to the topic.OP,I see no sensible reason why u should malhandle ur dick n balls,you're a wicked man.

I was hoping to read something different. I did not see the homo part coming!

I don't know wat to say...but I wish I could help

Wetin Person no go read for Nairaland sef.









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Wow!!

Did you die?

Meeehn

MrBrownJay1:
can someone explain to me why he was injecting petrol in his balls?!?!?

- to stop being gay?
- to stop the sexual urges?

Both. His urges were pointing towards sex with other men.

**Spits on thread**


Syringe for my precious Balls..Spits

Wetin Messi no go see for 8-2

I will fault all this on some religious doctrines which are borne of ignorance (of biology), hypocrisy, and insincerity.
Firstly, there is no such a thing as 'Sin'. The doctrine of Sin is only a mental disturbance created by orthodox religion as a tool for putting its subjects in check. The only universal law governing the justice system of the universe is that of Karma or the law of Cause and Effect.

This law sees people reaping their wrongs and rights even up to the point of being born again (as infants) with conditions emanating from their choices in previous lives. A girl OVERLY obsessed with her features and looks might be born as a male in another lifetime, but with more hormones of a girl due to the rigid imprinting of that though (energy) in her subcouncious brain when she was an actual girl which she carries on to the next life. BALANCE or LOVE is the PRINCIPAL law of creation and is the reason why people do reincarnate and is why there is Karma--to always tilt the lever back to the middle thereby creating EFFECTS from CAUSES and NOT due to the whims of a 'God' somewhere.

We all are both male and female by nature, biologically speaking. If you are born with too much of either hormones regardless of which gender you are, you will naturally exibhit characteristics of that dominant hormone. Naturally, this is who and what you are. Your physical appearance is not the determinant of gender persay, its what's inside of you!!! Miracles happen but this is not what prayer or deliverance or petrol takes care of because left to what is responsible for what and who you are today, you are perfectly created according to the very laws of the creation (karma, law of attraction, Balance ,etc).

A question about Sin and its gross inadequacy and fallacy: If you marry a girl with two bodies as attached, do you practice polygamy (Sin)? Is God responsible for the Sin or you? The answer lies in digging deep into the origins of most religions and their doctrines...the Vatican for instance burnt several books and seized some kept in their exclusive library...there is a reason for this.

Lastly, l like to tell people that the actual bondage which you should 'bind and cast' are Fear and Guilt. Ironically, the religions which promise to 'save' you are actually the tools for the perpetuation of these vices. Only you can free yourself of any mental disturbance called 'Sin', 'Right' or 'Wrong' you were raised in. The key is LOVE, this allows you to be wise as a serpent and harmless as a dove. Your HEART is the doorway, always follow it. It will never lead you astray--not 'astray' as religions know it though.

I leave this here regardless of the veracity of this story. Cheers to one and all!

this one off me o

bro, I just hope and pray you've not destroyed your testis. go for the sperm count test to see if your sperm production is intact, if not then sharply enrol in a nearby seminary to start the reverend father work ASAP

abiru Omo wo leyi

This is the craziest shit I have read in a long time