As a lady I still find it hard not to do kwaya (drugs). Bad influence I guess or maybe because I saw my dad and his cliques doing it so it rub off on me

Been to rehab couple of times, currently taking a counseling class although I haven't attended for like a week...

I find myself doing it although deep down I don't wanna, but it is something I can't help

Please if anyone is going through this phase or has passed and overcome kindly share your experience to help conquer this war against drugs and alcohol

Thanks

Addiction is real and deadly

Smoking is bad for the health. yeah true that but how come my soul and mental state ain't at peace until I take two sticks of dunhil with a mix of lexotan + dinamogyn

Jesterinjay:

Are you here to share experience or to read comments

Are u into alternative lifestyle?i know why i'm asking.so,we can start from there.thanks.

Candidlady:



Are you here to share experience or to read comments

the latter,but your addiction explains alot

donbachi:
Are u into alternative lifestyle?i know why i'm asking.so,we can start from there.thanks.

Really I would say Yes

Jesterinjay:
the latter,but your addiction explains alot

Elaborate elaborate please

PMBfirstson:
Zero 9 zero 66 71 39 32 call this

This ain't just for me...

Share help on here so others can benefit

Candidlady:


Elaborate elaborate please

Ain't doing that. Too much of a man-hater

Candidlady:


Elaborate elaborate please

Ain't doing that. Too much of a man-hater

Candidlady:


Elaborate elaborate please

Ain't doing that. Too much of a man-hater

Candidlady:


Elaborate elaborate please

Ain't doing that. Too much of a man-hater

my dear u re not alone...I've been there nd back nd I know how it feels like...
I battled severe trams addiction for 5 years...throughout my uni days...it wz js terrible....at a point I wz doing 800mg nd above of trams every single day...infact I stopped attending lectures..I do just hole up in my apartment..do trams nd doze all day...
I was acting weird...always agressive...ghosted everyone both family and friends...infact it was just me nd my darling t.m.
Then during dt great lockdown...my biz wz affected... so I holed up at home..then I said 2 myself.."I've had enough of this drug shit"...why not achieve something during ds frustrating lockdown by conquering this addiction demon?...
so I started fighting the demon nd it was a very painful nd long journey back 2 recovery....4 more than 6 months...I felt like dieing...d withdrawal phase was js terrible...d chills..d muscle spasms..d fever..d body pains...d mood swings (extreme highs and lows)..d anxiety... d Restlessness nd worse of em all...d insomnia(sleeplessness)...
so I used Diazepam(Valium) 4 d 1st 6 months 2 help ease d withdrawal symptoms a bit.
Then when I wanted 2 quit Valium after 6 months..I found out dt my system av gotten dependent on it as well...so it was back 2 square one ...Nd to my worst nightmare I found out soon enough dt d withdrawal symptoms of diazepam (benzodiazepines) is even far worse than that of tramadol (opiods)...it was js terrible..better imagined than experienced..
This time around I felt like I was completely loosing it...But lucky me...I discovered that alcohol can also act as a sedative just like diazepam so I used Alcohol for 3 months 2 ease d withdrawal symptoms of diazepam (pls run away 4rm any drug of d benzodiazepine family)....
2 cut d long story short...today I've been drug free for 8 months nd counting now..nd I ant going back 2 dt shit again...
so my dear u can do it.. just believe in urself.. tell urself dt u re stronger than that addiction...then fight d battle of recovery and remember not 2 rush it...Js take it one step at a time...u get closer 2 recovery wit each passing day as ur brain recalibrates itself back 2 it's pre-addiction state..find other hobbies 2 keep ur mind away from d drug(s)...if I can do it dear...then u can do it as well
Shalom....

Jesterinjay:
Ain't doing that. Too much of a man-hater

Ok

Robertgreene1:
dearie u re not alone...

Your experience please

Candidlady:



Ok

cool

Candidlady:



Really I would say Yes

dat is the main problem.get out of it and u will see urself not doing the smoking and alcohol things.

I pray the urge for alternative lifestyle, smoking and drinking to die now,and whatever spirit dat is demanding them from u,i curse it to die now ijn.

Pour water in a glass cup and repeat the following;
Dis is just an ordinary water,but now the blood of Jesus.as i drink it,let every urge to smoke and take alcohol die right now.let the blood of Jesus enter into my blood,veins and bone marrow and flush out smoking and drinking out of my entire body system...now and forevermore.ijn.

Before drinking it.plead the blood of Jesus into it 7 times.u can drop a number for futher follow up,if u want.
Shalom.

I for talk wetin dey my mind but...... Never mind

I lost my job due to this addiction, alcohol wasn't far fetch, because we have a bar in the house.

Drugs wasn't something to drive miles to get, have got friends who are inclined.. My house was a safe haven for anything,. As per folks were seldom at home


Sk AZ mj all I needed to do was dial 7 ... Dealer will be at gate..


And still no peace of mind


Kanye West once said Which is worst, the pain or the hangover?

donbachi:
dat is the main problem.get out of it and u will see urself not doing the smoking and alcohol things.

I pray the urge for alternative lifestyle, smoking and drinking to die now,and whatever spirit dat is demanding them from u,i curse it to die now ijn.

Pour water in a glass cup and repeat the following;
Dis is just an ordinary water,but now the blood of Jesus.as i drink it,let every urge to smoke and take alcohol die right now.let the blood of Jesus enter into my blood,veins and bone marrow and flush out smoking and drinking out of my entire body system...now and forevermore.ijn.

Before drinking it.plead the blood of Jesus into it 7 times.u can drop a number for futher follow up,if u want.
Shalom.

I hope it works


Truth is I have given up on God... Like he never hears me..

I once slept in my car somewhere around finance bridge here in Abuja over night... Was so stoned I couldn't drive..

Even God overslept on Sunday and that was why the devil was able to crawl into heaven

DaniWhizbang:
I for talk wetin dey my mind but...... Never mind

Talk am..

I no carry gun

Candidlady:



I hope it works


Truth is I have given up on God... Like he never hears me..

I once slept in my car somewhere around finance bridge here in Abuja over night... Was so stoned I couldn't drive..

Even God overslept on Sunday and that was why the devil was able to crawl into heaven

Dont worry,the hands of ur troubles are broken..and never give up on GOD,he shows up in the midst of it all..he is right there with u.

Science student

But why don’t you have peace of mind?
What are you lacking that’s not letting you to have peace?

GeneralPula:
Science student

But why don’t you have peace of mind?
What are you lacking that’s not letting you to have peace?

Can't really place. A finger on what am lacking...

Am not lacking money... Not lacking shelter not lacking food but I still feel empty


You might not get what am trying to pass across

I think if I can get over gambling (betting),I don't think there's nothing on this earth that no one can't get rid of,so long you've set your mind at it....

Please share your experience

Candidlady:


Can't really place. A finger on what am lacking...

Am not lacking money... Not lacking shelter not lacking food but I still feel empty


You might not get what am trying to pass across

Bro,I think what you're battling is called depressed

Candidlady:


Can't really place. A finger on what am lacking...

Am not lacking money... Not lacking shelter not lacking food but I still feel empty


You might not get what am trying to pass across

What of passionate romance?

Christ in you the hope glory, Out of Christ all you has is crisis. That's what you lack my sister

Candidlady:


Can't really place. A finger on what am lacking...

Am not lacking money... Not lacking shelter not lacking food but I still feel empty


You might not get what am trying to pass across

Candidlady:
Smoking is bad for the health. yeah true that but how come my soul and mental state ain't at peace until I take two sticks of dunhil with a mix of lexotan + dinamogyn

Dunhil? I'm more of a Benson Switch guy. I'm desperately trying to stop smoking cigarettes but I just can't seem to stay away for too long. I only quit for a full year (2016-2017), then I came back with full force.

What does lexotan + dinamogyn do for you?

I'm more of rohypnol + happy pills dude. Then I love me some Arizona/loud then the occasional colorado to tempt fate. I love my alcohol - gin, whiskey, tequila, black bottles of beer (Legend in particular), etc. Only thing I wish I could stop was the cigarettes.

God help me sha.