I was 16, already skittish as a result of being raped previously. I was afraid of even my own shadow, and would jump out of my skin whenever I hear any sound behind or anywhere around me.

I was in for worse things, I never thought I would share this exactly the way it happened but I need you reading this to know how bad it is to be raped, the pains, the agony.

It was my 3rd night of making Kenneth Dike memorial secondary school, Awka, my room, I was in the class I used to sleep, the Jss3 class next to their Library, I had my old and only illuminating watch on my hand.

It was 2:19am when I heard some voices in front of the classroom that woke me up, one of them said, there is this new girl that started sleeping here on 2 days ago, let's go and eat her.

I woke up and began shaking like a leaf while hugging my knees, I can see their dark figures filling into the classroom and searching for me, I was not close to the window, I would have jumped.

One of them saw me, held me by my neck and dragged me up and left me half blinded by the thunderous slaps he gave me for not answering present when I knew I was the one they were searching for.

Others asked him to bring me, 2 of them had already started stroking themselves, I would never forget my next reaction, I peed on myself which earned me more beating from them.

The meanest of them brought out a little knife and threatened to gut me if I don't make things easier for them, I was already crying profusely and begging them that I was not going to sleep there again.

3 of them held me down while 1 tore my urine filled pant away from my waist and pushed into me, I scream and scream out of pain and agony while at the same time being careful so that the knife on my throat won't hurt me.

I screamed while he helped himself, all the while groaning with a big smile on his face while I bleed from the bruises he inflicted on my vagina through his forceful entry.

I got so weak I stopped struggling, after he was done, he came to hold me while another person came to have his turn, my vagina bled the more and the pain was rushing to my head.

I watched them like I was having an out of body experience, one by one did they rape me until I passed out and they left me for dead.

I woke up by 7pm next day being Saturday and walked to the nearest shop in agony with my legs spread wide, the kind lady washed me and gave me change of clothes but told me that Is all she would do because she does not want the problem of cultists.

They were 5 in number, this is just a day experience and I didn't know how long they lasted on me, they had their twisted fun but ruined my life.

My hands are shaking badly. Got a friend request this morning and went to the person's timeline.

This is what I saw. I'm on the verge of a bad panic attack. I'm shaking so badly.

I understand so many people with my number are trying to reach me. As much as I can't really talk right now, I want to assure you all that I am stable.

I'm with my boy and I'm going to be alright, he's watching over me like a hawk.�

illicit:
why were u sleeping in a classroom?

illicit:
why were u sleeping in a classroom?

illicit:
why were u sleeping in a classroom?