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JoanHicks:
So sorry.

Was he going to escape death if she had answered his calls.
No he may not escape death but may have some soothing and loving words to aid his journey.







For those asking me, yes I'm originally from Virginia live here in Dallas in TX with my fiancee Danny he is a Nigerian, he is an active member of this forum. He always LOL anytime he visit this forum, I joined yesterday afternoon and I made my first comment too, this morning I've done same again, and I'm first to comment.

Aniwhyte:
This Bobrisky is damn ugly and so irritating, ugly thing

urbanemind:
Am I the only one thinking those Pictures don't correlate
am seeing a Pepsi trailer, two bikes and a company Truck, all on different locations..
Fake as$ news...

SamuelAnyawu:
I Can't stop Crying. I never believed I'll loose you same day we were both in Rann discussing how we are going to meet again a during our annual break in Makurdi... Never believed it was the same day you going to leave earth Yawe my Friend.

Yea everyone is saying I should give a testimony and thanksgiving that I left Rann on Heli an hour before the attack. But I don't give a Bleep. I lost loved ones who sacrificed in our Humanitarian Response in Rann. it's really painful bro.

I really miss you Yawe Son... from the streets of Makurdi we grew up down to Our hussle in the Northeast. The Rann Team will surely Miss you.

RIP Yawe Son

RIP Doctor Kachi

RIP To all Gallant Mobile Force personnel.


RIP to all Gallant Soldiers.



I'm Speechless

charijee:
[color=deeppink]Let her continue eating her preferred meals while I continue eating my eba with egusi soup

Paddy Royal, I see you [/color]

Proudlyngwa:
Good for you , did you loose up to 100 pounds as claimed by the picture.

Proudlyngwa:
How much did she pay for the surgery

kaybams1:
I guess you're a left winger. Good right wingers are now scarce in the transfer market. Even the good ones aren't very lucky to get a good club. For example Sanchez.

femi4:
abi o, I was surprise too

Memories12411:
No husband with little or average income is happy around a woman who has no means of income. If your mother is not up and doing, I can assure you it is one of the reasons. Your mum should try and meet the standard that your father needs in a woman.You should as well do good by talking to your father to know the exact problem. I pray for God's peace in your home.

LancelLogan:
I have chronic OCD coupled with other mental issues like ADHD, chronic depression, extreme anxiety, bipolar, Low self-esteem, Perfectionism(OCPD similar to OCD) and the Fantasy Disorder (i waste hours fantasizing about a character rich fantasy world i have created in my head for almost a decade now) and (i don't know) i think i'm autistic... It kills me inside... I have contemplated suicide but i'm afraid it will be too painful or unsuccessful (since firearms are not sold in this country)...

My mental issues started when i was around 5 years (or maybe since child birth)... My depression heightened during my secondary education at a military secondary school (Nigerian Navy Port Harcourt).

I stay in Port Harcourt and school in the University of Port Harcourt (Uniport)... I'm repeating my final year because my mental issues did not allow me focus on my project and two difficult Maths courses.. i find it hard to focus (ADHD) and study... If i am not battling with that ever present inner OCD voice, I'm fantasizing about another world inside my head...

Everybody thinks i'm rude because i am never smiling and i don't know how to talk to or reply people (I'm always anxious even when i'm familiar with the person trying to talk to me)... no matter how i try i will always say something awkward or I wouldn't be able to say anything at all (my heart will always seem to be racing and my speech stuttering)... So i just detach myself from people generally to save myself from embarrassment...

What my OCD and OCPD has obsessed and compelled me to do over the years is just so much i can't write all about it here... It's more than the regular "wash your hand before and after you touch anything if not you will be infected or fall sick" or "if you press the wrong letter while typing a document, you must clear the whole page and start again if not the document file will be corrupted"]... If ever i try to resist the OCD voice, I'll feel so uncomfortable, anxious, disturbed and drowsy... i won't be able to concentrate on anything at all...

Also, it has made me abusive to my younger brother... If he does something I(or the OCD rather) don't(doesn't) like ... Example, if he doesn't wash his hand before touching things in our room or doesn't follow a couple of sequence i normally carry out while cleaning our room... i get so angry, i yell or sometimes(rarely though) physically abuse him... Any little thing he does irritates me even if he is just playing music, making a call or even laughing at a joke he read on his phone... This makes me hate myself but i can't stop this behavior...

Side note:[I have nothing against Christians or religious people... Please, don't be offended] I recently stop believing in religion (Christianity in my case)... I see it as a mechanism implemented to make people behave and make people be motivated to live and enjoy life... I also don't identify as an atheist because most atheist these days are just religious about their non-believe... They will undoubtedly support theories like The Big Bang Theory and yet criticizes Christians for believing in the Creation Story... I don't believe both of the aforementioned theories(stories)... I can say I'm agnostic because i do not know about the origin of existence.. Although, when i was still an ardent Christian, my OCD voice will compel me to give large portions of my personal savings to "God" so that i'll receive a specific blessing or answer to a prayer request... lol...

I have not talked to anyone about my issues because i know they will not understand... during my secondary school days, i told my parents i was contemplating suicide... they beat me up and took me to church for deliverance... lol... so there is no point talking about it to my family...


I will appreciate talking to someone who understands... Please reply or email me...

Thanks...

dayleke:
Hmmmm...
Was only pulling your legs fa....
Have you responded to ur mail ?

dayleke:
Lol...
Funny you...
You know I was gonna ask why...

Well, so do I .
I work in d hospital too.
You got mail.

dayleke:
Cool...
But u shld have made that tomorrow so to have a longer weekend or else u working the weekend.
Good for you sha.

dayleke:
Eeyah...

Lol...

Funny you...

Boring?
Hmmmm

dayleke:
Uwc..
That's good. That was for yesterday na. You just disappeared.

So how about today?
And pls don't reply tomorrow o...
Lol...

dayleke:
Wow!!!
Mon Cherie ...
You making a Blackman blush here o...
*Taking a bow...
#justsayingitlikeitisma

Hope ur day was good...

dayleke:
The V has its own sweet natural smell ........
Anything out of that is not acceptable.
Any shift to the right or left of that is a no no...
No powder smell and no fishy smell either....
If na powder smell or perf smell, she dey try cover up smtin....
If fishy smell, you know the rest.... OYO u dey..

chibabe259:
He's doing great but that's not the primary reason for the establishment of the church. God is more interested on how many sinners that repented in this church or charity organization. If a sinner should come here, get trained without salvation, the pastor will be likened as one who married the future and lost focus. All the same, he's doing a good work.

mazimee:
Those holidays you mentioned are recognized world wide, it is not new in our society. Stop sounding like a slow poke