with my loud...

omo, some people need to be checked in a mental health hospital before they are liable to be in a relationship cos what the hell is this one?

Na confusion una dey like this so, you guys are in a hostage situation which will likely lead to sorrow and tears in the end.

this is so unhealthy and toxic.

Fryx:


Which is not my own fault.

I just don’t want to hurt her. I was traumatic myself and she is the only one that helped me.

I really wish she can just find herself a guy to date.

no matter how you try to fix a toxic relationship it won't work and you better be careful or else you would lose yourself more than you have gained in the relationship.

you won't eat a food filled with sand comfortably no matter how sweet the dish is, same way you can't stay in a relationship that is toxic regardless of the love and bond you have with the person.

Don't pay a debt with your life as a appreciative gesture for her help in healing you from your traumatized past.

In toxic relationship, you only lose and there is no guarantee it would end well. better cut off now or stay to regret your decision. it's obvious both of you are in a hostage situation cos this is not love.

Find any lagoon close to you and jump