Habibaty, you sent me a PM?

philcz:
Preserved in ‘eternal’ silence?

Yep.

I was actually itching to mention this in my original post, I'd have gotten a greater high out of it.

philcz:
This is you trying to manipulate me into continuing this conversation with you after I said goodbye

Maybe.

It's always fun talking to someone who kinda gets me... well under the veil of anonymity that is.

philcz:
Fûck no way, Man! SMH. You need help bro.

You figured out the answer to my riddle?

Give me a hint.

BlackLaw:
this shayt's made up

It's not made up.

@philcz

Coupled with the traits I mentioned I also have even more severe sexual disorders.

I'll give you a riddle because I'm not comfortable mentioning it here. Figure it out.

All beauty is to me stale except it be preserved in silence.

philcz:
I don’t see myself as being smart, I am just me. I thought you’ve had your ‘fill’ with this post, clearly I was wrong.

I had my fill when I posted it 4 days ago. But I just realized minutes ago that it made front page. Front page means more comments so I'm still enjoying the comments for now.

philcz:
He’s not here to seek for any assistance. I am surprised a lot of you didn’t know he was manipulating your emotions from the write up. SMH. This post is a ‘high’ for him. He’s enjoying the attention. Monfeels is a Sociopath to the core.

Finally someone smart just made a comment.

You know I actually took screenshots of some posts that I liked.

LadyHeaven:


I had no idea, I read each thread with a open mind, I was very aghast reading his subsequent mentions to people...its his cup of ogogoro, people like him should be ignored. Imagine been glad to be a Narcissist Sociopath

I'm not glad to be a narcissist sociopath or whatever label that fits my personality. I am just a guy who has embraced who he is and found solace in loving himself.

And I can't help acting the way I act. Trust me, I'm very self aware and very knowledgeable and I've realized that there is no cure to what I am.

So I have two options.: Try to be a different person and suffer dissatisfaction and an internal turmoil so excruciating that it tears me inside out, or just do stuff that makes me happy, even though it might hurt someone. I know you'd pick the former but whatever argument you'd make would fly in the face of my lack of empathy.

IbrahimSkiba:





You are not even ashamed of what you are?

Why would I be ashamed?

I love myself and I've embraced what I am.

It's not like I chose to be what I am.

IbrahimSkiba:





Stop fantasizing, you sick prick

Is that you on your profile?

Your face looks appealing

Torturing you would give me so much satisfaction.

IbrahimSkiba:





Yes, thats because I'm attracted to weird piece of shît like u



I guess you are capable of murder, with all those rubbish you spewed.


You lack empathy. Sick fuçk

You are attracted to people like me? Hmm interesting.

Would you meet me in person if you had the chance?

Angelfrost:
Another E.L. James' Christian Grey character (You should read all her books on Christian Grey, starting with Fifty Shades of Grey, if you haven't)...

You probably have an unhealthy domineering personality bordering slightly on the psychotic... You should take serious steps in addressing this, before you truly hurt someone or yourself.

I'm not psychotic.

IbrahimSkiba:





Sick ass motherfucker

Second quote from you.

You seem obsessed with me already.

You know if you met me in person you'd think I was the nicest, sweetest guy you've ever met. Plus I'm good looking and very intelligent with a nice accent and great vocabulary. I'd sweep out off your feet girl

Richardonald:
I don't understand what you mean

He means he wants to introduce you to high profit making business ideas that are illegal but low risk; that is if you are smart enough to play your cards well. He chose you due to the terms you described yourself.

But clearly you aren't the intelligent type hence this question.

Illuminated993:
You've not gotten to that level where I get to engage you in arguments. Nah, you've not gotten to that place, yet. But, believe me, if you think you know, then you don't know anything.
Peace profound.

Of course, I haven't reached your level yet; the level only delusional, loony individuals who use validation seeking epithets like "illuminated" reach.

TheSourcerer:
do you like games?

What kind of games? Like Call of duty, GTA and the likes

OR

Like getting 5 freezers and hiding a baby in one of them and giving the mum 3 chances to guess which one the baby is in?

TheSourcerer:
do you have any fetish?

Do you have any? I saw some of your threads. You seem into gore and some other bleeped up shit.

Illuminated993:
When Einstein was asked how it felt like being the smartest man in the sciences, he said he couldn't answer that question, only Nikola Tesla could answer the question. When I researched on Nikola Tesla, I understood why Einstein referred to him as a smarter person than him.
You see, Einstein was an accomplished scientist, but humbleness was his hallmark. And that's because he understood that humbleness is the ultimate display of intellectualism. You said this, "I'm the most self aware narcissist you'll ever meet, and probably the most intelligent you'd ever meet".
Hoola. The joke is on you.

How is the joke on me? Narcissism is the antithesis of humility and I just stated clearly that I was narcissistic so please kindly shove your sermon on humility up your ass.

Take a look at my first post. I literally described how I love to hurt women emotionally and how much of a terrible person I was, yet I got 16 likes. It takes intelligence to craft a post in such a way as to draw sympathy and solidarity from people, despite alluding to how much of a selfish, obsessive, jealous and sadistic person you are.

glad7:
I like and love this girl, though not that striking beautiful nor her behavior encouraging. But I have come to take her with my deepest affection. She gets me angry with her not too good attitude especially when she ask for money and I refuse to give because I have already given her some cash earlier, she would call me as being stingy. If feel like she doesn't appreciate my efforts on her life. She forgets too soon any good she had received.
But I like her so much and want to stick with her. My heart beats for her.
Please advise me, should I let go or not?

That bitch has your head far up her ass.. your ears must be brushing up against her rectum by now.

If you've fallen in love many times you'll realize that there is nothing special about any particular woman... they are all the same... they are just fucking women. These feelings you think you have are just the effects of chemicals in your brain that have caused you to form an emotional attachment to this lady.

Go meet other women and spend more time with them. They don't even have to be better women. They can equally be as bitchy as this one. The point is you are investing in someone else and the chemicals in your brain will start losing attachment to your other girl. Eventually your feelings will fade away till you begin to wonder why you even liked this girl in the first place.

XhosaNostra:



That mental image obviously didn't stop you from memorizing every notch on my bedpost, so I wouldn't put voyeuristic tendencies past you after all that other dysfunctionality you got there swirling in your little head. You're fùcked in the head, buddy, anything is possible with your kind Christmas will come early for you this year, you'll be beating the cobwebs off your dusty peen soon

Even if I was voyeuristic and I had a proclivity for memorizing email exchanges from couples and imagining their words morph into actions in the bedroom, I'd memorize actual sexual exchanges, not the platonic exchange you posted that had no sexual undertone whatsoever.

You must be so starved of sexual advances from men that you conflate even the slightest friendly gesture from a man as an indication of his desire to have sex with you, and you are so desperately in need of validation from strangers that you'd post a screenshot of it as proof of being desired. Your life is definitely a pathetic tale.

By the way, voyeurism isn't my cup of tea. I fall on the extreme end of the paraphilia spectrum.

XhosaNostra:



Because I know something you don't obviously Will probably take pictures when it happens so you can beat your meat to it since my sex life seem so intriguing to you

Giving the mental picture I already have of
you - a conventionally unattractive woman with low self esteem - I don't think pictures of you having sex will get my meat hard enough for me to beat to it.

XhosaNostra:
Oh, almost forgot, got a willing dìck waiting in the wings to pump Won't post the rest because it's for my eyes only.

How do I know this is you? And how does a very platonic exchange over email mean you got a willing dick?

Anyone can say they miss someone without referring to wanting to have sex with them. Heck mothers tell their sons they miss them. This doesn't prove anything you delusional woman.

Allaboutkatiee:


Such an interesting piece
I only read about stuffs like this in books.
I like my man to be possessive with me,dominating.
My ex made me this way.

Oh boy here we go again. I don't even think you understand the bolded.

Except you are a masochist, all you are going to ever get from a relationship with a possessive and dominating man is just pain and regret.

XhosaNostra:



Feel pity for yourself, you fùcking nut! I'm not the one jealous of other people's relationships because I was starved of love & affection in my formative years. Fix your bloody mommy issues 1st before you can start to even play doctor with me.

So much bile from someone who claims to be emotional strong. Just few revelations about your lies and your defenses are already crumbling. Have you run out of make-believe stories about new boyfriends and sexual partners that don't exist? I was really enjoying your delusional stories.

UnclePrincipal:



Although I love your responses to him. I still think you are trying to appear tough and emotionally untouchable . None of this explanation is actually necessary. Maybe he's right about somethings he said about you and you're trying to console yourself with all those explanation.

I'm right about everything I said about Xhosanostra

I've dealt with women like her before. After suffering abuse from a narcissist or a manipulative person, they build this fake persona of tough and untouchable; a defense mechanism to suppress the constant pain and trauma that they endure as a result of their previous experiences, and they enter every interaction with men with this obsessive need to reinfornce and validate this mirage of a persona, when beneath this mask is a paranoid, frightened, wounded person terrified of relationships and unable to trust.

Don't be surprised to learn that most of what she said is a lie. People like this can get so messed up to the point of concocting false tales just to shore up their defenses. It's delusional.

If I could experience pity, I'd be feeling pity for her right now. But she's just a source of entertainment for me. The guy who abused her really did a number on her.

XhosaNostra:



LMAO. How amusing! You're a nutcase, that's for sure. A deluded one at that. I think we have a few similarities, in fact, one of which being the fact that I don't give a toss either so save me the menstrual meltdown & aimless attempt at verbal assassination. It doesn't faze me. That stuff may work on the weak targets you meet in your every day life, but I'm of a different stock & you may have just met your match if you're under some belief that you draw the quickest pistol, verbally. I got my own arsenal & an I don't give a shìt attitude of my own, so you're welcome. Fruitcake, meet the fearless one yet, with enough wit of her own to run circles around you, unlike the stùpid ones who let you demean them & thus, got you thinking you're some badass. I chew up people like you like curd. I gave an input, but don't mistake it for thinking I truly care about your fùcking problems & how to solve them. You could remain the miserable fart you are for eternity for all I care. You wanted to know what people thought of your shìtty, garden-variety personality (nothing exceptional about it, you're just another wannabe because you probably read it somewhere that narcissists & the like are intellectually gifted or you just wanna give off the impression that you're Spock-like, whereas, you're probably a fùcking big baby in reality) & I said my piece, so I don't give the slightest fùck what you think henceforth for I said what I needed to say. Fùck ya thoughts! Compliment accepted for thinking I was trying to be smart when I wasn't even trying A few things people can fake, but being smart is a hardest one to pull off convincingly. So if it appears to you, self-acclaimed brainiac that I'm at least trying, then I must have perfected my act. Mission accomplished.

I find it ironic that all this bluster and bombast is coming from a woman who was manipulated, abused, used and cheated on by a narcissist.

Narcissists have a type you know: naive, low self esteem, low confidence, emotionally vulnerable, overly empathic, unassertive women. The fact that you dated a narcissist means you fit this description.

I wish I knew what you looked like so I could picture you crying as you heard the voice of another probably more attractive woman talking to the man you love - a man who many times assured you that you were the only one he loved - telling him how much she loved him, in anticipation of his usual response of "I love you too." How sad you must have felt.

I know the grotesque scars the aftermath of such a relationship leaves you with; the heartbreak, emotional trauma, the pain, the lack of trust you have for future partners, the endless paranoia.

Sucks to be you, Darling.