JOACHINpedro:
Madam, that boy never reach 18 o.

angelEmade:

i know right

angelEmade:

i know right

Makavelli25:
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angelEmade:
Actually I am a sex expert myself and i have given a lot of great advises to my friends in the past.I am also a student in the medical field and I am quiet good at what I do. I am not a typical 'holy' or 'deeper life' girl but I am not wayward at all...I only do two things, business and facing my studies.
So I am just saying I don't do celibacy but i don't go around for sex either. In fact if virginity mean you have not been penetrated, then I am a complete virgin. Back in high school days the guys in my class - I stroked their ding dong though...but i have rules...no matter how moved you are, there must be no touching. The thing is while I did it for fun, I was never moved in anyway. I never, even for once thought a guy's antics could move me. It happened maybe once or twice though but the few instances when my hormones were making me super sexy were those times when i was with fellow female classmates. I am not a lesbian seriously but I doubt if i can resist the touch of a girl. Okay, it is what it is...but really I don't see myself that way.
So that was me while growing up. Being an endowed lady (backside) with a moderately firm standing b*** got a lot of 'sex-her' looks...like every guy in the street keeps making you out to be a sex tool or something with their probing eyes...twas so annoying then later funny...then later...i felt proud of it cux every I go, it's like some sort of attention or something. Well it also means why freedom was restricted.

So recently, i started noticing big changes in me...not physically but mentally. The feelings for guys seem to be overwhelming me now. I still fancy my girlfriends though even in a much romantic way but this man feelings...it's stronger now. It all started two weeks ago during these lockdown orders. I was on my bed with a bum-short and maybe a very transparent top when my cousin just walked in...He wanted to make his friend say hi
I quickly wrapped myself with a towel. Just as soon as my cousin was going to introduce him, dad called out to him from downstairs and he ran all along to answer the call. I beckoned on this new guy to have his seat by the side of my bed. It's only a nice thing to do right? And he looks young and innocent my cousin told me later on that he is only seventeen. A year younger to my cousin and three years younger compared to me.

So while my cousin was in the first guest receiving room downstairs, his friend and I had a long chat. Mostly about his studies and how my naughty cousin is doing in school. Somewhere into the chat, he passed a comment and said I have fresh laps and a cute face. I blushed and even hugged him...like really, i did all that feeling like oh my gosh! what a young innocent cute boy...bla bla bla.
But the real problem started when during the hug, this young guy actually pressed my boobs. Honestly I was dumbfounded. I had no idea what to do...and i felt some sort of electricity down my spine. Like i quivered and shivered
I started looking at him in a somewhat shy way. He quickly apologized...to which i told him calmly that he doesnt have to. Like I didn't even know why i told him that. Then he went on to ask if I have a boyfriend...I quickly explained to him that i don't do guys. He seemed to understand. He moved closer on the bed...rubbing my legs towards the zip of my bum! I had to gently remove his hand an stood up to start escorting him downstairs.
As i stood..he gently hugged me against the wall and actually tried doing a kiss...I tried avoiding it but later on gave in. Then i started wondering what was happening, I never believed i could do all of that with a guy...or was it because he is a young lad? senses came back into me...like...my cousin could actually run back inside anytime (that crazy boy always do that) So i pushed him back and was like stop this! But honestly by this time his hand was practically on my n*** one thing though I do not feel violated at all. In fact, I think I violated him.

We did went downstairs, had a long long chat with the family including all my cousins and he was very friendly. He did many amazing things and in all debate and argument we had, he was always taking my sides. In fact when my cousin and I were on the piano, he was humming to my own play and rested his arm on my shoulder all along. There was even a family fight we had and aiiish..there was a little rough play lol. He was just all over me.

Now thinking about all this...i get wet! last night i was twisting my legs even while at the dinning with the family just because i remembered him. Even my cousin is beginning to suspect cux I keep asking him when m going to see his friend again. I got his whatsapp contact but the dude has not been online for a week. Somehow this is not right is it? Give me an advice on how to get over this feeling....

angelEmade:
uhmmm sex scares the daylight out of me

angelEmade:

hi...i will look at your link okay? but i am in a dilemma here

zexy2030:

I have been crushing on you, since I knew on this platform that u r sapiosexual. Can I show up now?

angelEmade:

uhmmm but why will you crush on someone like me....