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| Re: Undecided by Ultimategeneral: 8:06pm On Apr 19, 2020 |
Going by the updates, it's kind of making me lose intrest. |
| Re: Undecided by Moura7(op): 3:00pm On Apr 20, 2020 |
Guys really sorry for the slow updates lately... my eye's still pretty bleeped up now, it's swollen now sef |
| Re: Undecided by Ultimategeneral: 5:08pm On Apr 20, 2020 |
Moura7:Sorry boss, get well soon. |
| Re: Undecided by AiteeAitee: 6:48pm On Apr 20, 2020 |
Moura7 This is nice and I understand you are trying but lack of consistency in updates is speedily killing the sweet vibe of the story. Please just put more efforts in updating, okay? The story is great though. |
| Re: Undecided by Faithfulmartins(m): 10:44pm On Apr 20, 2020 |
Moura7:Sorry bro |
| Re: Undecided by Moura7(op): 10:23am On Apr 21, 2020 |
Ultimategeneral:Thanks man |
| Re: Undecided by Moura7(op): 10:24am On Apr 21, 2020 |
Faithfulmartins:Thanks man |
| Re: Undecided by Moura7(op): 10:26am On Apr 21, 2020 |
AiteeAitee:Yh I get but this is a not a story I've written already....I post when a new idea comes up and now it's not been forthcoming plus there's the issue with my eye too |
| Re: Undecided by Dibixxx1(m): 9:36pm On Apr 21, 2020 |
We gat you man....we pray you get better and then flood us with mad updates and mind blowing ideas |
| Re: Undecided by Moura7(op): 1:31am On Apr 22, 2020 |
Dibz's POV It's been quite some time since the Henry incident, like four days since Fola and Liv have been staying with me since. So far it's been nice or honestly more like tolerable. There hasn't been any fights contrary to what I assumed would be a daily feature and everyone seems cool with everybody. Debbie has been usual self, loving and cheerful while Liv has been well, Liv. Fola on other part, has still been sticking to this her new quiet and polite character which is very unusual. Maybe she's for real and she's no longer holding on to the past, maybe she's not it's her business. Now that I think about it, I don't really like this new Fola, the old Fola had this fiery and confident personality that she never failed to exhibit wherever she was, she always said her mind without being sorry, atleast you'd know exactly what she was thinking but this new Fola?...very quiet, gentle, polite , shy even and it just makes it hard to read her now. That moment at her apartment keeps on replaying itself in my head eery freaking time, the moment we almost kissed. Lord know it took every shred of will in me to back off and do the right thing. I don't freaking know what's wrong with me, I've got a loving girlfriend with me for God's sake. I mean I want to hate her, I really do, I don't want to feel anything for her and I make that resolve every time but I just can't keep it. When I barged in on Henry trying to have his way with her, I f***king lost it, I never knew I had that much rage in me. I just wanted to kill the damn bastard, like how dare he lay a finger on her? If not for her intervention I swear I would have been sent back to jail again for murder, atleast it would be the truth this time. It's a little last three in the morning and I can't seem to get myself to sleep. There's a lot going on in my life right now and I just don't know how to go about it. I had dealt with this whole living with Fola thing in the best way I could , which is stuffing myself with lots of work, school and actual work. Immediately after school, I drive from there to work and stay there till like 11pm before returning home. So far it's been serving it's purpose but it's taking a huge toll on me rest wise. I get up from bed and walk downstairs, careful with my steps so as not to wake anyone. I grab a bottle of beer as I stroll outside to the pool area. "Can't sleep too?", She says interrupting the free surge of thoughts running through my mind. I stiffen a little but relax immediately as I take another go at the beer. "Yeah, you?", I reply, still not turning to look at her. Fola sighs a little as she makes her way to my side and she stares at the water for abit before answering me. "No, just woke up a while ago to get some yoghurt before I spotted you here", she replies. I turn to her and immediately i wish I hadn't. She's in her nightie of loose singlet which has one of the shoulder straps hanging low and her shorts exposing her fresh laps and long legs. She's a beauty alright. "So....didn't take you for a beer guy, you always rejected beers whenever we were in a gathering then", she said turning to face me now. I scoffed as I took another swig at the beer and faced the water. "Well, people change with time", was all I could say to her now. She nodded and faced the pool again. "Right", she said. We stayed like that for sometime before she spoke out again. "Nice hair. I know I should have complimented it since but the circumstances weren't right then, so I'm saying it now. It really suits you", she said, obviously trying to make small talk that I wasn't interested in having at the moment. I rolled my eyes as I went for yet another go of my drink, thank God I brought it with me, it helped to ease the ruckus that I was feeling just by being close to her. . "And what makes you think the circumstances have changed?..look don't confuse yourself, that I said we are good now doesn't mean we get to talk like we are old pals or something that get to compliment each other's hairdo ,far from it chief, really far from it", I replied abit hotly. She looked taken aback for a moment before she smiled and looked away. "I'm sorry", she said. "It's just that I really admire the hair and I thought I should let you know. May bad, won't happen again, I promise", she continued but you'd see she was trying really hard not to smile and that just got me extra pissed at her, like what the heck is she laughing at, my hair?.... "Yeah, f**k your pathetic apologies, don't need them", I said harshly. Now I was way out of line with that reply but im just so pissed at her smile which is pretty adorable by the way and the fact that I just thought her smile was adorable is the reason why I'm so pissed at her and that reply was a ploy to hurt her no matter how wrong it is. "And cut the bullshit, you're not sorry at all cus the Fola I know would have sued Henry's ass for that act of disrespect, hell you wouldn't have even let him leave your apartment at all but guess what? You just let him go , no charges , nothing at all against him and yet he actually tried to take advantage of you forcefully. He did this to you, as in you were conscious while it was happening and you let him go Scot free like that but yet you jump at the word of another person and scream for my arrest on another person just based on hearsay", I say slowly to her so she gets every word I'm saying and she feels the brutal force of guilt that would wipe off the adorable..sorry stupid smile off her face. "And yet, you expect me to believe you're sorry...that you're not in plan with that idiot? Yh right ,Tru again", I finish as I throw the bottle on the ground. She yells slightly as the bottle makes contact with the ground and shatters. "Dibz...I..I'm sorry..it's ..it's not...", She tries to say with tears in her eyes but I put out my head stopping her from saying whatever lie she wants to spit out and walk away. As I make my way back into the house, I can't help but feel angry at myself with the way I handled things. It's was all uncalled for and I realized it too late. I had just acted the same way she did then, accusing her and not even listening to what she wanted to say, I know I'm quite the hypocrite......TBC |
| Re: Undecided by Moura7(op): 1:34am On Apr 22, 2020 |
Hey guys, sorry for the delay. Still trying to come up with something nice but it was taking too long so I decided to drop this one just to reduce the tension while I try to come up with something worthwhile.... pls bear with me |
| Re: Undecided by Ven97: 7:02am On Apr 22, 2020 |
Thanks bro! |
| Re: Undecided by temitope23(m): 9:19am On Apr 22, 2020 |
Moura7:Another one from Moura7 |
| Re: Undecided by Moura7(op): 11:51am On Apr 22, 2020 |
Contd Due to the fact that I went to bed pretty late, I woke up around some minutes past noon, a good thing this is a Saturday. I had woken up but didn't just have the energy to get up from the bed, my mind went back to early this morning and I felt bad again about how I treated the issue with Fola. Finally getting up, I made up my mind to apologize later today when the chance represents itself. Washed my mouth and face and went to get some to eat. As I descended the stairs, I heard voices arguing, seems like Josh came visiting cus he's always arguing about one thing or the other. "Oh great, sleeping beauty decided to grace us with his presence", Josh joked as I got down. I rolled my eyes at his predictable trait of always being the first to talk. "Shut up", I muttered as I opened the fridge to get myself a glass of water. After which I grabbed a bowl and began pouring some cereals in it. I was so hungry that I just couldn't wait for my food to be dished so I opted for the cereals to hold my side first. Just then Liv walked in with Fola and Debbie, they were carrying grocery bags and some takeaway bags too. T followed just a while later and it all made sense on why Josh was here. Liv frowned at my bowl of cereals as she approached me, with one of the takeaway bags. "No, no, put that away. I knew you'd be hungry when you finally woke up that's why we branched at Genesis to get some snacks after getting the grocery", she said pouting. I smiled at the cute expression on her face, you'd think she was my elder sister or mom even with the way she cared. Pretty extreme. "Oh, but I've already made the cereal already, wouldn't want it to go to waste now, ba?", I asked smiling. "Don't worry, I'd still eat the snacks cus this thing won't go anywhere", I continued as I placed a peck on her pouted lips. I just couldn't resist doing it, not even minding the fact that Fola was just a few feet away. Liv smiled as she tippy toes to give me another kiss on my lips. I took a glance at Fola and it seemed like she was too engrossed in laying out all the ingredients for the food. "Hey T, when did you get back?", I asked as I remembered she was here too. She just rolled her eyes at me and continued tapping away on her phone. "Yh, it's now you're seeing me ba? Because your girlfriend is no more kissing you shey?", She said. I smiled as i got to where she was and pulled her into a hug. "Oya sorry, i was just clouded with hunger that I didn't even notice anybody. Sorry yh?", I begged playfully. "Clouded with kisses too", she said hugging me back. Josh cleared his throat, causing us to turn to his direction. "Hi T", he said, waving a little. "Hi", she replied. Now thats weird, but that's not my concern for now. I left them to talk as I went upstairs to get my phone. I got it and as I was making my way back to the kitchen, I saw Fola leaving her room . She had changed into something casual. A nice green camisole and bum shorts, she had her hair in a high bun with a head bans keeping them in place. She just looked breathtaking. 'Stop it dude, you're in a relationship now so stop checking another girl out', my inner self scolded. "Hey", I said approaching her. "Hey", she greeted back avoiding my eyes. "Look, about earlier this morning, I was out of line and shouldn't have reacted like that towards you", I apologized. She nodded her head slowly and flashed me a bright fake smile. "It's all forgotten", she said as she began walking away but after walking some steps, she turned back and made her way towards me, this time that familiar fiery look was in her eyes. She got to me and poked me hard in the chest. "You know what? It's not all forgotten. You were a jerk last night. Yes , I did you wrong and I've been apologizing ever since, even though I don't know the full story, i decided just let everything go and start over which included asking you for forgiveness for abandoning you then", she said hotly. "But..",she began again, poking my chest again, this time forcing me to take a step back as she advanced further. "All I did this morning was try to make small talk with you but you just decided to be be a dick about the whole thing. Look I know you're still hurting over my wrongs towards you but I've already said I'm sorry and honestly, that's the only thing i can do. I can't go back in time, I can't kill myself to right anything, I can just be sorry", she said walking away again. But she came back again and poked me yet again. "And I've not pressed charges against Henry because you might get into trouble too. You beat him up really bad and if I press charges and he denied it and tells the police that you bloodied him up ,you might get back to jail, you're on a probation remember? And the slightest provocation can make your file to be opened again. So now you know why, you prick", she said and stormed off foe good this time. I stood rooted to the spot with my mouth slightly open. That was the fiery , beautiful and sassy Fola I know and I know how weird this might sound but this hot and angry display of hers just now turned me the hell on. I know I'm a psycho lol......TBC |
| Re: Undecided by Ultimategeneral: 12:40pm On Apr 22, 2020 |
yea! He is really a psycho ![]() |
| Re: Undecided by Emex100(m): 3:18pm On Apr 22, 2020 |
i can't seem to get enough of this piece. Good work OP |
| Re: Undecided by BigDebbie: 4:34pm On Apr 22, 2020 |
Feed me more!Nice work OP |
| Re: Undecided by Faithfulmartins(m): 7:32pm On Apr 22, 2020 |
I miss this piece so much, thanks for the update |
| Re: Undecided by temiedey(f): 1:49pm On Apr 23, 2020 |
[color=#000099][/color]pls update us nah � |
| Re: Undecided by Dibixxx1(m): 7:34pm On Apr 23, 2020 |
Lol..really psycho. Good one OP |
| Re: Undecided by Moura7(op): 12:25pm On Apr 24, 2020 |
Josh's POV Sitting at my strategic point in the makeshift dinning room in Dibz's kitchen with a book in my hand as a decoy, I watched T as she worked her magic on the dough. Never knew aprons could ever look sexy till now, and her sweaty body that made her look just hotter. I knew she was back in the country cus I had created a secret IG account which I use to stalk her. That's also how I got to know that her photoshoot ad was with one some dude for one perfume company, and you know how these fragrance ads usually are, boy and girl seemingly intoxicated by the supposed seductive appeal of the product. I had smashed my phone after I saw the useless Ad, they were too close to each other. "Since did you ever read?", Dibz asked sitting next to me. I flushed a little that I had been caught. This boy just knows how to ruin things for me. "Since never, this is boring", I said, dropping the book down. Dibz raised his eyebrows as he looked at me in his weird analyzing gaze. He looked at me then to the book and then towards where I was facing which was where T was and then he gave me a knowing smile. The bastard just has this special power of figuring me out...just me. "Not a word", I muttered as I focused on my phone. He laughed out and then made a zipper gesture on his lips as if obliging me but you could still see the laughter in his eyes. "I didn't say anything", he said smiling. "Yh, but you wanted to, even now you still want say something", I shot back. "Uhmm..maybe", he said, chuckling now. He's really enjoying this. "You got a new phone?", He asked noticing my new phone. "Yh, fell down and the screen of the other one got damaged", I lied, happy that the topic had changed. "So, T is back and she looks pretty good. Did you see her hair? Really fire.", He said. I cursed slightly, so much for thinking he'd change the subject. "Yeah, she looks nice", I replied dryly. "Mhmm...", He mocked, sipping from whatever drink he was having. "You should talk to her you know", he said again. "It might help with whatever you guys have going on". I laughed at his statement. He obviously doesn't know how much I've tried doing that but T, she doesn't just want to hear of my existence not to talk of hearing me speak. What did I ever do to her, besides being crazy about her? "Dude, there's no talking with T, she talks and you listen that's how it works with her", I said dismissively. "Well", he shrugged. "You never can tell, she might just be open to hearing you out now". "Oh dreams", I scoffed. "Okay, just sit back here and continue spying from afar without doing anything about it. Since I've been sitting here shes glanced over here like 3 times per minute", he said getting up. "Wow, Dr Phil nice one. If only you took your own advice", I mocked clapping my hands. He blinked which he does whenever he want to feign ignorance on any matter. "Mmhm....you dating Liv and then offering her cousin who is your ex by the way your place to stay", I pointed out. "Oh cmon, I told you what happened at her apartment man, it wasn't safe there again", he defended. "Ofcourse, but you know there are places called hotels? What am I saying sef, her father's a business mogul and an ex governor. You know what that means, it means he are so rich that he can get her two more houses at once and so you didn't have to bring her to your house, you chooses to do that on your own", I countered almost loudly but checked myself so as not to anyone else hear. He sat down again, sighing heavily. I know he saw the sense in what i said and I suspect he already knew even before I pointed it out. "You're right man", he said quietly drumming his fingers on the table slowly. I nodded and waited for him to continue. "Look man, I know she had alot of options on where to stay but I just didn't want to let her out of my sight, I wanted to protect her, I still do. That's not bad, is it?", He asked. "Ofcourse, that's not bad but in this context, it might backfire as a bad deed, selfish even. If you're still feeling this way about your ex when you're now dating her cousin, then the two of you being close to each other might not be the best option", I said, explaining in the best way I could. He sighed and rubbed his eyes as I finished speaking. "I can't just ask her to leave now bro. Early this morning I reacted harshly towards her and sending her out now would look like it's because of that. I'm f**ked man", he said relaxing back into the chair. "Yh you really are", I said which earned me an eye roll from him. "But you can try the other option", I continued which got him sitting up again looking at me curiously. "What other option?", He asked. I rubbed my palms together trying to decide how to present this to me. "Okay man, look I think it's high time we stop pretending like we don't know what's happening here". He looked lost as he stared at me. "Which is?", He asked. "That you're still in love with Fola", I said. He wanted to oppose but I held up a hand cutting him short. "Don't try to deny it, I know you. Don't know how you still love her even after everything but then that's you, you're just weird. Well that being said, I think you should forgive and move on with her because as much it pains me to say this, she still loves you too. You should've have seen how messed up she was when we all thought you died in that plane crash and I know you're thinking about how Liv would feel but don't you think that still being with her and leading her on is more selfish?", I finished. "I don't know man, I don't know", he said covering his face with his hands. "It's all good man, just give it time. You'll figure it out soon", I said patting his back. "Never knew I was this good, I'm so changing my major to psychology", I said beaming with smiles. Dibz scoffed at my statement, getting up. "I know right, who would have know you had sense in that container on your neck but then it concerns a woman so I'm not surprised, you've always been a genius in women affairs but then you're an idiot concerning the one woman that matters the most , how ironic", he said. "Fool", I muttered as he wrapped his arms round my neck laughing. "Seriously man, talk to her okay?...and thanks for the talk. I'm lucky to have you as a friend", he said patting my back and walking away. Just then I looked towards It's direction and she was looking at me too. "Well, fuvk it", I cursed as I got up and walked towards her. "Hey Tiara",..... TBC |
| Re: Undecided by BigDebbie: 4:06pm On Apr 24, 2020 |
Thanks bro.Nice one |
| Re: Undecided by doctorexcel: 7:09pm On Apr 24, 2020 |
Thanks for the update. I cant wait for the showdown when dibz eventually sort out oliver. I think its high time the grandma ghost visit oliver to inform she doesn't have a future with their family. Feeling sorry for oliver but i have a shoulder she can cry on |
| Re: Undecided by Moura7(op): 7:29pm On Apr 24, 2020 |
Tiara's POV I glanced at him for the umpteenth time as I worked on the dough mixture. He looked abit distant, like he was troubled by something. He was unusually quiet and to top it all he had a book in his hand, a freaking book. Josh couldn't read a book to save his life so for him to be with a book means that whatever's troubling him is huge. My heart ached for him, the the sight of him this down wasn't as pleasing as I thought it would be. Yes, I hate his guts and philandering ways but that doesn't mean I want him to be miserabl ( not this miserable). The kind i misery I had wanted for him was something like being chased in public by a dog or maybe one of his flings downing her food or drink on him in some fancy restaurant after she's learnt what a jerk he is, that kinda misery. I tried everything to erase memories of him from my mind and for sometime it worked, till Dibz got admitted into our highschool then and then they became best friends and Dibz started dating Fola my best friend so we just had tolerate each other for the sake of our best friends. Sometimes this situation allowed us to be victims of our pent up desires and we'd end up making out but nothing further than that. I always made sure to remind him that it was all nothing and he should forget it happened. I thought I always saw a flash of pain on his face anytime I said that to him but he'd just laugh it off the next second and no matter how selfish it'd seem, I had hoped that he'd say it was real to him even if it was just once. It's true we were together for a brief period before Dibz came around, but that night happened and I had to shut him off for good. Sometimes I wish I could just damn everything and give us a chance but then memories from that night flash in my mind and I get scared again. I might seem like a coward but I don't wanna be like my mom, heartbroken over a guy. This is a pain that has refused to heal completely in her life. It took me lots of therapy sessions to get over what happened that night and I wasn't about to go through it again....but how about now?. Still seeing him not being his usual cheerful and carefree self just bothers me more than I should let it. I look up for a another glance at his beautiful self(okay what's wrong with me today) and see that he's looking my way too. I want to look away but I can't seem to shift my gaze away from him. He mutters something under his breath and begins to walk towards me in the best way a man could ever ever walk(it's official, I'm high on some emotional weed right now). "Hey Tiara", he says now standing in front of me. "Hi", I respond , pretending to be totally engrossed in what i was doing. "Welcome back, you look good by the way", he says again, scratching the back of his neck. Why's he acting weird, like he's....OMG Josh is shy. That's a new one. "Yh, thanks", I respond and go back to what I was doing. I bite back a smile as I watch him peripherally, standing there being all nervous . "Wanna help me?", I offer without thinking. His eyes lit up as he readily accepts. He peels his shirt off his body and goes to get an apron. Yeah, I watched him shamelessly as he did all that. I was glad that he finally smiled for the first time today. He nodded as I struggled to walk through all I needed him to do( struggled because his closeness to me as I taught him was pleasantly unsettling). The day went pretty nice, much more than I'd anticipated it would have been. Josh and I had a good time too, he made me, well everyone laugh almost anytime he spoke. The downside was that Fola didn't join us, she stayed locked in her room all through. As I prepared to leave, Josh came up to me. "Hey thanks alot for today, you don't know what you did for me", he said. I smiled at his words. "Me too Josh, I had a nice time today. Do take care of yourself, and I hope whatever had you so sad earlier gets resolved soon", I say while waiting for my Uber. He just smiles and nods as he walks off to his car but he turns and comes back. "Uhmm.... Tiara? Do you mind...I mean...can I drop you off?", He asks shyly. I like this shy and timid Josh. Even though all the warning bells I had mentally installed in my mind about dangers, dangers such as this where blasting at full volume, somehow I ignored their wails and instead smiled in the face of this danger. "Yes, Josh. I'd really love that".........TBC |
| Re: Undecided by Moura7(op): 7:30pm On Apr 24, 2020 |
doctorexcel:Lol yeye....me that my shoulder aff been here nko |
| Re: Undecided by Lakesc: 9:02am On Apr 25, 2020 |
This my first time writting a comment on NL.. I love the way u write the story, it's beautiful. This story is among the best i have read here in the literature section.. |
| Re: Undecided by Moura7(op): 9:18am On Apr 25, 2020 |
Lakesc:Thanks man.... really appreciate |
| Re: Undecided by BigDebbie: 10:18pm On Apr 25, 2020 |
Thanks for the update |
| Re: Undecided by Moura7(op): 1:21am On Apr 27, 2020 |
Cmon peeps your comments encourage me to go on...I need constructive comments |
| Re: Undecided by Moura7(op): 10:42am On Apr 27, 2020 |
@SheWrites @kunki90 @kayo80 @Saturn101 @Awesome05 @kweensheba @FairCritic @Oyinprince, cassidypat and other Literature Nairalanders, I'm inviting you all to read my stories. |
| Re: Undecided by Moura7(op): 11:53am On Apr 27, 2020 |
Tiara's POV We drove silence as a pleasant calmness filled the atmosphere in Josh's car. We occasionally stile glances at each other, sometimes even catching ourselves in the act. I got tired of the silence and decided to turn on the mp3 player and just immediately the voice of Miley Cyrus blasted through the speakers. Josh clearly embarrassed rushed and put it off. His face flushed as he tightened his grip on the steering and looked away. I looked ahead, clamping my lips together in a bid not to burst into laughter but as I took another glance at him and saw how his face was I couldn't hold it in any longer. I laughed long and hard till tears left my eyes. He joined me too and boy it was pleasant to hear him laugh, I could just listen to it all day. "So..you..you listen to Miley Cyrus?", I asked still not over the whole thing. He shifted uneasily and then shrugged before answering. "She's a good musician, so yeah I pretty much listen to her", he defended. "Yeah, she is", I replied nodding my head but the next second I was holding my belly in laughter again. He scoffed as he took a turn not familiar to my place. "Yeah, laugh all you want I bet she's still better than your fave artiste", he said, finally killing off the engine. I looked around at the place this boy had brought, confused at why he didn't take me home instead. "Uhm..why are we here?", I asked as he came around to get my door. "I want to show you something, you're gonna eat the best pizza you've ever had in your life", he said smirking. See this one, who told him I was hungry? "But I'm full already, pls let's just go home", I pleaded. "Oh please T, it's still past 9, ok I promise this won't take time", he begged and even pouted. I smiled at how silly his face looked, childish but cute anyways and so I obliged him. We got into the down floor of the building in front of us. It was a cozy diner, nicely furnished but in a simple way. It wasn't like the normal grandiose restaurants we are used too. We stopped at a table where an old man came to greet us. "Joshua my boy, been a while", the old man greeted Josh, then he turned to me and then smiled . "And who is this beauty here?", he said giving me a handshake with a smile on his face. Josh smiled as he introduced us, the old man was Bruno the owner of the place. "So T was making some pancakes today, the best I ever had by the way and I thought why don't I bring her here to have the best pizza in the world", Josh boasted. Bruno smiled again as he spoke, "As much as I'd love to do that son I can't at the moment, we are almost closed and most of the staff are all drained at the moment, well except you do it yourself", he replied. Although, I was quite full I couldn't help but feel a tweeny bit disappointed that I wasn't going to have the hyped pizza afterall. "Sure I'd do it then", Josh agreed. My eyes popped out immediately as he said that, yes he did tried well with the pancakes but that doesn't mean he should start entertaining thoughts of being a world class chef but he shouldn't use me as the lab rat or test run object. "Oh thanks Bruno but I think we'd be going now, I'm full anyways besides I don't plan on having tummy issues at all", I said to Bruno. The last part I had said eyeing Josh. Bruno laughed at my statement, shaking his head he looked to Josh and laughed again. "Damn girl, you're evil and i like that but why don't you just give him a chance, who knows, you might just be surprised", he said convincingly. I frowned as I folded my arms considering the whole thing, I might as well just give it a try besides it will another opportunity to mock him if he flops which he will eventually. Josh gave Bruno a high five as i agreed and walked off to where I assume is the kitchen to get started his poison. "So how do you know Josh? sorry I don't mean to be this forward it's just that Josh as never break brought anyone here before", Bruno said taking a seat in front of me. I explained how Josh and I met and everything. "Wow , you guys have really come and long way then", he said . "And for him to bring you here you must be special". I laughed at his comments, he obviously didn't know Josh well enough then, no one was special to him, well maybe Dibz. "Oh I'm not special to him, we are just friends that's all", I replied him. "Sure? I see the way he looks at you and even the way you do look at him too. You might say I'm just talking rubbish but when you've lived as long as Ive done, you'd be able to ascertain stuff just by a look, a speech and all that, trust me he does feel something for you. I've known Joshua since he was a kid, he used to come here all the time then, always skipping school then to eat my pizza, sometimes he'd come crying asking why his dad hated him, why he doesn't want to see him and acknowledge him as his son all because of some stupid reputation. The kid grew up with the love of his dad and no mother figure, just his nanny then who' died eight years ago. Since then he's been like a son to me and I a father to him. I know about his philandering ways with girls but that's not him at all, he does that just to get the attention of his dad even if it's bad but that glow in his eyes this night? it's been long I saw that, pretty long.", Bruno said. He was about to continue but then Josh entered carrying a tray containing the pizza. Bruno's story had teared me up and I had to turn away to wipe the stray tear falling down my cheek so Josh wouldn't notice. He fed a slice of the pizza and I swear I didn't know when I moaned out loud. It was just too sweet for me to even feign any form of distaste or dislike. After the meal, we bade Bruno goodbye and left. During the drive, he looked my way lots of times as if he wanted to say something but he couldn't. When we reached my house, we just stayed in the car, no one speaking or making any attempts to leave. "Uhmm..... you've been awfully quiet since, anything wrong?", he asked. "Why?",she whispered. "Why did you decide to cheat on me that night. I saw you know, back in junior high, we had just started dating then. I had just finished cheer practice and was on my way to my car when I remembered I left my bag at girls the locker room. I got here and was hearing some sounds, moans actually, being a busybody then I decided to see who the lesbians were but imagine my surprise when I saw it was you and some senior making out vigorously", I poured out quietly. Fresh tears cascaded down my cheeks as I poured out everything. I felt better contrarily to the pain I thought I would feel. All these years of keeping it all bottled up had been really stressful. Josh looked at me tongue tied and ashamed. He tried to speak but I put a hand up signalling him to shut up and then....and then I kisses him. A really good kiss it was after which I slapped him, really hard and got off smiling to myself.....I know, I'm just a mad person lol.....TBC |
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