Why am I so unemotional? I mean, nothing hardly interests my fancy. Just this morning, I've received countless 'Yuletide's' greetings from acquaintances and close friends, but I haven't even deemed it fit to return the texts nor the calls. I intentionally rejected two calls from unknown persons who I know were calling to wish me a Merry Christmas. Nothing ever interests me.

I'm not even turned on/elated of the fact that today is Christmas. Seeing people passing by and chanting at the top of their voices 'Eku Odun' or 'Merry/Happy Christmas my sister' really irks me a lot. I wonder what the whole fuss is all about!

I mean, I've just been trying to force myself to reply people who've been disturbing my ears to the ongoing celebration, and in actuality, I don't even mean it.

I remember warning someone yesterday never to wish me anything else I block him. How sad!

Now, the whole summary of my post is, I'm not fun-seeking. I'm too rigid. I'm never elated at any celebration. I don't go to see movies. I hate eateries. The mall scares me. I tell off the few friends I have, but they understand my madness and they keep returning. I hardly get moved if someone is even dying. I always find faults in everything.

Am I mentally deranged or totally normal?
Am I a sadist? Why am I so unemotional? Right now, my mind is filled with strife. I truly agree now and think that I need mental help. I think I'm a psycho.

UyaiIncomparabl:
Why am I so unemotional? I mean, nothing hardly interests my fancy. Just this morning, I've received countless 'Yuletide's' greetings from acquaintances and close friends, but I haven't even deemed it fit to return the texts nor the calls. I intentionally rejected two calls from unknown persons who I know were calling to wish me a Merry Christmas. Nothing ever interests me.

I'm not even turned on/elated of the fact that today is Christmas. Seeing people passing by and chanting at the top of their voices 'Eku Odun' or 'Merry/Happy Christmas my sister' really irks me a lot. I wonder what the whole fuss is all about!

I mean, I've just been trying to force myself to reply people who've been disturbing my ears to the ongoing celebration, and in actuality, I don't even mean it.

I remember warning someone yesterday never to wish me anything else I block him. How sad!

Now, the whole summary of my post is, I'm not fun-seeking. I'm too rigid. I'm never elated at any celebration. I don't go to see movies. I hate eateries. The mall scares me. I tell off the few friends I have, but they understand my madness and they keep returning. I hardly get moved if someone is even dying. I always find faults in everything.

Am I mentally deranged or totally normal?
Am I a sadist? Why am I so unemotional? Right now, my mind is filled with strife. I truly agree now and think that I need mental help. I think I'm a psycho.

Lol, the last part got me laughing. You're completely normal ma. We have same personality, you capture how I feel too. Nothing interests me, presently, I far away from family and friends, in a secluded place enjoying the internet, books and my pot of soup. This is what I do almost on every Christmas and new year period. I'm freaking happy within me.

You need Jesus and he is willing to help you

You're not. I feel the exact same way except my own reason is cause I'm so broke and unkempt right now. I stood up people that invited me out yesterday and I probably will today too.

Awwwww... I've always perceived you as a sweet personality from afar. I've been in your shoes quite a number of times and I could link my unemotional/rigid state to happenings centered around my life. Sometimes when things isn't going exactly how you want it, you tend to want to lash out at everyone around you.

You're perfectly fine, it's only a phase, and it will pass.. Don't lash at anyone, ignore If you wanna but nothing too extra. Focus on whatever makes you happy.
Merry Christmas

Earthbound:
You're not. I felt the exact same way except my own reason is cause I'm so broke and unkempt right now. I stood up people that invited me out yesterday and I probably will today too.

She lacks empathy, such state of mind are consistent with psycho killers.

But I think she might have gone through some harsh experiences while growing up to be this way. Perhaps if she meditates and search within, you'll find the answers she seeks.

You are just too sad with your life and you have unfulfilled wishes...

It rubs off on you and the reason for being unemotional...

Search deep down and find your uttermost unmet need, then discuss with a therapist...

He/She can help.

You're not even turned on for Christmas are you Jesus girlfriend??

Who are you? Animal, place or things?

This Ur Own get as e be.. U need God joy and happiness., plus love

NwanyiAwkaetiti:
She lacks empathy, such state of mind are consistent with psycho killers.

But I think she might have gone through some harsh experiences while growing up to be this way. Perhaps if she meditates and search within, you'll find the answers she seeks.

You no need to dey yarn this kind of thing.

1. Your broke
2. Your a sadist
3. Your depressed
4. Suicide might help you recover.

I think I remember you stating something about your. unstable childhood. Your emotional dissociation is a coping mechanism against the pitfalls of unaffection you experienced while growing up.

It is not a phase in your case, it is how you raised yourself. Associating with people drains you. You will get easily irritated because you are wary of anything that implies companionship.

You have no idea what to do with the warmth shown to you by others. You do not understand why people even show you warmth. You have survived this far without much warmth and find it hard to understand why people show weakness, and term it "warmth".

You are ice cold as a motherfvcker.

UyaiIncomparabl:
Why am I so unemotional? I mean, nothing hardly interests my fancy. Just this morning, I've received countless 'Yuletide's' greetings from acquaintances and close friends, but I haven't even deemed it fit to return the texts nor the calls. I intentionally rejected two calls from unknown persons who I know were calling to wish me a Merry Christmas. Nothing ever interests me.

I'm not even turned on/elated of the fact that today is Christmas. Seeing people passing by and chanting at the top of their voices 'Eku Odun' or 'Merry/Happy Christmas my sister' really irks me a lot. I wonder what the whole fuss is all about!

I mean, I've just been trying to force myself to reply people who've been disturbing my ears to the ongoing celebration, and in actuality, I don't even mean it.

I remember warning someone yesterday never to wish me anything else I block him. How sad!

Now, the whole summary of my post is, I'm not fun-seeking. I'm too rigid. I'm never elated at any celebration. I don't go to see movies. I hate eateries. The mall scares me. I tell off the few friends I have, but they understand my madness and they keep returning. I hardly get moved if someone is even dying. I always find faults in everything.

Am I mentally deranged or totally normal?
Am I a sadist? Why am I so unemotional? Right now, my mind is filled with strife. I truly agree now and think that I need mental help. I think I'm a psycho.

Okay I think I greatly understand your debacle,and I think I can make you leave that shell...let's talk....I will PM you.

oh yeah
you are very normal
there are people like you everywhere

Earthbound:


You no need to dey yarn this kind of thing.

Compliments of the season. Don't worry you'll break even soon. Just look within and locate that thing that would bring riches to u.

NwanyiAwkaetiti:
Compliments of the season. Don't worry you'll break even soon. Just look within and locate that thing that would bring riches to u.

Same to you, sweetie. Thanks.

See this girl o, you're not happy that 100+ people wish u happy Christmas.

Okay what will you say about people like us when never receive even 1 message between yesterday and now.

I wish was u.

Hopez456:
Lol, the last part got me laughing. You're completely normal ma. We have same personality, you capture how I feel too. Nothing interests me, presently, I far away from family and friends, in a secluded place enjoying the internet, books and my pot of soup. This is what I do almost on every Christmas and new year period. I'm freaking happy within me.

I don't think you understand my plight. Well, it's good to know I'm not the only one acting this way. Friends say I need spiritual attention. I wish I could have that kinda your luxury.

VeeVeeMyLuv:
See this girl o, you're not happy that 100+ people wish u happy Christmas.

Okay what will you say about people like us when never receive even 1 message between yesterday and now.

I wish was u.

It's okay. You'll never just understand.

To make you happy, Merry Christmas. Hope you're satisfied?

Dyt:
oh yeah
you are very normal
there are people like you everywhere

I've been told many a times that I'm possessed.

HarunaWest:

Okay I think I greatly understand your debacle,and I think I can make you leave that shell...let's talk....I will PM you.

I appreciate your approach greatly, but I don't think you can succeed in helping me. It's innate. I've always been like this.

carzola:
1. Your broke
2. Your a sadist
3. Your depressed
4. Suicide might help you recover.

I'm mostly depressed. I think I'm a sadist. Broke? That's subjective. Suicide? Contemplating.

oluwatosink:
This Ur Own get as e be..
U need God joy and happiness., plus love

I have tonnes of it, but I'm very indifferent about it.

BiafraBushBoy:
You are just too sad with your life and you have unfulfilled wishes...

It rubs off on you and the reason for being unemotional...

Search deep down and find your uttermost unmet need, then discuss with a therapist...

He/She can help.

Thanks for your input. I appreciate greatly.

NwanyiAwkaetiti:
She lacks empathy, such state of mind are consistent with psycho killers.

But I think she might have gone through some harsh experiences while growing up to be this way. Perhaps if she meditates and search within, you'll find the answers she seeks.

I lack empathy, but that doesn't mean I can kill. I'm harmless as a dove. Meditation has nothing to do with my plight. Meditation is my hobby. There's nothing to search through. I've been doing that for years.

Makito015:
You need Jesus and he is willing to help you

I've had Jesus for years, and yet, I'm still same. It's high time you Christians had stopped being sentimental. I appreciate realistic approaches to life.

Earthbound:
You're not. I feel the exact same way except my own reason is cause I'm so broke and unkempt right now. I stood up people that invited me out yesterday and I probably will today too.

Hmmmm.

yettymuse:
Awwwww... I've always perceived you as a sweet personality from afar. I've been in your shoes quite a number of times and I could link my unemotional/rigid state to happenings centered around my life. Sometimes when things isn't going exactly how you want it, you tend to want to lash out at everyone around you.

You're perfectly fine, it's only a phase, and it will pass.. Don't lash at anyone, ignore If you wanna but nothing too extra. Focus on whatever makes you happy.
Merry Christmas

Thanks for your soothing words, Yettymuse. I appreciate greatly.

Look to your childhood experiences and the kind of loving, parenting and upbringing you got as a child for the answers you seek. Your early family life is the very foundation on which the present you is built.

If the foundation be destroyed, what can the righteous do? Train a child in the way he should go and when he is old he will not depart from it.

So you are set. Your yesterday moulded your today. Your past is the key to your present. To set the real you free and get to the authentic you, that child needs to be set free.

Targeted prayers, meditation, confessions/affirmations will help. Or get a good therapist. Pm me if that interests you.

UyaiIncomparabl:


I don't think you understand my plight. Well, it's good to know I'm not the only one acting this way. Friends say I need spiritual attention. I wish I could have that kinda your luxury.

Ma'am, you've got to accept yourself the way ure. Let nobody define you, be yourself, do whatever makes u happy so far it harms no man. Just be happy within, pray to God, make him your best friend and you will be good. Also go out to parks and meet with people if u get too bored.
We all live once.

UyaiIncomparabl:


I've been told many a times that I'm possessed.

possessed because you dont celebrate Christmas or parties?
maybe i am too

i dont even celebrate my own birthday