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Family / Re: Kwara Blue Eyes Family: Risikat Azeez-Ayegbami Speaks "My Husband Abandoned Us" by Alexpetra: 11:40pm On Aug 06, 2020
e sure for me say na that eyes make that guy go for the girl...now e don become issue cus all his children are having same eyes. yeye man.

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Family / Re: At 23 Years Old, I Have No Idea What I Am Doing With My Life by Alexpetra: 11:35pm On Aug 06, 2020
YoungandDepress:
My story is quite a sad and long one.
I wish I could write it all out. My life has been a terrible mess.
Where did it go wrong for me, I have no idea.

I am writing with so much emotion, my heart is full and heavy.
Life is bitter.

I am a 23 years old guy.
My life all started to go in the negative direction when I gained admission at age 16.
A 16 years old boy in the university, so much freedom and exposure.
I messed up my life, I became addicted to bet9ja virtual gambling I lost focus, Gambling killed me, I started failing exams, at the end I dropped out without my parents Knowing, but the truth came out when I was supposed to graduate, I could not hide it anymore. I told them the truth, my parents forgave me like the prodigal son.

They still believed in me especially my mom, she keeps reminding me of how intelligent I used to be.

Well I'm not here to talk about my past life but here to talk about how it is still affecting me today.

Ever since I started university all over again, I have been miserable and frustrated. Nothing has been working in my favour. I'm currently now in 200level hoping to graduate before 25.
All my mates I started with have done their NYSC.

I'm still stuck in the same stage.
I have no idea what I am doing with my life. I'm young, broke and depressed. I get irritated over little things. I feel disgust at how I uselessed my youthful life. How gambling destroyed me.

By the grace of whichever god exists, I am no longer addicted to gambling. I have quit the addiction for almost a year now but nothing changed, I still feel miserable. I hate having people around me even my family members including my mom.

I have no true friends. Nobody checks on me, nobody calls me.

At this age, I can't boast of having 500 naira in my account.
I'm broke and miserable.

I have started hating God and question my belief in God. I hate Sunday's. I hate hearing about God, I don't blame God for my troubles but I'm angry at the fact that despite my parents being dedicated Christians, things are not working well in my family.
My elder ones are graduates, but no solid job yet.

Only my eldest brother who is doing quite well now and I thank God for his life but we don't talk. I can't remember the last time I called him on phone. They don't hate me, I hate myself.
I have disappointed them a lot.


I just lost the last #1000 I had in my life today and I cried. The money fell out my pocket when I went to get something.

At 23 years, I have no idea what I will do with my future.
I still live with my parents and I have never rented an apartment of my own even in school.

What is wrong with me, why am I miserable?

I have no good clothes. My clothes are all worn out.
I have nothing doing, i live off my parents.

Since schools were shut down, I have been at home doing nothing.
Completely broke, damaged and miserable.

Can my life be any better. What do I do. I am depressed.
I keep asking myself these questions but there
Seem to be no answer.



i hope you no dey bear my name ooo ... cus na my exact life matter u put out so God help us, not even i don dey doubt his existence
Education / Re: Sperm Don't Really Swim But Spin - New Study by Alexpetra: 10:45pm On Aug 04, 2020
after another 340yrs another scientist go say another version... God go just dey laff humanity.

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Foreign Affairs / Re: King Juan Carlos To Leave Spain Amid Corruption Claims by Alexpetra: 4:04pm On Aug 04, 2020
Righteousness89:
A King Banished for Just Corruption!!!

If Mere Humans would Banish a King for Corrupt Practices, then Imagine what will be the Fate of all who Despise and Refuse to the Free Gift of Salvation??

Think about it Folks...
who told you he was banish , just like say Allison madueke was banished ..get your facts rights!
Education / Re: Community Secondary School, Ikot Essien Akwa Ibom In Bad State by Alexpetra: 3:50pm On Aug 04, 2020
na thesame country leaders are driving millions of naira vehicle owning private jets be this oo.
i just dey pity for poor people like me.
Business / Re: Football (+/Other Sports) Betting Season 14 by Alexpetra: 3:24pm On Aug 02, 2020
babyfaceafrica:
can you explain this bet please?
to be carded (booked)
Celebrities / Re: Toolz Oniru Demuren Twerks In Labour Room by Alexpetra: 9:20am On Aug 02, 2020
wealth25:
Biko am not a Bob daddy.
so which one are you oo

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Celebrities / Re: Toolz Oniru Demuren Twerks In Labour Room by Alexpetra: 12:29am On Aug 02, 2020
wealth25:
loolz you funny
Bop daddy
TV/Movies / Re: Ka3na Stylishly Used Her Leg To Drag Her Shorts After Sex Romp With Praise by Alexpetra: 6:54pm On Aug 01, 2020
Made4naijaceo:
For those doubting that they didn’t have sex, look at where she used her leg to drag her pant back under the duvet. cheesy cheesy cheesy The guy don cum, e don tire, see snoring...
see when next you notice such thing want to happen find a guy close to you so as it going down in the house you're down with it,since you wan become bbN analyst so you can as well tell how it taste.
TV/Movies / Re: Ka3na Stylishly Used Her Leg To Drag Her Shorts After Sex Romp With Praise by Alexpetra: 6:49pm On Aug 01, 2020
Slawormir:
Damnnnnn niggarrr

Pussy asss show for pussy asss niggarrrs

Real niggarrrz don't veg out in front of the TV watching bbnaija

Real niggarrrz smoke some weed, bang enough Pussy, drink enough bottles, make some dope money and seek for knowledge Anyday anytime twice on Saturday
nigga,put a nigga through on this your dope money making stuff now.

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Celebrities / Re: Toolz Oniru Demuren Twerks In Labour Room by Alexpetra: 6:45pm On Aug 01, 2020
iCauseTrouble:
Wetin WestLife no go see for empty street?
that's after them don go from coast to coast.

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Health / Re: China Loan: Ameachi Challenges NASS To Publish Terms Of Agreement by Alexpetra: 6:32pm On Aug 01, 2020
Abfinest007:
amechi is a confuse man here is d reason

According to him, $96 million has been paid out of the
$500 million that was borrowed for the Abuja-Kaduna rail
corridor.

“I told them at the National Assembly that the probe may
stop them from giving us the loan
so here is my question . how will u be denied of a loan that has already been given to u
stop reading to fault what you have not understand, the $500m is already used and the payback as started already ($96m is already paid back),the loan that he was being questioned about NOW is the $1.6b. THANK YOU.
Health / Re: China Loan: Ameachi Challenges NASS To Publish Terms Of Agreement by Alexpetra: 6:24pm On Aug 01, 2020
so we all want highways, flyovers, and all others mega infrastructure but we are afraid to borrow because we know that we will default in paying back the loans.
Health / Re: China Loan: Ameachi Challenges NASS To Publish Terms Of Agreement by Alexpetra: 6:16pm On Aug 01, 2020
baby124:
I think Amaechi is mentally ill. If he thinks he can embezzle 1 naira out of this loan then he’s joking. The Chinese will be asked to go and ask him for their money. Why is FG taking such huge loans in the first place without the reps reviewing it Why are Chinese afraid of a probe? This is more reason why the agreement must be extensively probed. Line by line.
when you say huge in the context of nigeria,those money up there is very SMALL what we should be the problem is that if the money is not used; no no ...you should READ line by line.
Health / Re: China Loan: Ameachi Challenges NASS To Publish Terms Of Agreement by Alexpetra: 6:13pm On Aug 01, 2020
if assuming the money was collected and shared among them (nass) i don't think this outcry will ever happen ,i still don't understand why borrow what you have (oh i get !! you borrow so you loot and throw party with the one you have). mumu NASS.
Business / Re: Graduate Of ABU, Zaria Selling Kunu by Alexpetra: 5:38pm On Jul 31, 2020
i know, i know say some people will give her thumb up, ...if their type help the country dey negotiate deals with China this loan deals that NASS are investigating won't happen or make dem dey government na bad thing?, as it is now if Nigeria is making #100 we will be paying #60 of loan we collected thanks to national Assembly saying they did not see it before signing the approval,kudos to her though. after TDBs ,lecturer frustrations, trecking, hungry, disappointments; na kunu , liquid soap, Barber, e.t.c dey for university graduates,SHAME SHAME to the federal republic of Nigeria.
Pets / Re: 14-Year-Old Indonesian Girl Has Six Pythons As Pets (Photos) by Alexpetra: 4:59pm On Jul 31, 2020
at least if she went missing they will know where to look.

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Politics / Re: Nigeria Exports $81.48bn Electricity On Credit As Country’s Blackout Persists by Alexpetra: 10:51pm On Jul 27, 2020
i don't believe this...how can you give what you don't have. you can be hypothetical without you knowing (not obviously).
how much is the full country that $81billion dey outside, and one yeye NEPA guy go dey cut my lyt becus of $4 . GOD GO, no SHANGO AND THUNDER FIRE ALL NIGERIA LEADERS .
Crime / Re: Marine Girls: 10 Cultists Sleep With A Female Member During Initiation - Girl by Alexpetra: 10:39am On Jul 17, 2020
More episodes to be released. (#2020goodies)
Education / Re: Borno Classroom Turned Into A Poultry Farm As Schools Remain Closed (photos) by Alexpetra: 8:22am On Jul 17, 2020
Oh I got it now... It part of the school feeding program ���
Travel / Re: COVID-19: FAAN Threatens To Jail VIPs, Others Flouting Airports Protocols by Alexpetra: 8:12am On Jul 17, 2020
Stop to dey threaten we the reader, your threats can make a bird fly
Religion / Re: Killing Of A Rare White Owl Sparks Outrage Online. by Alexpetra: 4:24pm On Jul 13, 2020
As we have no choice being black with all this hate from white Americans so the owl has no Choice being a owl.
Food / Re: Fisherman Kills Sea Lion With Spear In Adada, Rivers State (Pictures) by Alexpetra: 9:22am On Jul 12, 2020
Gracespecial101:
Much Brains is needed in the System of this Country.

Not everything has to go into the pot
our development and infrastructure enta pot na sea animals and bush animals you think will survive?
Health / Re: Indian Man Buys N1.5M Gold Face-Mask To Save Him From Coronavirus (Photos) by Alexpetra: 9:52am On Jul 08, 2020
Izabel:
Choi me I'm still looking for small money here
we're still looking for small money, not you alone... Me and you.
Health / Re: Indian Man Buys N1.5M Gold Face-Mask To Save Him From Coronavirus (Photos) by Alexpetra: 9:51am On Jul 08, 2020
1.5million and na rope still dey hold am.
Crime / Re: Woodbery Defrauded US Firm Of $15.3 Million Stashed Away In Bitcoin Wallet by Alexpetra: 9:14am On Jul 07, 2020
Skymoore1004:
You sure say you get sense like this?
the guy wan use extradition go USA... Lol
Crime / Re: Woodbery Defrauded US Firm Of $15.3 Million Stashed Away In Bitcoin Wallet by Alexpetra: 9:12am On Jul 07, 2020
See as them dey bring them up one by one with strong evidence... Last week na Hush, this week na berry. One week each (if you dey hear we have all the time in the world for you guys)

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Crime / Re: Chicago Prison Where Hushpuppi Is Being Held by Alexpetra: 12:10am On Jul 07, 2020
Na wah... Dis Life no balance at all ooo 12people were arrested na only 1 dey make wave (hustle oo).

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Crime / Re: Taraba Man Whose Wife Cut Off His Manhood Cries Out by Alexpetra: 9:33am On Jul 06, 2020
northvietnam:
And she go begin fvck dick for outside cuz the husband no get preek again




You see this life Eeeeeh... E no just balance at all
death neva kill the man now oo. Na when e find out say he's wife dey bang outside na that time he go die... Wait for it!

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Crime / Re: Nwanta Anayoeze Arrested By EFCC For $8.5 Million Scam by Alexpetra: 9:12pm On Jul 01, 2020
nanauju:


Now I'm beginning to think all these so-called rich men/billionaires are scammers and thieves
if you are just getting this now then!!!

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Sports / Re: Qatar's 2022 World Cup 'diamond In The Desert' Stadium Completed by Alexpetra: 1:01am On Jun 30, 2020
This could have been in my country
Business / Re: Mr Price Plans To Exit Nigeria by Alexpetra: 9:34pm On Jun 26, 2020
jericco1:
Let others seize this opportunity
they won't see it if it's not an oil company

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