When I lost my mum, I was so engulfed in grief and just shut down. I didn’t want to believe she was really gone. Life lost its meaning. I cried so much, can’t even remember how many nights I cried myself to sleep. I yearned for her so badly. I wanted nothing else, I just wanted my mummy. I was her little girl…her only girl child. I know all mothers showed their children love, but my mum showed me love in its purest form, it felt like a VIP kind of love, the luxury kind of love. It was unadulterated. I knew what it was to be loved unconditionally, a love without question. I swear I miss her, I still do. I haven’t gotten over it yet and I don’t know if I will. When it happened, I was almost seeking out psychic, or what do they even call them? I mean this people that says they can communicate with people in the other world. I wanted to know if my mum was ok, if she has eaten. I wasn’t thinking straight. I just wasn’t myself. Oh! I miss my mum💔. I miss her banters, I miss her slangs, I miss our jokes. In short I miss everything.

Now I’m feeling emotional and teary
Keep resting in peace mum.😞

azraeljaheel:
Just got back now, the sun is something else. People are funny sha imagine asking for CV for a motor boy job on top 10k salary

What on earth do they wanna do with my CV I feel the manager just want to form "doing my job"

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pattymike hope you are fine no reply from you

I can feel your pain but do people still get paid 10k as salary?

Pls send me a dm

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You will reach and surpass it by God's grace.

Mutmainneen:


They definitely are. I hope to reach such height one day that my siblings can benefit from me like yours are doing now.
And 5k is definitely not small. The offer is much appreciated, thank you.

16k Hmmmnn. Nigeria which way? Pls I'm not bragging o but I think my brothers are lucky to get 30k each monthly from me.

This poster I quoted, 5k is small but if it isn't too small for you, pls send me a pm with your acct details.

Mutmainneen:

30K? I currently earn 16k as a teacher in a private school with my BTech degree in Physics/Electronics. Might I add that I am the first born of the family and currently solely responsible for the school fees of three siblings, and to a large extent, their feeding too? The depression alone no be here. I had such high hopes of securing a job after service. May God help us in this country.

I would travel several thousand miles just to give her a hug right now but sadly she is resting in the lord's bosom. I miss everything about her so so much. I just know that things will never remain the same again without her in my life. Just struggling not to cry right now.

Keep resting in peace mum.

Today my mum was laid to rest. May her soul keep resting in peace. Amen

Thanks to everyone of you who reached out to me in one way or the other. God bless you all.

Just here staring into space and filled with thoughts of her. Oh! how i miss that woman so damn much.


Mothers are precious but mine is the rarest of gems.

Thank you all so much.
Finally summon the courage to start the funeral arrangement.

I was never prepared for this. I knew this would happen one day but never knew it would be this soon.

Oh God , this is killing me...I miss her so much already.

Swissheart:
Take heart Dear. The truth is that this pain never go away but gradually we learn to live with it and understand it better too.

Losing one's Mother is like a part of you is somewhere out in the dark. Like half of you is in a faraway land that you can't get to. The obvious truth is that you won't see her again, you both won't be graced to be what you used to be anymore.

You might not even see her in your dreams no matter how much you cry but trust me, you'll be fine.

Cry, shout, scream, wail, sob as much as you want........after all these, you'll get slightly better and want to jump, travel, drink,swim...... mind it, you are not better yet......you'll get depressed and my dear, that is when mourning starts. I fear that phase. You 'll need your true friends, counselor around (not family because they wont understand it). Please do everything to survive this period, pray too.

After that phase, you 'll be strong like a rock! You are now a mother yourself.

The Lord comfort you, speak peace to you and assure you of His existence in your life. Mom has gone to be with her maker, Mine left 1year and 1 month ago.We'll all have to someday. Death is an unavoidable reality that we all will experience.

I love you and I wish you peace especially now.

Thanks to everyone for the comforting words. I used to think I'm very strong emotionally but believe me, I have been crying my eyes out and I'm struggling to cope. I pray that the lord gives me strength. It is well.

I just want to pour out my heart.

I'm in seriously emotional pain. I lost my sweet mother. The cold hands of death snatched her away from me. This pain is so raw and wont go away. I'm so devastated. I need someone to tell me, how do I cope? I feel so alone. I feel so naked without my mother. Does it mean I wont ever see my mother again? I keep wondering if she wont be feeling so cold in the morgue right now? Oh God! Why

I am her only daughter and the bond was so strong. She taught and showed me unconditional love. She always say her children were her greatest achievement. Mummy why didnt you wait for me to do all those things I promised you I will do for you? Why is death so cruel? I'm so shattered right now. I will so miss her dearly. Cant just stop shedding tears . I'm so sad and broken.

How can I cope? Someone please tell me. I cant stop looking at her photos on my phone. I cant stop playing the several short videos I made of her when she was alive. It feels so surreal to accept that my mum is gone! No one can ever ever take her place in my heart.

Continue to rest in peace mum.

I will advise the OP to read more on Pre-implantation genetic diagnosis (PGD or PIGD)

This your signature font can blind someone. Can you change it to a less shouting font pls? Thank you

No way! Not moving back. Had a not too good experience the last time I moved back. Learnt my lesson the hard way.

@OP, sorry for posting this on your thread.

I want to know how much one can get a clean tokunbo Toyota Camry 2004/2005 model. I'm also getting it for my younger brother. Reasonable price o.

Stormyweather:
is the s5 still available?

Sold.

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0rex:

You are welcome ma'am. Remember to give feedback on the thread. Thanks.

I will do that. Thanks once more.

GAZZUZZ:

free scan, free diagnosis. Call or what's app 08033910382 for workshop directions.[/color]

For real? Just like that? Will do that right away.

0rex:
Paging... GAZZUZZ.
I guess he's the closest to your location that I know. Others on this forum are duly acknowledged.

Im awed by your effort on my behalf on this faceless forum. Thanks once more.

Yes you are right. It is a Toyota Camry. I'm located on the mainland.

abolore80:
Your temperature gauge shows that your thermostat has been removed. Except if it isn't too long you started the vehicle before taking the pictures.

You are right sir. I took d pics not long after starting the car.

God bless u.

0rex:
Check = Car needs to be checked with a diagnostic scanner for faults.
The one below indicates a burnt bulb. You have to check if all your car's light bulbs functional and of the right type.
The one to the right, which for some reason you did not mention, shows a fault in the Supplementary Restraint System (Airbags). This is an hazardous condition.

God bless u real good Orex, pls where can I get a good mechanic to solve that for me? Someone who won't overcharge me? I'm having problem getting a good mechanic. Sigh!

Gurus in the house, can someone kindly tell me what these "check sign" and "car image" sign on the dashboard screen represent. I want to be sure my new mechanic is not trying to swindle me. I broke pass broke. Thanks all.

Still available.

It was previously used for diesel but cleaning and treating it can be done if requested.

Are you thinking of starting a fish farming business? Or you want to go into the supply or sales of diesel and need storage? or probably you just need a water tank for storing water at home or work? Whichever one of the above; you will need this tank. It comes with a steel protector and it is extra durable. I have four of these that I plan to sell off at N15,000 each. If interested, pm me pls.

The blackberry is sold already.

tunbosun002:
I am very much interested for 21k, we can meet tomorrow morning for payment...watsapp or call 08160128909

Despite our extensive conversation on whatsapp last night and this morning, and we both agreed to meet at computer village Ikeja. I even phoned u 15 mins before our scheduled time and u answered in the affirmative, instead u choose not to pick my calls thereafter. U could have easily said u dont want the phone anymore. It's called courtesy.

Blackberry Q10 SOLD!!!


Samsung s5 still available.