chocolateme:
Have you ever felt too burdened that you just don't know how to unburden your heart?
Like that moment that you don't have or know exactly who to talk to on very pressing matter.

I am so heavy with load of life and its occurrences that I don't know where to drop it a little. Sometimes, I tried to type things here to offload my pains and sorrows but when I remember that encouragements no longer come from here mostly instead its mockery and jests that comes out of one's story, I just restrict myself from typing.
It keeps getting HARDER by the day for me like I am going to explode soon, I feel chest pains so much now due to constant thinking, I pray my blood pressure do not rise with the rate I feel embittered.

In all, I come here often to read some stuffs and smile to feel better.
I know that I have not stated any particular issue here but I feel a bit relieved right now to have written this. I know someone will read it and truly understand my plight even without knowing any particular thing.
All I need now is words of encouragements and a little push to be ok.
Thanks kind reader.

pcguru1:
Pele happens to the best of us I used Alcohol and other substance as coping mechanism, but I realized having an hobby and going out changed things for me. or maybe our problems are different. If I feel down, I just invite the boys for drinks and that helps alot.

Uzomacharles:
come lemme console you and make you feel happy
Port Harcourt

chocolateme:
thanks a lot dear.. I feel kind of better doing this out here online because I know that wallowing in self pity or crying myself to sleep may affect my health.. feels good to have one or two persons replying positively even though they don't understand my plight.
Thanks you

Uzomacharles:


Just be around good and happy friends not those who always remind you of your past

Peteru1st:
bro trust me, its normal to face challenges. I've also been in your shoes since 2016. and even till now, it hasnt gotten better. but last year, I just had to stop brooding over my life, cos I started getting on constant. I started becoming lean and people started asking what's up. the only remedy to this is to surround yourself with friends that have the same hobby as you. like me, I play video games. I have a set of friends we do play together most of the time. that way, you'll keep reliefing the stress on daily basis till it becomes. very light.

chocolateme:
Have you ever felt too burdened that you just don't know how to unburden your heart?
Like that moment that you don't have or know exactly who to talk to on very pressing matter.

I am so heavy with load of life and its occurrences that I don't know where to drop it a little. Sometimes, I tried to type things here to offload my pains and sorrows but when I remember that encouragements no longer come from here mostly instead its mockery and jests that comes out of one's story, I just restrict myself from typing.
It keeps getting HARDER by the day for me like I am going to explode soon, I feel chest pains so much now due to constant thinking, I pray my blood pressure do not rise with the rate I feel embittered.

In all, I come here often to read some stuffs and smile to feel better.
I know that I have not stated any particular issue here but I feel a bit relieved right now to have written this. I know someone will read it and truly understand my plight even without knowing any particular thing.
All I need now is words of encouragements and a little push to be ok.
Thanks kind reader.

Sage161:

If you are crying, use a tissue not the internet.

iLegendd:
Stay strong. Crazy things happen to everyone at different point in life.

Galactico4ever:
It's gonna be fine. You should find someone to talk to,it'll help to reduce the heavy burden weighing you down.

chocolateme:
I will try dear.. that's the most challenge I have, making friends..I don't have or keep friends.. I will do as you advised. Thanks

chocolateme:
thanks for this.. it will go a long way.. I can't help stopping the tears streaming down my eyes right now.
I called my dad this night to talk but he was barbing his hair so I told him I will call back later to talk.
Now, I don't have a heart to heart talk kind of relationship with him but I suddenly felt like I should talk to him. But minutes ago, he has been calling me even as I type this now but I suddenly feel like I don't want to talk about anything again with him.. I am just tired sef.

chocolateme:
thanks dear. Had always wanted a peaceful life..

chocolateme:
Have you ever felt too burdened that you just don't know how to unburden your heart?
Like that moment that you don't have or know exactly who to talk to on very pressing matter.

I am so heavy with load of life and its occurrences that I don't know where to drop it a little. Sometimes, I tried to type things here to offload my pains and sorrows but when I remember that encouragements no longer come from here mostly instead its mockery and jests that comes out of one's story, I just restrict myself from typing.
It keeps getting HARDER by the day for me like I am going to explode soon, I feel chest pains so much now due to constant thinking, I pray my blood pressure do not rise with the rate I feel embittered.

In all, I come here often to read some stuffs and smile to feel better.
I know that I have not stated any particular issue here but I feel a bit relieved right now to have written this. I know someone will read it and truly understand my plight even without knowing any particular thing.
All I need now is words of encouragements and a little push to be ok.
Thanks kind reader.

chocolateme:
thanks for this.. it will go a long way.. I can't help stopping the tears streaming down my eyes right now.
I called my dad this night to talk but he was barbing his hair so I told him I will call back later to talk.
Now, I don't have a heart to heart talk kind of relationship with him but I suddenly felt like I should talk to him. But minutes ago, he has been calling me even as I type this now but I suddenly feel like I don't want to talk about anything again with him.. I am just tired sef.

chocolateme:
Have you ever felt too burdened that you just don't know how to unburden your heart?
Like that moment that you don't have or know exactly who to talk to on very pressing matter.

I am so heavy with load of life and its occurrences that I don't know where to drop it a little. Sometimes, I tried to type things here to offload my pains and sorrows but when I remember that encouragements no longer come from here mostly instead its mockery and jests that comes out of one's story, I just restrict myself from typing.
It keeps getting HARDER by the day for me like I am going to explode soon, I feel chest pains so much now due to constant thinking, I pray my blood pressure do not rise with the rate I feel embittered.

In all, I come here often to read some stuffs and smile to feel better.
I know that I have not stated any particular issue here but I feel a bit relieved right now to have written this. I know someone will read it and truly understand my plight even without knowing any particular thing.
All I need now is words of encouragements and a little push to be ok.
Thanks kind reader.

pcguru1:
Pele happens to the best of us I used Alcohol and other substance as coping mechanism, but I realized having an hobby and going out changed things for me. or maybe our problems are different. If I feel down, I just invite the boys for drinks and that helps alot.

wane01:


@ Pcguru1

Chief, i just read your last update on your technical diary.

Where can i please get that type of Thinkpad you bought?

Especially with that battery life.