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XhosaNostra:
Lol, I know what you mean. I believed mine was a twin flame We had insane telepathy & could read each other's minds. The very 1st time we broke up & weren't on speaking terms, I bumped into him at the mall but we ignored each other. Without words I heard him say he misses me Later that evening I "felt" him in my room. It was the closest to insanity I've ever been my entire life. I started doubting my mental state at that point, but lo & behold, he showed up a couple of days later telling me of all the strange things that have been happening to him since we broke up. He said he felt me in his room etc. Mind you, I didn't tell him my own experience because I didn't want him to think I was an obsessed psycho lol. Another thing he would shiver when we were together. Things got so strange to the point where he started suspecting I had done something evil to "catch him" as he put it. But on my side I was also mystified & baffled by the things that were happening. I would talk to friends but they didn't understand the things I was going through. They'd just tell me to move on & forget about it. How do you forget about something when everywhere you turn you're constantly reminded about it? One day I switched on the TV on some talkshow & one of the guests was his namesake! His name is not popular so I was scared to death by the coincidences that were popping up everywhere as if they were trying to make sure I never forget. Another time during one of our many reconciliations, he told me that every time we reconciled it felt like "heavens were rejoicing"...I've always felt that but of course I never said it out loud because again, I didn't wanna seem crazy. There's a lot I could say, but trust me, I understand your situation. You'll be able to get through it like I did. I don't know if you'll ever stop caring about him though, but you'll learn to live without him if you so choose to remove yourself from the toxicity of the relationship. Wherever I am I always know how my ex feels. Time & distance didn't change that. But it just wasn't meant to be & I made peace with that.

Ahw, eya, nice wRiteup . I was bold enough to talk about his apparitions. Do you Guys both have strong ChRistian/SPiRitual //ethnic or ReliGious roots?
I will Remain with him even if he's toxic. I'll Do Anything for me. I love him more than my kids. Hate to say this

tardell007:
sorry to say but op your a psychopath,inability to feel empathy,remorse for a wrong deed,and very manipulative. science research lately have tried to look into brains of psychopathic children in an attempt to help modify brain functions and prevent them from being future criminals. it all boils down to a brain defect which makes it difficult to feel empathy, remorse and analyse the consequences of your actions. All serial killers from ted Bundy to Jeffrey dahmer share one thing in common they are all psychopaths.( The dangerous few) . Early brain intervention can help. peace.

I was almost becoming this till JeSus saved me. Gave all my Pain & huRt to him and he wiped my teaRs Away

pDudd:
Nothing strange about you.

You are a sociopath. You have antisocial personality disorder (ASPD).

OhSheh
XenDRA vs. nOStra
Misogynist VS SOCioPAth

Liposure:
which one be reptilian sociopath

they mean RePtiles are very wiCkeD

XhosaNostra:
It's the typical hot & cold behaviour, nothing exotic lol. All over you one moment & distant for seemingly no reason the next. Sometimes they don't even know why they do it themselves & won't stop until you decide to get off the crazy train. Eventually, it'll drain the life out of you. Run for your life from someone like that for your peace of mind. It's an unhealthy cycle that'll send you on a rollercoaster ride of emotions, thus making you just just like them in a sense.

This one has avoided me but he's the first man I've been able to love UnconDitionally. There is a SPiRitual connection with his name. That is what may have been keeping me. After believing or praying to God, the task of trying to change him as DiffiCult as it seems, makes my life whole. Should be he's my purpose Of CReatiOn. People would say I'm nuts. But I know there are no mistakes this Time BeCause I'm woRkinG with the SPiRit of God.

Votukpa:
You sir are a reptilian sociopath.

You might not even know it.

Advice: You need to transform into a human being first and receive the love of Christ.

Good luck.

ehw. ChimO! So sweet. The Answer to all things Seek his face

TSBO:
I think you have a point. For me, I have noticed I hate being head over heels or having a crazy crush.. You know, butterflies and all. I just detest the feeling; I don't want anyone to have that kind of influence on my emotions. I typically never really approach any lady that makes me feel that way, or I just fight the feeling till it subsides (except in one case, which was years ago as a teenager).

I think you look like the Guy I'm Dating. He pushes me away because I'm all lOvey Dovey

DeckXavier:
you're a fatalist?? Personalities evolve man, you just have to put in a lot of work.

I'm a living testimony to that POSitive evolvement

BusterG:
It a disorder you have bro.

Narcissistic personality disorder (NPD) is a personality disorder characterized by a long-term pattern of exaggerated feelings of self-importance, an excessive need for admiration, and a lack of empathy toward other people.

Just like Judas, some people are destined to be destroyed by their own self sooner or later. You are one of such.

Don’t stress yourself looking for advice.

It’s your destiny.

Please BRother, don't throw away baby with BAthwateR. He will ChanGe . I will PRay for him

SIR0:
OP's case is complicated.

But,

Having come out plain in his post, I guess he's getting better.

long as he's willing to change and acknowledge his faults, I'm always ready to forgive. No matter what he has done to me.

XhosaNostra:
I'd say you're a narcissist, but you're self aware. People like you usually have deep-seated abandonment issues or suffer from fear of rejection. You only skim the surface when it comes to emotions, so noone can get close enough to inflict any sort of pain. Get them before they get you type of thing. Underneath the seemingly uncaring facade, there's actually an extremely sensitive person that's scared to death of getting hurt, so they put up all these defences to protect their mushy core. Something like a human crustacean One person will manage to break down your walls though, mark my words. But it'll only take one person. It won't be easy sailing. There'll be a lot of vacillation between enmeshment & suffocation on your part. Good luck to the poor girl

Hei. XhOSA. You are too muCh. The last part got me. It May be me and a Guy CuRRently . "There'll be a lot of vacillation btw enmeshment and suffocation", please further expantiate dear if you don't mind. With my Guy, I just remember Stations Of the CROss. Maybe it's because his name is Chukwu. He has done many mean and evil things to me, like telling people im begging to Sleep with him, calling another girl his wife in front of me, pays full attention to her and totally neglects me in her presence etc. This has been going for 3 months. Can never fall out of love for him. And it's not like I can't get anything better.
Please ReaD my thread on ROmanCeland. Some serious Shit going on. I met him few days after I became BoRnAGain. FoR Real, I underwent transformation in Soul. Started to love and forgive others. FoRGiveness is something I couldn't do my entire life. Became the best of myself. Got RiD Of Unnecessary AnGRy.
You're among the SmARtest females on here. I ADmiRe you so much. God Bless you.

PrimadonnaO:
You are Narcissus himself! Plus a lot of other weird mix.

I don’t even know what to say. You need Jesus... and the transformation of the Holy Spirit.

All of these traits are far from healthy.

The most Painful part of it is that he doesn't want to Get married to them

Biafra1stson:
Why nobody dey comment I no understand

hehehaha hahaaaahahaha

Tweiker:
Male e-terrorist
Anambra

ChA Cha cha CHA IGBO KWENU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

arthorjnr:
Good.
Now try and make the most of your full life and give those beautiful treasures of yours a better life.

BeaUtiful wRite-UP. The mass is ended. OBARa JeSUSu!! OBARa ya ezu gborogbo Chuwa OBARa y'ezugborogbo OBARa Ike n'ObioRa. OBARa EMMANUELLLL eH. OBAra e na-eme AnuRi. ObaRa na GBO RIAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OBARa n'eme MMMMMMMMA Obara na Di nDU obara ya EZUGBORO

arthorjnr:
Good.
Now try and make the most of your full life and give those beautiful treasures of yours a better life.

The mass is ended. OBARa JeSUSu!! OBARa ya ezugborogbo Chuwa OBARa y'ezugborogbo OBARa Ike n'ObioRa. OBARa EMMANUELLLL. OBAra e na-eme AnuRi. ObaRa na GBO RIAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!! OBARa n'eme MMMMMMMMA Obara na Di nDU

Tweiker:
Lol,

You are so full of surprises.

are you male or female? If you don't mind me asking. What State?

ScotMisile:
The possible impossible. God will answer all your request. Amen

iSeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!

ScotMisile:
God will answer your prayers.

Amen. WiSh you the same. Thank you BROther GoD BLESS AND KEEP YOU AND YOUR FAMILY!!!!!!!!

Dharneehell:
If you have not had sex how's that world's problem?
Go get a Love Machine.

that's the one you will See. You didn't see the one we are discussing NwOke DimKPA On ROmanCeland

Tweiker:
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kwadoro y'OnoDu na ndu Gi n'ihi n'oBu Onye KweRe Giiiii

ScotMisile:
Sometimes we can love whom we wish to love ,but it's beyond our powers to determine who loves us back.
Its actually not in ours to make them love us back the way we love them.

Love is loving when when the beloved loves you back. At this point I think the love is one sided,because if it's two sided the guy woulda done anything to love you back. But,that's not happening.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oAcd-pJIJWg
My God will do it for me. The God who made a way for the iSRealites on the ReD Sea. CHUKWU! Who turned water to wine. Onye ga eri nri Ndi mmadu AChicha na aZU. He will Do it for me .
HOly SPiRit GBAZIA ANOINTING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HE Made the Deaf hear. He made the lame walk
In nsobo uRhoBo DiAleCt.
JesU tare ne. Wo' da AGHOGHO n'enu wee. Gba sio ma Ren. Oma n'agbagba woh nenu Weh

arthorjnr:
That's terrible, but you're safe now, right?

it's God o
*SinGing*
Anya RiO Gi. N'ARa ja anyi. EZi ChuKwu! Ezichukwu. N'ABata yaaaaaaaa. WeRe yaa, GOZie ya lekwa ya nna. KO'Dinma . KweSiRi ga Naraya.

ScotMisile:
Hmmmm ... Amazing...This one loud oooo....How do you intend to redeem your self... now?

he is a PROPHET Of the mOSt hiGh God. My Only father..ChUKs.
*CRyinG *
Elochukwu suffered and Died for me.
Bino yaa we JiDe Onyenweanyi. ?
BinO yaa wa kpa zi de ria n'oBe
Binoo ya we jide onyenweanyI!!!!!!!!
BinO yaah Giiiiiiiini Ki meRe??
BinO ya , Giniiii ki meeeere Hewoooo
BinO yaa Gini ki meRe ewOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!
BINO YAA GINI KI MEREEEEEEEEEE

Eji n'ome Gwanu gwoRu., PAPAAAADaddy were AmaRa GwAnU GwoRU. AmaRa Di K'Anma

Mrfeel:
Those this guy knows you are this crazy over him?

he has ChARiSmatic AnOinting of God. He is A ChOSen one God Sent down from heaven for me. BROtheR ElOChukwu.
Ole iGwe! Ole iGwe .. olee iGwe. Ole iGwe. ChineKe mO!!!!!!!!!!. Eme nambaRa. iGwe. OKAKa enenambara. EGWU Be mma MMA EGwu be MMA Mma

arthorjnr:
Hate is a strong word. lol
She has a rough past I think.

My fiRSt BABy Daddy is AKaTA. 2nd is White. 3RD is mixed.
They gave my Baby DRuGs. I/We suffered So much

SweetCunt97:
Now this is a very very beautiful baby

Thanks LOVe. I'm SuRe you would make BeaUtiful babies too

Rawhumper:
Where do you reside?

You can mail at sleakkyone@gmail.com so we can chat better and more private.

I like bold and vibrant girls who don't pretend......







quote author=MOnkeyBabe post=89524617] sorry I couldn't ReSPOnD to your PMS. That email is BloCkeD.
I Don't know. Maybe I'm ASkinG for too muCh Sex

lol far away
Mine's BRitneytrump@gmail.com

Rawhumper:
Why doesnt he feel it anymore?
Am all ears dear.....


Hope you staying safe out there.

Peace!

sorry I couldn't ReSPOnD to your PMS. That email is BloCkeD.
I Don't know. Maybe I'm ASkinG for too muCh Se.x.
You Don See my StoRy? Read my thread on ROmanCeland

exynos:
What the fvck!

Can't believe i followed this piece up till the last page!


What fvckery?!

lol

I lOve him for who he is. He has POtential. I See GReatness in him

ScotMisile:
You had a life before you met him and still going to have a life thereafter.

no, God ChanGed my life. I used to be RaCiSt AGainst Blacks. I easily brace up and move on when things aren't working with the countless RiCh oyibos I've been dying for. But this one is a far CRy. He's so DARk, 50%. Doesn't have a COlleGe DeGRee. Has ABSolutely nothing to his name. I have so much love for him like he's my child. I'm Gonna Die if I don't hear from him. Many wealthy Guys have come my way and I've turned down their advances just to focus on him. Can't even love them because my heart beats so much for Ojimnaga. It's that serious. Me, who used to be a shaRP BABe.

He himself can't believe it at times. Told him who I was before and how God Changed me. The holy spiRit Came to my SOul.