azeerellaz:

Dont mind my write-up just try and get the message i wrote it in a confused state of mind and am using my mobile phone if not i would have go through over and over again.

ok then. From my analysis, you not really confused. You are mixed up in a slighly confused way 

I am doing a vocational study in the same town her polytechnic is when we met, am working in a town 50mins drive from her school. Things started so well between us that i would come to her place after closing at work around 7pm. I later found out there is this guy she is dating back home before she me although she told me and claims she dont love the guy again. The problem started when school is about to go on holidays, she promised to be loyal and faithful to me although am bouyant yet just my presence,care and little token i spent on her cos i am only an office assisstant at a firm and combining studies with work have not been easy when i had to sponsor myself. She has sacrificed a lot which i appreciate a lot but she still sees this during her 4 month stay at home, have not been far away from her cos i pay visit during weekends and she comes over too. When i questioned her about seeing the guy she said nothing intimate and serious that she just want to get some money from him. What can i do when now that am jobless and i dont really trust her again but the thoughts of loosing her drive me nuts. School is about to resume and she would be with me almost everyday but i am planning to travel and she is part of my plans after this new work i got and she is aware of my travel plans. I dont know if to be serious with her or not cos am confused. WHAT SHOULD I DO ?

Dissappointed