Its been difficult for me 2 imagin a future without u..
My pounds faster wen i think abt u...
Is it possibl 2 obssessd abt sombdy for yrs? I alwayz pray it is infatuatn...bt it dosnt go away..it grows stronga instead. I dnt know what to call it.

I try my best 2 keep my distanc 4rm u...bt each tym i try...i fail...wen i cant hold it any longer, i snd u "how r u" txts...i try 2 remove feelin 4rm it...bt those txts i snd are Always the most excrutiating emotionals i've sent...
I spnd atleast 15 mins tRyin 2 hide my feelings 4rm u.... i delete, compose, erase, recompose....its painful!

Before i call you...i remember one time i scrolled up your number @ 8.00pm and was contemplating at the appropriate tym to dial it. By the Tym i summoned up great courage to click "dial", it was almost 9.30pm!
I cant explain this. Besides, wen on call with u, i struggle to gain compusure wen speaking... i forget wat i intend to say even after i Have the jotter containing all my written points...staring at my face!

..am I sick?

Anoda confession is, i record d phone cals i make wit u..after each cal, i listen 2 it ova n ova....learnin ur voice...texture, sounds,laughter, scolding, sarcasm ... i do dat... they give me inner pleasure n pain
..u cause me much pain...i dnt, have Never and cant do dat 2 any oda lady....4were?...how?

Anoda one is, i use ur birthday as passwords 2 my emails, online bank accounts...ur name is my secret answer 2 my passWord recovery...

..am i crazy?
.this has bin happnin since...2009? 2010? ..til date 2014!

..ur importanc 2 my life is second only 2 My God! I mean it.
its nt like u did anytin wonderful 2 me(its wonderful i know u exist though),or somtin lyK dat.,..there are oda ladies who seek my approval 2 dier attention 2wads me n i really feel guilty wen i shorn dem. I dnt want 2 waste dier tym. somtyms, infact al d tym dey gt offended...possibly hating me 4 life...(sighs)

the thing is, i dnt feel 2wads dem lyk i feel 2wads u....
...i have never opened up to u about my undying desire for u.. dnt knoW held me back since...i cant explain it in words...
..i dnt knw how u feel 2wads me b4 now and after dis,...
..but one thing I want U 2 know n if possibly believe is dat...
1. Before this sentence, i encrypted your two beautiful names into the body of this confession..(i wont give readers a clue how)

2. My soul is bound 2u.
I have sacrificed my heart 2 loving u without limitation...
My mind n body is urs...my mind bcoz i cant tink straight without ur image hovering around my tots. My body bcoz no woman on earth is worthy of my body xcept U. So i have vowed!...to keep myself only 4u...irrespectiv of d numerous temptations i hav faced...
U have kept me going....

MY ONLY ONE REQUEST!

Give me The chance to prove what a worthy SoulMate is to you!

You can NEVER phanthom how my heart beats for u or what love I have for u.
NEVER!

I dont even want u to know i am the writer if you are in NL!
My heart bleeds for you honey!

sorry young man. i narrowly escape such chronic love/affection but yet the shadow is still chasing me i guess. i met this lady some time 2009 and i became mad about even before approching her. she later confirm to me that she is engaged yet i did not belive until when the reality cut-off wit me.
but i now realised that had it been i marry her, i may end up being a mumu husband in the house only because of the way i feel for her.... it is well

Touching Analysis though. I've been in the same shoes but it was towards 2 Ladies. But i told myself it wasn't love, still haunts me today. TAKE CHANCES man. She knowing u ave deep feelings towards her wouldn't make her kill you but be sure its genuine..!!

Awwww Love o, love o.

eeya... sorry o

op love is an imagination.

Ever since i realised that these imagination made me think like a foool i have learnt to control it and erase it completely when it fades away.

Dont be a foool for love. Use your brain

Love is actually more that the mere 4 letters


Rem sometimes when I was still dating,we had a lil argument and I was like this shiit is in me, right in my chest, deep down my hrt and I was hitting my chest crying
Chai, love e don do me smth o
I happen to be this kind of lady that gets over someone when I want to, tho really really hard bt I scale thru and transfer my love to another.

Been hurt, so hurt many times, bt here I am, a stronger me and a better me.

mencade5: op love is an imagination.

Ever since i realised that these imagination made me think like a foool i have learnt to control it and erase it completely when it fades away.

Dont be a foool for love. Use your brain

am i alright. can it last 4 years? it has in me

This love sounds like pain,never want to experiment it lai lai

Isn't it cowardice to love someone for that long without letting them know.

cowardice. tank u.

If you're man enough, drop your internet banking username and the babe's birthdate.

Dygeasy: If you're man enough, drop your internet banking username and the babe's birthdate.

k sir

zikclassiq: cowardice. tank u.

You mean the object of your affection does not know you exist?

andromida:

You mean the object of your affection does not know you exist?

negative. bt d knowledge and intensity of d "yuve", yes.

Dygeasy: If you're man enough, drop your internet banking username and the babe's birthdate.

Have mercy now

zikclassiq: negative. bt d knowledge and intensity of d "yuve", yes.

I don' understand this.

andromida:

I don' understand this.

she xists. but she doesnt know how i TRULY love her. I havnt told her yet

zikclassiq: she xists. but she doesnt know how i TRULY love her. I havnt told her yet

what are you waiting for to tell her? Pls bro, don't die in silence. Just tell her and see what happens

zikclassiq: she xists. but she doesnt know how i TRULY love her. I havnt told her yet

OMG

All this feeling stored up inside you, you just have to tell her and see if reality matches with fantasy.

I wish you All the best.

My dear in this game called love if u don't want to die pls use the mind over matter method

Tell her how u feel na. comeon sinz 2009? Ha!