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RamessesIV:
Why did you hate black people

many ReaSons of which I felt they were backward and UnCiviliZed. That's in the past when I was biased. Right from the day people used to talk shit about Europeans I have always had their Back. None of the white men I built Relationships with were ready for marriage. I'm not saying there are no players at home. It's just very GlaRinG in the west. After God brought me to my Senses. OyiBO cultuRe isn't perfect either . I pick out the good of education and exposure. For AfRiCa I love the MaRRiaGe, esp Child-bearing thing Die. I love AfRiCan AmeRicans too ,there are some nice things they do other than the SCReaming ND shouting most engage in. But could be fun at times though when everywhere is boring.
Hatred for blacks could have been me running away from myself. I almost murdered my parents for bringing me to this world. And it's not like we were suffering. I'm also very beautiful and intelligent. Modelled. I was just iDiOtiC & GReeDy, I guess. There's this GiRl on naiRalanD that knows everything concerning the birth of my first child. Can't remember her SiGgy. Haven't seen or heard from her in a while

RamessesIV:
Hmmmmm okay

Well am not a christian but I am happy for you though,it seems your faith has helped you a lot though

Yeah Igbo have a large catholic following,I was once catholic though

Well when I meant give and take I was referring to you and your "love" though but I just hope you're okay over there

with God I will manage. Thank you. I hope your love life is SteaDy too. And I hope you and family are doing fine at home. It's doing me as if my Child has been taken away from me

RamessesIV:
Please do a beg disturb my mentions,or we could take it offline,you hated "black men" wow

Anyways girl am just going to say take your time,make sure he makes you happy,don't put too much into it if you know you aren't aren't getting it back

It seems this is like a start over for you cause you talk a lot about your new found faith but I just want to assure you there is nothing wrong with you,you are just in love a luxury guys like use can't have

but do you know how many times Jesus was mailed on the cross yet we don't appreciate him back because of sins we commit each day? Call me mumu. I know God paid the GReateSt sacRifiCe. We are to be like him. It's not always give and take. That's SeCUlaRism. I am a follower of ChRiSt, master JeSus. God loves us, but some of us don't love him in return and cuRSe him. Jesus ChRist prayed for his enemies. He said love those who persecute you. We are to be like children who keep no gRuDGes or BeaR no hatred so we could inherit the kinGdom of God.
I'm sorry, I don't know if you are a ChRistian or your tribal affiliations. Don't mean to force anything on you.
I have Jesus altar and pictures of the holy family all over my room. I'm trying to break away from Colonial mentality that has chopped my senses these years. But it's difficult. I'll Die if I leave my Catholic faith. We were both raised Catholic too in the east. But he doesn't give a damn or attend church no more

RamessesIV:
Is america,nothing spoil,try to calm down,what is "suicide mission" please!!! don't give any man that power power over your heart ohh,seeing the way you guys change lovers over there,please abeg you have kids to look after

sorry I'm disturbing your mentions with my issues. I Can't change after this Guy. He's the only one I'm talking to. Haven't SPOken to my other friends since I met him. Not that I'm making decisions without the help of others because I always pray. Lost interest in SPeaking to them friends or engaging in any activity where he isn't there. I Can't imagine a life without this one man.
I may be ClinGy, but I do move on finally. For him I'm just StUCk. This has never happened in my life before and I've always been into white Guys. This is the first time I'm making an attempt to Date a BlaCk man since I arrived over a decade. Used to hate them with a PaSsion before God converted me like he ARrested Saul on the way to DamaSCUs. God is wonderful. Please SeRve him with all your heaRt. The love I have for this one black man is greater than experiencing love with all Europeans I met. I used to look down at black people as SuBhuman, though I've always been Passionate about AfRiCan cultuRe. God transformed hatred to love. He healed my wounds. I hated myself and family. I was scared to go out with them because we weren't white. Ever being born. So many years of being who God created me to be the enemy stole from me.
RiGht now, if I do this, I'll know I'm going after looks. Not hatReD from the Black RaCe.
They say people who like having Sex are meant to like kids , it should follow . But One SeRBian man that likes Seks and gave me baby don't like kids

RamessesIV:
Is this true

yes. But I'm so fond of the Guy I SPOke about. He has a nickname here which indicates someone who has SlePt with 500 women. I thought we were on the same page.

RamessesIV:
Ohh delta igbo,i get it you're trying to connect to your culture

What if he is your cousin won't that be you know once?

meaning we can't be together or have Sex?. Do you know how damaged I'll be? That form of info ReaChing me would put me on a SUiCiDe mission. I just hope he's not a Close cousin. Distant cousins tying the knot can be overlooked.

RamessesIV:
His relatives are here??

yez . I love him like CRazy like he's my brother. Would I be stupid to say even more than family? He's Related to some of my cousins because of his hometown. I don't know if he's my cousin. Delta/imo it's haunting me .know our meeting is more than Chance .
Someone once said my dad had many Gfs when he was in SChool. It's DRiving me nuts. I've spoken to a PRieSt. I.e. the possibility of being my blood bROther. God! I want to Run mad. I will just Peme!

flam5:
God bless you my bro! Can you blame them? Its some guys that will be begging them for money because of the exchange rate that caused it. They will do their nonsense big boys for 2 weeks once they arrive Nigeria with their cheap tickets on Ethiopian airline or Turkish airline and quickly fade away once they are out of cash.

ABeG ejo Small small nO OPen ouR yanSh ..

RamessesIV:
Na wah ohh this Is super story,auntie mi I hope all is okay over there

lol I made a post about him. Honestly, I'm here hoping to connect with one of his cousins. Gather all the ChuDis

humilitypays:
I was angry while reading the op's post, but that bulldog comment cracked me up and lightened my mood lol.



Women are women all over the world, be it in the village or in the city, once you give women rule, they become ruler, no surprise. It is left for them men to apply their number 6.


And who knows what you yourself will do to your own hubby, maybe you night take even his last belt

I Can't even get mad at him because I always remember how many times we BeG God for meRCy at Mass in iBo. ChineKe GBaGhaRra.
Excuse my funky way typos

humilitypays:
I was angry while reading the op's post, but that bulldog comment cracked me up and lightened my mood lol.



Women are women all over the world, be it in the village or in the city, once you give women rule, they become ruler, no surprise. It is left for them men to apply their number 6.


And who knows what you yourself will do to your own hubby, maybe you night take even his last belt

if I tell you the story of my life, the whole world go shake pass coronavirus, no offence.
It's only one man I've told, my true love
I won't think twice before taking a BUllet for him. I know God is involved because we met after I became boRnAGain. No talks. God's presence is in me, though I still do some lewd things. FaShiOn & nuDity has the better part of me. BUt I no longer sleep around or nothing no matter the PRiCe.

fx45:
You didn't answer the question. Do you feel more Nigerian or American?

more white is the thing. I feel trapped in this black body

RamessesIV:
Me i don't do race,but I know nationalism/ethnicity,you're Nigerian abeg,if I reach yankee e fit be you I go marry abeg dey with us abeg

hehehehehe

RamessesIV:
You're Nigerian nah,Nigerian american Or do you feel you're american

my life is confusing. I don't see myself belonging to any race. I love all my white, black, Spanish, Asian friends equally and Always fit in. God Blessed me with that

humilitypays:
Lol, you made me laugh so hard

ye ye ye! That BUllDoG PaRt. Them go still transfer the innoCent bulldog too? ROtfl

But on a serious note tho, women need to stop ABuSing the system

RamessesIV:
Ahh you be USA babe And 24

Sorry though,I don't really get your point,can you explain further

came here to school when I was 14. Hadn't reached the age of maturity by the time I moved. Am I as good as a Citizen? How would my growing up be classified? NiGeRiAn or Yankee?

lefulefu:
those yankee based naija guys who go back to naija to get younger wives such marriages always end in a sad note.Once she steps her foot in the US she grows wings instanta .after the guy trains her in school in most cases in medical school she will divorce him collect his house,car and other properties..prevent him from seeing his kids and get a younger lover for herself that will be smashing her in the house bought by her ex husband

There is God O. Especially if the man is innoCent and they don't exaggerate issues

RamessesIV:
You must be dumb did you even read my comment,bro I understand you are useless anf stupid and can't read properly,liberals gave blacks rights how is that hard to comprehend

Guys Cool it .lol.
Here's an interesting one for you Ramses. I left Nigeria to the U.s at 14. Now 24. Exactly 10 years. I wasn't born in the U.s., neither am I a fReSher. What Does that make me?

Exc2000:
o yes!! I can still remember better lover magazine and Hint, erotic soft sell magazine, that was our porn site back then, and the good part is its cheap like the lyrics books they sell that time

lyric book. USheR BaCk then. You ReminD me of a GiRl

Kenmatt:
Since you all are claiming to be the good bad guys right from the trending days of Sun Girl.

Who can tell me the name of that columnist lady that use to write "intimacy column" on Sunday Sun?

kemi adetiba

BadBradley:
How did this brainless, childish immature rubbish make front page?

Do we have a new sentimental, teenage mod here?

I putit

Nwaonyishi69:
Your father might have spread his seeds here and there. Perhaps he is your undeclared brother. If you know his sun name, you may have to ask your father whether he knows people with such a name. Don't be in a haste to sleep with him, for he may be your blood brother. Thanks.

are you from imo State? That's some CRazy Stuff bRO, what brought your mind to this? I had a DReam about having another SiS

Waxxxy:
Instead of facing your book to justify the money that your struggling parent is spending on you. You are there busy staring and hugging a guy. Please don't come back here after graduating and ask us for advice you on how to use 3k to cook for 10 people.
Nonesense

ROtfl Chill

jasman1:
Someone here said all these advices falling on deaf ears, I believe that too. Until you sleep with him, I doubt you’ll relax. You’re still waiting for him even when he made it clear from day one that he’s in a relationship, that’s life. I once was so in love with a girl that I almost got distracted. Just before I traveled out, I was able to sleep with her and of course it ended there and I ran back to my girl.

you will not talk wether one was uglier or beautifuler and if they possessed same Qualities

Ablemax:
You get money??

maybe he has A niCe RiDe

Alex96:
Remember the friend that cooked for him. He is probably in a relationship and wants to stay faithful. I think you should respect him for that

nobody CooKeD no Shit ..niGgaslie

Zabiboy:


OP
Would you die if you ask for his number??
Nigerian girls and their mentality sha...

She should just use one excuse to Collect

Rejoice5000:
Go after him then anything you see you take.

even if it is SlaP

Hebrave:
Nigerian girls and their mindset eh.

will it hurt if u make the first move??
how about collecting his number, even asking him out

girls what a man can do u can do better, remember?

Abi

toprealman:
Nne just make your studies your priority. Most likely you are a fresher . This is the best time to build your CGPA.
He is playing a post COVID-19 psychology game on you.....dont ask for details OK.
You don't need to bother yourself that much.....focus on your studies.

which one is POSt COVID-19 PSyChOlogy Game?

Filomena:
There's this guy I met in school and there has been this connection between us. We have gradually become friends. I find myself staring at him most of the time and when he tries to catch me, I hide my face. I have also observed that he stares at me a lot too and smiles and then says hey to me.

We had a small talk in school too. I didn't know he stayed in campus too so one night when I was going out to read, I saw him, like I couldn't believe it because I thought I was not going to see him again after they declared the two weeks strike, till it was called off. So I was really shocked and happy when I saw him. Then he hugged me and I hugged him too and held him tight.

So he then asked if this was my room and I told him yes. He told me he just escorted his friend that just finished cooking for him. I felt bad hearing that because I felt they had something more. So he then asked me which church I'd be attending the following day, I told him and he said okay and told me good night. He didnt even ask for my phone number. I wonder why he didnt.

The other day he just saw me and didn't talk to me and i felt bad for that. So after that day I saw him and he was just busy staring at me and smiling and I wasn't really in the mood for that but I still stared back. He then told me hey and passed. He was with his friend and I greeted him too and passed.

So the last day I saw him, I was coming back from church and was hoping I'd see him again one last time before I travelled. Lo and behold, I saw him coming towards me with some of his friends. He then hugged me and we had a small chat. I was still hoping that he'd collect my number, still he didnt..

I dont know if he wants to have something with me or not since he's yet to ask for my number..

Please guys I need your thought on this cuz I really want to go into a relationship with him..
I want to know if he likes me or bidding his time or just playing around.

Thanks.

ASK HIM FIR THE # AHGODD!! you too DeyDull

kizwid:
holy spirit in Lust.. may your lord forgive you

what are you talking about?