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SeeWahala:
Ever since this op started licking ilegend arze his life has not been the same

SuperOnyi:



Day 2

https://www.nairaland.com/8371934/kept-pushing-it-until-everywhere#up

Bookhub:
I am tired of life in general before I use to think all I need is money but I was wrong, if with money you will still feel empty and depressed,I want to die and maybe reincarnate as someone stronger emotionally in my life if reincarnation is real,I use to blame people who commit suicide but now I envy their guts,yesterday as as the rain i slipped and fell hiting my back on a block,I wish it was my head so I will just exit once and for all but I was unlucky,the day I die will be my happiest day on earth let me rest.

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Happiness is an illusion, this is why we are either too delusional, far away from reality, or taking alcohol or pills to experience that feeling. Happiness can never remain constant, we came into this world with the feeling of uncertainty and also with crying.

I have been dealing with depression and anxiety since I was kid, I was one of those kids that sees my death as my friend, and have accepted it (I still am). I praised those who were brave enough or rather "selfish" enough to break away from this illusion called life but it also hurts because of the pain they'd cause their loved ones. If I did something like that, I'd cause my mother and irreparable pain and that's why I said "selfish."

When someone asks me how I feel, I often say that I am in the default state of mind — sadness. As a human, especially as a man, happiness is not your friend—begin to see sadness as your companion. When it comes over, accept it and then you will be able to face the true reality. Money can not buy permanent happiness. The thirst for happiness has led a lot of people into becoming addicted zombies... they drown sadness with the pills, alcohol, or séx and once those things they depend on are gone, they land back on the rock bottom.

Happiness is not your friend, when you accept this reality — you'll understand that life's too fragile to take such a fleeting emotion like "happiness" serious. My name is SuperOnyi and I have been depressed my whole life and sadness is one of the best friends I ever had.

Bookhub:
I am tired of life in general before I use to think all I need is money but I was wrong, if with money you will still feel empty and depressed,I want to die and maybe reincarnate as someone stronger emotionally in my life if reincarnation is real,I use to blame people who commit suicide but now I envy their guts,yesterday as as the rain i slipped and fell hiting my back on a block,I wish it was my head so I will just exit once and for all but I was unlucky,the day I die will be my happiest day on earth let me rest.

SuperOnyi:



Day 3



I couldn't update yesterday because I was busy and due to the mental exercise (work), I slept off. Yes, I fasted but didn't do much exercise (unless walking qualifies here) and I didn't do the Wim Hof breathing exercise. I certainly would do it today. I didn't learn my Korean language, I'm giving it at least 20 mins today.

Alright, Day 4 update coming soon... Gotta go do some cleanup before I get back to work.

SuperOnyi:



I will... By God, I'm destructively stubborn — I don't care about how many times I face obstacles or failures, I stand up and fight back.

SuperOnyi:
What?? I just found out everything I wrote earlier about today wasn't included. But anyways, today was a success. If you are normally stressed out and you ain't doing the Wim Hof breathing exercises... MAN, you're missing a lot!

Day 2

KaLuCh:
I don't know you, but you seem to have just cracked the code. Question is, will you be able to follow through?

One last tip: try it with God.

SuperOnyi:
Day 2

SuperOnyi:



Day 1

I just finished the Wim Hof breathing method — I feel good. This ex girl of mine is trying to push negativity to me but I'm too disciplined for that.

I went to fetch water on a hill—that's very difficult to climb—to get the water. My fasting is over, I just drank water and about to eat. I also did 20 pushups and squats before going to take my bath.

By the way, am I really heartless for rejecting this girl? Women thinks it's okay to say No to men but would hate any man that does the same. I'm a man on a mission, I don't have all the time in the world... Regardless of how obedient a woman would claim to be, if I sense that something's wrong somewhere, I wouldn't be taking any chances.

Anyway, fúck this! Day 1

pansophist:
Fragile or fickle?

Most are fickle or have fish brain. They are moved by glamour, have no independent mind, easily influenced, and live life only on the material plain.

Their mind is structured in receiving, and they find it difficult to have empathy for men.

Ego and entitlement get many so easily, and it's because she think she is beautiful, not because she was objectively declared as being beautiful.

She can be as rotten as a thousand year tree, and fat as well, but believes that with the right wig, makeup, high heels, lipstick, clothing and taking pics in the right angle, she is a high quality woman.

The idea or fact that value is base on character doesn't cross their mind. It's just plug-and-play, or by declaration. I am a high quality woman so therefore, I am, even if she can't afford transport.

They do not think in the long term, think indepthly, also lack the ability not to be selfish in thinking and justifications.

Thinking wholesomely is incompatible with their psyche. You can give a lady 5k naira, and dash her 100k naira same day, and many will ask for the 5k debt you owe. She can justify a ludicrous behaviour as far her selfishness is secured.

Loving and showing a man love for them is always by declaration, talking too much instead of by her actions. If you love me, keep yourself virtous for me.

Be my helper, don't see me as a cash cow, develop your character to be palatable. Just as I prove my love by taking care of you,

Make I stop here.

Of course most women are not like this, but a sizeable amount of women are exactly like this.

Because if you analyse women finish, you'll understand why they are called the weaker vessels and asked to submit to men.

Columbine:
But I solved all of them by carefully studying my body in relation to other healthy men.

Always open to learn new things

Samantha125:
You can't be an author but want to remain anonymous.

The man in the picture I just posted doesn't seem to have blue eyes... So which blue eyes are you talking about and why do you keep bringing them up when I'm not talking about anyone's eyes.

Samantha125:
Why are you acting so clueless... Is this you?

Samantha125:
The blurred guy didn't seem to have blue eyes.

I'm not talking about the guy on your cover page.

Samantha125:
Was it you in that blurred picture you showed me weeks ago?

SuperOnyi:




It's a challenge... I'm good.

TonyBankz:
what are you training yourself for...
You're just training for your death cus we all gon die
if you like don't eat for 1 year

adeoyekay:
just determine to stop

adeoyekay:
just determine to stop

Chazzyboy:
One month? 😃😃😃😃

iamnotillicit:
You didnt eat for a month?


Guy no dey lie jareh...


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