HardMirror:
chai! these guys just keep wishing evil things befall Atheists

i do not wish you or anyone else evil. The word "maybe" is a mere possibility or probability, not a wish. i believe you understand english to that point. It has not been proven otherwise. Sinners are not far from trouble like you have shown. Who knows maybe he's even the one you put in trouble. Anyway, welcome back. You seem more matured by life's experiences in your current interactions. Keep it up and better.

HardMirror:


so tell me why are you still a christian?

i am still a christian for many reasons but i will just state few. Because since i became a christian, my life took a dramatic change for the better. i became free and full of the love for others, freedom from uncontrollable anger and seething, unspeakable joy, bubbling peace, light and life from reading the Word of God, incredible fellowship with fellow children of sin, deliverance from guilt and forgiveness with God, a conscience void of offence towards God and fellow men, a succourer to many under the shackle of fear, freedom from many issues that sinners face as a result of sin etc.

HardMirror:
Hello guys.
i just logged in today to find this thread.
Well here is what happened to me.
hahn has an idea.

I started a crypto company (name withheld)
i was able to assemble guys from around the world, Germany, Slovenia, China, Indonesia and of cos my country Nigeria. we had other guys on board from Russia and France.

The whole idea kicked off with funding from a friend here in Nairaland (also very active in the religion section) i have lost contact with him now and his account is deactivated. i betrayed this man and i have not recovered from the guilt ever since.
everything was going really well with the crypto company, but i messed up big time.

now we could have become a big crypto exchange by now, got an offer of $10 million to sell the company to an Australian Oil Mogul but all the legal paper works were not in place, i was supposed to have registered the company in Singapore but i was busy wasting the funds i had at hand because i was looking for about $200,000 to list on some major exchanges at that time, but i was not lucky in all the risks i took. i lost money, lost friends, lost the opportunity lost everything and most expecially lost my dear nairaland friend.

i think Hahn is the only person here on Nairaland that knows about the whole thing.

well, that is what happened to me. been almost 3 years now.

the nairalander i am referring to if he wishes that i come out with the whole story should please get in touch with me. i still owe him and he should know i do not take his support for granted.


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what if it's God that didn't make this life changing deal come to fruition. If you were a Christian maybe your spirit of discernment to make the right move will have come in handy.

HARDMIRROR, Have you ever sat down and wonder what if I was still a Christian?.... maybe you could have been a billionaire by now. I saw on one of your threads where you also complained of a business deal gone wrong. Is God not trying to get your attention? Is he not subtly sending a message that without him you can't get rich?

I don't know you. I have never seen you (though you posted your pic in one of your threads but you removed it) but I don't know why mind is always on you. I stumbled on your thread because I was looking for answers. I had questions about Christianity burning in my heart. I had always questioned things as a young boy then. My mum then was always the one I was throwing questions at and most of them she couldn't answer. For example, one day I saw a crippled beggar begging for arms and I asked "what is this man's sin?" "Why did God make him this way" her answer was "God is God, he's an unquestionable God" I was pissed. I was like why should God not be questioned is he a tyrant or a dictator. She gave an unsatisfactory answer.
Another one that baffled me was a lady that came to my mum she had eye problem, my mum is amongst all these church mother's that use to pray, speak in tongues and cast and bind. So I guess the lady had faith that a prayer from mum will heal her sight, the lady came mum prayed on water and gave lady I was expecting an instant healing but nothing happened.

Honestly all my life I have earnestly seeked God but I didn't ear him talk to me (only the normal still voice in my mind which is suppose to be the Holy Spirit I guess) but the general over seer of the church I use to attend said you should be able to hear God audibly speak like you are talking to somebody in a room. But till today I haven't, maybe I haven't gotten to that level.

so I started researching and I found you. I said yes! This is it I became an atheist lol. The first week as an atheist was cool and fun, I felt free, I felt liberated BUT all the bad habits I had dropped as a Christian started crawling back and soon the excited of atheism started to wane off. I started feeling bad and guilty as in no more joy. Started feeling like a "lab rat" of satan so after like a month I had to go and beg God to take me back even if I no longer go to church and a pray like before.

I opened this thread because I am concerned about you. I see my life in you, your willingness to help, your zeal for humanity, selflessness. You are suppose to be at that stage where many scholarships for less privileged students will be taken care of by you, orphans are given a better a chance at life courtesy of you, the hungry never go to bed without food, and the unemployed given jobs and the money keeps pouring in. God will not come down to do all these. It is you he will use abi.

Finally, why did you go into bad habits when you became an atheist? Why did you start engaging in things you wouldn't even come close to when you were a Christian. I saw in a thread where you said you lost 5 million to gambling in sports why? Ehn? I saw in another thread of yours where you were saying masturbation is ok and porn is ok too? and now you lost a good friend here because of dishonesty. All these bad habits would be far away from you if you had still been walking with God don't you think? Don't you think it's time to make a U turn?

I was looking for you so that you can help me from my delusion. Now I'm preaching to you . Balance no life. I thank God you're Hale and hearty. Welcome

NewSoul:

what if it's God that didn't make this life changing deal come to fruition. If you were a Christian maybe your spirit of discernment to make the right move will have come in handy.

HARDMIRROR, Have you ever sat down and wonder what if I was still a Christian?.... maybe you could have been a billionaire by now. I saw on one of your threads where you also complained of a business deal gone wrong. Is God not trying to get your attention? Is he not subtly sending a message that without him you can't get rich?

I don't know you. I have never seen you (though you posted your pic in one of your threads but you removed it) but I don't know why mind is always on you. I stumbled on your thread because I was looking for answers. I had questions about Christianity burning in my heart. I had always questioned things as a young boy then. My mum then was always the one I was throwing questions at and most of them she couldn't answer. For example, one day I saw a crippled beggar begging for arms and I asked "what is this man's sin?" "Why did God make him this way" her answer was "God is God, he's an unquestionable God" I was pissed. I was like why should God not be questioned is he a tyrant or a dictator. She gave an unsatisfactory answer.
Another one that baffled me was a lady that came to my mum she had eye problem, my mum is amongst all these church mother's that use to pray, speak in tongues and cast and bind. So I guess the lady had faith that a prayer from mum will heal her sight, the lady came mum prayed on water and gave lady I was expecting an instant healing but nothing happened.

Honestly all my life I have earnestly seeked God but I didn't ear him talk to me (only the normal still voice in my mind which is suppose to be the Holy Spirit I guess) but the general over seer of the church I use to attend said you should be able to hear God audibly speak like you are talking to somebody in a room. But till today I haven't, maybe I haven't gotten to that level.

so I started researching and I found you. I said yes! This is it I became an atheist lol. The first week as an atheist was cool and fun, I felt free, I felt liberated BUT all the bad habits I had dropped as a Christian started crawling back and soon the excited of atheism started to wane off. I started feeling bad and guilty as in no more joy. Started feeling like a "lab rat" of satan so after like a month I had to go and beg God to take me back even if I no longer go to church and a pray like before.

I opened this thread because I am concerned about you. I see my life in you, your willingness to help, your zeal for humanity, selflessness. You are suppose to be at that stage where many scholarships for less privileged students will be taken care of by you, orphans are given a better a chance at life courtesy of you, the hungry never go to bed without food, and the unemployed given jobs and the money keeps pouring in. God will not come down to do all these. It is you he will use abi.

Finally, why did you go into bad habits when you became an atheist? Why did you start engaging in things you wouldn't even come close to when you were a Christian. I saw in a thread where you said you lost 5 million to gambling in sports why? Ehn? I saw in another thread of yours where you were saying masturbation is ok and porn is ok too? and now you lost a good friend here because of dishonesty. All these bad habits would be far away from you if you had still been walking with God don't you think? Don't you think it's time to make a U turn?

I was looking for you so that you can help me from my delusion. Now I'm preaching to you . Balance no life. I thank God you're Hale and hearty. Welcome

lol! yeah, i am a "bad" guy, but i'm never dishonest. i did not lose because of dishonesty per se, i am a risk taker. that aside, porn and masturbation aint bad things. go figure. i would choose being an atheist over deceiving myself as a christian believing in a made up god.
you dont have to be an atheist like myself, you can be honest, you can choose not to masturbate and watch porn, you can choose not to be a gambler, these "bad" habits dont come with atheism... you grab?.

HardMirror:
lol! yeah, i am a "bad" guy, but i an never dishonest. i did not lose because of dishonesty per se, i am a risk taker. that aside, porn and masturbation aint bad things. go figure. i would choose being an atheist over deceiving myself as a christian believing in a made up god.
you dont have to be an atheist like myself, you can be honest, you can choose not to masturbate and watch porn, you can choose not to be a gambler, these "bad" habits dont come with atheism... you grab?.

Ok I get it now

HardMirror:
lol! yeah, i am a "bad" guy, but i an never dishonest. i did not lose because of dishonesty per se, i am a risk taker. that aside, porn and masturbation aint bad things. go figure. i would choose being an atheist over deceiving myself as a christian believing in a made up god.
you dont have to be an atheist like myself, you can be honest, you can choose not to masturbate and watch porn, you can choose not to be a gambler, these "bad" habits dont come with atheism... you grab?.

Please don't forget about the new topic. You can still drop today

HardMirror:
lol! yeah, i am a "bad" guy, but i an never dishonest. i did not lose because of dishonesty per se, i am a risk taker. that aside, porn and masturbation aint bad things. go figure. i would choose being an atheist over deceiving myself as a christian believing in a made up god.
you dont have to be an atheist like myself, you can be honest, you can choose not to masturbate and watch porn, you can choose not to be a gambler, these "bad" habits dont come with atheism... you grab?.

Welcome back!!

HardMirror:
lol! yeah, i am a "bad" guy, but i an never dishonest. i did not lose because of dishonesty per se, i am a risk taker. that aside, porn and masturbation aint bad things. go figure. i would choose being an atheist over deceiving myself as a christian believing in a made up god.
you dont have to be an atheist like myself, you can be honest, you can choose not to masturbate and watch porn, you can choose not to be a gambler, these "bad" habits dont come with atheism... you grab?.

Lol, just like Adam, man keeps making the same mistake. He didn't do wrong, he has a reason and of course, others are at fault and worse. You need the Lord Jesus. All things become new.

This section dry and I no get time to day argue religion. Anything way anybody want do make e do.....Na Romance section get me now

What of that otem guy he still day?

Lol......
Hardmirror, glad you're fine.
Like they always say "opportunities no dey finish", don't let that experience get you weary. Will read about you in Forbes some day.
Blessings bro.

Fuckjesusandgod:
Lol......
Hardmirror, glad you're fine.
Like they always say "opportunities no dey finish", don't let that experience get you weary. Will read about you in Forbes some day.
Blessings bro.

bro you have to live smart. you cant use "fuckjesusandgod" as your moniker and advertise with that same moniker... you grab?

HardMirror:
bro you have to live smart. you cant use "fuckjesusandgod" as your moniker and advertise with that same moniker... you grab?

Okay bro, will remove the ads.
Thanks.

We're writing from the great beyond not hell.

HardMirror:
bro you have to live smart. you cant use "fuckjesusandgod" as your moniker and advertise with that same moniker... you grab?

Lol, don't you want him to be persecuted for his belief, sorry unbelief? You know he doesn't need all those unintelligent believers to make it. He can live in his world of intelligent thinkers.

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Lol, don't you want him to be persecuted for his belief, sorry unbelief? You know he doesn't need all those unintelligent believers to make it. He can live in his world of intelligent thinkers.

Mind your business busy body.

Fuckjesusandgod:


Mind your business busy body.

Actually, you are my business if we go scriptural. They need to teach you how to talk too.

Image123:


Actually, you are my business if we go scriptural. They need to teach you how to talk too.

Okay sir/ma, you win.
Happy now?

Fuckjesusandgod:

Okay sir/ma, you win.
Happy now?

i am always happy, God is the source and center of my overflowing joy.