Hi, i'll try to summarize everything to the best i can.

2009 i started going to cafe to browse and print pages of alex the great,hannibal etc at 11yrs. I heard about fb from conversations of other customers at the cafe,created and started chatting with malaysians.
by 2012 started visiting game centre to mostly watch pes in ps2 (my love) i started begging (yahoo) those malaysians to soothe my first 'true' cravings other than book related shits.
Started collecting consistent beating whenever my dad was around, which werent much due to my gaming habits.
Got bullied whenever i went out, i became introverted, very quiet but very stubborn.
Stopped fb and twitter by 2015 and stopped having friends.
Bullying stopped by 2017, got admission and fb money got me friends & i started to feel life threatening alarm from deep inside.
Started smoking weed 2019 and stopped yahoo 2020 thereby losing my attraction towards others.
Now 25 and graduated, intend to go fully online end of this yr.
Any advice any one?

You've come off age, the best adviser on how to live your life is YOURSELF.

Ogiame:
You've come off age, the best adviser on how to live your life is YOURSELF.

True.