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MadamVanessa:




But how can someone write like this without paragraph. It makes the whole thing boring to read. Out of thread.

please forgive my writing without paragraph and question marks but poured out my pain cause this depression is leading elseway

My life as a young boy drastically took a U turn 2016 when I disvigin in a brothel , I was just 20 years old and I’m not exposed or educated more about std . it’s started one morning when I saw some terrible boils in my private part I was too naive to talk it out , so I took it to myself and started giving self medication to it even though I have no money I still manage to talk friends out and they helped me out with the little I had , I sponsored myself all through the first year cause my dad wasn’t financially balance, after he talk me in about getting a school form I never knew he won’t been there to help out , not even a dime was out from him during my first year I took it upon my self because I had three sister ahead of me who both sponsors their self halfway through school , and just my eldest sister was lucky enough to get the full support of mine dad during her days when she went to school because at that’s time
He was a bit financially balance , I’m the eldest son from a family six my dad got married again after he lost mine mom and I was just weeks old baby then I never suckle on mine mom breast before I lost her , she had four kids for mine dad three girls and I was the only boy then , my dad later remarried and got two boys from her second wife and that’s was when bartering started for me as a little boy I was subjected to suffering by her she so hate me and mine siblings to the extent when I was a little boy she subjected me to eat my own Poo that’s was to tell you how cruel of a step mom She was to me , her two sons are like kings though at that’s tender age I was so innocent and same time afraid due to the suffering and abuse I get steady from her , childhood days was terrible , i suffered from a lot of sickness at a child from different ailments and at a point they thought I’m not gonna grow up due to how tiny I was and how much I have went through but that’s is childhood days I have grew up my dad parted with his second wife after his eyes got opened and see how badly he have treated his own kids he lost his job and started all over again , but he kept my two step brothers , unfortunately I lost my second brother following me some years back to drowning when he went to swim in a river so it’s left just two boys in mine family , we grew up together but mine little brother at a very little boy then you still see the hates and jealously he got from his mom, he was his mom favourite son so he took after her , when mine dad noticed there wasn’t much love . To cut the story short I ended up having std from a brothel and I have treated it without knowledge drinking herbs and taking medication but it’s appears over and over again to a point I treated my self in a clinic taking injections but I wasn’t able to complete the full dose of treatment due to financials income and the symptoms kept worsening at some points it’s shows in my body my legs and hand got whiten and skin so dried , I thought this is the last time I would get worried over it but to my greatest surprise it’s still resurfaced, I dropped out of school when I can’t meet up with my school fees and other schooling activities and at a point I have consider suicidal in my life due to the sexual problems I’m having ,I got so too afraid to speak up lost so many friends no ones want to associate with me , now I’m 25 years old still striving to survive I have small manhood and erectile dysfunction I don’t enjoyed sex I’m not girls favorite and I consider myself chipping away each passing day please someone should come to my aide because depression is eating me badly I consider my self as a disgrace and a failure but God knows I didn’t plan this path for my self at 25 no jobs and no education I still lives with my family but no ones knows the problem I’m going through all they knew is I have no girlfriend and the respect I do command before I have them no more , my heart is bleeding I’m in pain every morning I wake up I so wish I could go back to bed and never wake up most of mine friends have make it big through yahoo but I’m neglected and it’s all seems no one want to associate with me , this is mine first time I’m posting on this platform so forgives me if you notice errors in my texts or sentences

Russia consuming pressure after all the sanctions they are still in for the war , putin is insane , after putin regime I don’t think they would been a nation called russia again

Smart one by buhari i think the apc primaries is gonna been a mind game

The citizens on the go another English final loading

Poor wildlife even suffering from this God forsaken government