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Re: I Will Kill Myself On Wednesday by Mobsync(m): 11:23am On Jul 26, 2015
fellowbeing:
I will kill myself on Wednesday if am not able to sort this out. I'm tired of this life even though people around believe all is well with me.

I am a 23 year old undergraduate of University of Ilorin. I am a spill over student due for graduation last year. I had 2 courses for first semester and 5 courses for second semester, including project. I really tried my best this year, so that I can graduate. The trauma, depression, studying with my juniors, O God, after stressing myself reading day and night, preparing hard and settling project issues, just to discover that I failed 2 courses in second semester. I will now splash, not again.

I am pressing some buttons IF the courses can be waved. I discovered that I failed the two on friday after checking my results at the level adviser's office.

How will I inform my parents? I don't have a choice than to just end this if nothing can be done before Wednesday evening.

The pressure is just too much. I am the first born of my parent. They are expecting the good news not the splash news again, not after supporting me for a year.

I don't know about you but believe it or not, some people have spilled, splashed and even exploded. They didn't die. Their lives didn't end there. Kill yourself over what? A degree you might not use? Common!

Even I myself have this feeling that I'm spilling or getting a third class but then, I've prepared for the worst. Extra year doesn't kill. Shrug it off. Commiting suicide won't help you. Only losers run away from their problems. Only the weak are afraid of challenges. Challenges come and go. An extra year doesn't kill, neither does an extra extra year. You're not the first to splash and definitely, you won't be the last.

I know how bad you feel; I've felt worse. In everything I do, I always face challenges. I swear! I always do. And I used to run away from them, but now, I won't do any longer. You're better than you think. You're better than a degree. Ten years from now you'll look back at this challenging period of your life and just laugh it off. Believe me! You will.

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Re: I Will Kill Myself On Wednesday by Ese00(f): 11:30am On Jul 26, 2015
My dear I wont advice you do such. No matter what happens to one in life, know that there are people with worse problems, and Suicide is by never the means to an end. Many students have under gone this type of case and it is not new. I had an extra year, I tot it was all over for me, but the extra year seemed shorter than the other four years I spent put together. Just explain to your mother, she will understand even if it seems impossible. Suicide is the greatest sin because life doesn't end here. I know a guy that spent 8 years doing engineering but today he has his cert.Am not saying it is good but sometimes we should really see OBSTACLES as BLESSINGS in disguise
Re: I Will Kill Myself On Wednesday by prof12(m): 11:32am On Jul 26, 2015
See this guy you wan die? die now! after all we too many for naija

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Re: I Will Kill Myself On Wednesday by Ese00(f): 11:42am On Jul 26, 2015
@fellowbeing i'll be disappointed if you pull through with this. If we all contemplate suicide everytime we face a problem, there wouldn't be anyone left. Cheer up dear friend. I want you to see this as a stepping stone in life. What really is your greatest fear? Is it the cash to support your extra year? Or what your parents will do? Or how other students will look at you?

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Re: I Will Kill Myself On Wednesday by fyneboi79(m): 11:47am On Jul 26, 2015
fellowbeing:
I will kill myself on Wednesday if am not able to sort this out. I'm tired of this life even though people around believe all is well with me.

I am a 23 year old undergraduate of University of Ilorin. I am a spill over student due for graduation last year. I had 2 courses for first semester and 5 courses for second semester, including project. I really tried my best this year, so that I can graduate. The trauma, depression, studying with my juniors, O God, after stressing myself reading day and night, preparing hard and settling project issues, just to discover that I failed 2 courses in second semester. I will now splash, not again.

I am pressing some buttons IF the courses can be waved. I discovered that I failed the two on friday after checking my results at the level adviser's office.

How will I inform my parents? I don't have a choice than to just end this if nothing can be done before Wednesday evening.

The pressure is just too much. I am the first born of my parent. They are expecting the good news not the splash news again, not after supporting me for a year.
What are you waiting for? Do you need suggestions on the fastest means?
Re: I Will Kill Myself On Wednesday by Nobody: 11:55am On Jul 26, 2015
boy thats normal, i have seen a guy had three extensions in my day, trust me it always seem like death when it happens but some days or months after, you will look back and laugh at your funny decision that didnt happen, people have seen worse and didnt die.
Re: I Will Kill Myself On Wednesday by mochi1(m): 11:55am On Jul 26, 2015
Ogbeni,you dont need to kill yourself. I am also a student of the university and by the grace of God should convoate in some years time. I understand your plight and let me just say you are a victim of circumtances. At 23,you're still young and if you'll be leaving school a poor grade after all,i'll advice you to re-enrol in amother university. But first tell your parents,they are human and they cant beat you or kill you. I have this strong guess maybe you dont like the department where you are in or that is not where you should be. But if you kill yourself,life goes on and it all shows that you are not a fighter. One thing i want you to know is that everything that happens in this life is temporary even your life that you want to take. I am 21 and i am even skipping NYSC to enrol for another degree. See ehn,education continues bro. But if you think you'll splash,just enrol for another degree because at the end of the day,you'll come out with a pass wich is not worth it. If i may ask,what faculty because i am guessing engineering or agric. But all the best sha.
Re: I Will Kill Myself On Wednesday by Adortem: 11:56am On Jul 26, 2015
See,there would be more challenges you would have to face in life,failing an exam is just one,do you even think life is a bed of roses after graduation? Anywhere you find yourself better thank God,you would have to face tougher challenges in life,I wonder what you would do by then. If you kill yourself,am sure when your future flashes infront of you,it would be too late to have the life back,life itself is a gift,don't be ungrateful,be strong. God loves You!
Re: I Will Kill Myself On Wednesday by deejayALFY(m): 12:00pm On Jul 26, 2015
simdam500:

Mr. The lord is your strength

THANK YOU BRO...JAH BLESS
Re: I Will Kill Myself On Wednesday by Missmossy(f): 12:03pm On Jul 26, 2015
Awww cheer up, being alive makes you superior over the dead. A carryover only makes you stronger and even more determined to succeed in life.



In the longrun it gives you the zeal and confidence to do whatever you want to do. In life you would be far wiser. Life and death is in your hands,make the right decision.
Re: I Will Kill Myself On Wednesday by hahn(m): 12:16pm On Jul 26, 2015
fellowbeing:
The pressure is just too much. I am the first born of my parent. They are expecting the good news not the splash news again, not after supporting me for a year. O God, it is not easy.

Do you have a laptop? Do you have a very good android phone?

Please, I need them seriously. Let's discuss where we can meet so I can pick them up before you kill yourself. I'll use them to remember you and that way your "manhood" will live on

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Re: I Will Kill Myself On Wednesday by bensonAkw: 12:23pm On Jul 26, 2015
this guy is really funny,just some few courses and you are contemplating suicide?haba no be so you are still very young,mine is even worst than yours.i finished secondary school 1998,failed waec that year left for lag to an uncles place to rewrite same waec failed the second time,my uncle gave up on me that i should go the village to join my parents since i was not serious academically and mind you we were victims of kano riots around 1999 and do you believe that all that my parents ve laboured for all the years of sojourn in the ancient city was burnt down, my parents and younger siblings came to villa on tatters,i joined them later at villa that year but couldnt cope with the kind of livestyle i found myself in my home state at delta, having grown up at kano then boarding school at jos,i said no this not the kind of life i intend leaving, while most of my former schl mates were in different federal uni cos we do communicate thru letters, infact i start deceiving myself by visiting my friends in their various campus attending lectures with them and having campus chicks as girlfriend not until i started getting into trouble that i eventually enter the street to fend for myself,to crown it all i wrote jamb 5 times,i spilled 2tice at uniben studying an engine course graduating at 34,so guy u aint seen nothing just wake up frm that ur childhood blunder,once you dead in a couple of weeks you re forgotten tho ur parents will bear the pains for the rest of their lives and guess what you gonna rot in hell cos God gave us life not to take it on our own will.STAY BLESSED.

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Re: I Will Kill Myself On Wednesday by bmos(m): 12:24pm On Jul 26, 2015
[quote author=olakumby post=36272898]I undersand your feeling which is ok by me. Go on. Commit the suicide. Satan is waiting on the other side to welcome you. Idiot!
Re: I Will Kill Myself On Wednesday by omonnakoda: 12:24pm On Jul 26, 2015
fellowbeing:
I will kill myself on Wednesday if am not able to sort this out. I'm tired of this life even though people around believe all is well with me.

I am a 23 year old undergraduate of University of Ilorin. I am a spill over student due for graduation last year. I had 2 courses for first semester and 5 courses for second semester, including project. I really tried my best this year, so that I can graduate. The trauma, depression, studying with my juniors, O God, after stressing myself reading day and night, preparing hard and settling project issues, just to discover that I failed 2 courses in second semester. I will now splash, not again.

I am pressing some buttons IF the courses can be waved. I discovered that I failed the two on friday after checking my results at the level adviser's office.

How will I inform my parents? I don't have a choice than to just end this if nothing can be done before Wednesday evening.

The pressure is just too much. I am the first born of my parent. They are expecting the good news not the splash news again, not after supporting me for a year.
Have you decided on the method you will use?

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Re: I Will Kill Myself On Wednesday by Nobody: 12:27pm On Jul 26, 2015
I am a graduate. But sometimes I feel like I wasted my time in school, because of what I currently do for a living. My course mates would be surprised at my occupation right now if they knew... I was close to being the best.

Take the advice of all those who posted before me. If you are as brilliant as you said, count the number of posts and see for yourself, no one truly supports suicide.
Yes, no one knows the pain you feel. Being a graduate out here is almost worth nothing.

*In Olamide's voice* "Tucking in o jawo mo!"

modified: OP, Ignore the id!ot above me please. Mod please remove any post inciting suicide, you might actually save a life.

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Re: I Will Kill Myself On Wednesday by faithchubby93(f): 12:27pm On Jul 26, 2015
Committing suicide isn't an option... I am the 1st child of my parents,got 3 admission at the time I was looking for admission... got scholarships use to be the best in my secondary school set but here I am having carry over courses to write not because I don't read or attend lectures,its just happened. And am still alive today even tho my younger bro is already a graduate. Don't give up, work hard and pray hard, believe me everything will be fine....

Don't mind my typo-errors
Re: I Will Kill Myself On Wednesday by MrsAnyanwu(f): 12:27pm On Jul 26, 2015
Screwface:
Because you have an extra year?
I did too.
You wrote a course how many times? Two?
I did too. Matter of fact, I wrote mine 5 times. From my first year, to my extra year in school. I could not just pass it. It was a maths course. I was spilling, and attending lectures with year one students. I didn't kill myself.
To make matter worse, my girlfriend then was a first class student, in the same faculty.

But that was 3 years ago. I left school in 2012. And I'm doing relatively well for myself now.

I hope this motivates you.
Goodluck with your studies.
my dear I was motivated, mine is dis, my niece studied medicine nd surgery for 4 years and failed out, meanwhile her mates were in final year, she wanted to commit suicide but i kept advicing her,today She's a biochemist, a web designer nd about studying medicine again, she sat 4 dis years's jamb nd scored above 200,OP pls don't ever think of suicide, there's always light at d end of d tunnel, if I tell u my own story , u wld pity me, I thought of suicide too some years back but today I am happy.....cheer up OP,God bless...

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Re: I Will Kill Myself On Wednesday by Nobody: 12:30pm On Jul 26, 2015
fellowbeing:
I will kill myself on Wednesday if am not able to sort this out. I'm tired of this life even though people around believe all is well with me.

I am a 23 year old undergraduate of University of Ilorin. I am a spill over student due for graduation last year. I had 2 courses for first semester and 5 courses for second semester, including project. I really tried my best this year, so that I can graduate. The trauma, depression, studying with my juniors, O God, after stressing myself reading day and night, preparing hard and settling project issues, just to discover that I failed 2 courses in second semester. I will now splash, not again.

I am pressing some buttons IF the courses can be waved. I discovered that I failed the two on friday after checking my results at the level adviser's office.

How will I inform my parents? I don't have a choice than to just end this if nothing can be done before Wednesday evening.

The pressure is just too much. I am the first born of my parent. They are expecting the good news not the splash news again, not after supporting me for a year.
Don't take your life. smiley
Re: I Will Kill Myself On Wednesday by deavicky(m): 12:30pm On Jul 26, 2015
Bros please come let's go kill ourselves I have 8 carryovers too. Maybe death would be the best thing.
Re: I Will Kill Myself On Wednesday by francescainnoce(f): 12:32pm On Jul 26, 2015
fellowbeing:
I will kill myself on Wednesday if am not able to sort this out. I'm tired of this life even though people around believe all is well with me.

I am a 23 year old undergraduate of University of Ilorin. I am a spill over student due for graduation last year. I had 2 courses for first semester and 5 courses for second semester, including project. I really tried my best this year, so that I can graduate. The trauma, depression, studying with my juniors, O God, after stressing myself reading day and night, preparing hard and settling project issues, just to discover that I failed 2 courses in second semester. I will now splash, not again.

I am pressing some buttons IF the courses can be waved. I discovered that I failed the two on friday after checking my results at the level adviser's office.

How will I inform my parents? I don't have a choice than to just end this if nothing can be done before Wednesday evening.

The pressure is just too much. I am the first born of my parent. They are expecting the good news not the splash news again, not after supporting me for a year.
Hi could you email me your contact..Ohk
Wanna talk
Re: I Will Kill Myself On Wednesday by Bosch10(m): 12:34pm On Jul 26, 2015
Committing suicide has never been a better option through the ages.find the source of the problem and study hard and pray.know that the fact that u do not succeed academically does not mean u ar a failure in life.God bless you
Re: I Will Kill Myself On Wednesday by Occurstaem(m): 12:38pm On Jul 26, 2015
fellowbeing:
I will kill myself on Wednesday if am not able to sort this out. I'm tired of this life even though people around believe all is well with me.

I am a 23 year old undergraduate of University of Ilorin. I am a spill over student due for graduation last year. I had 2 courses for first semester and 5 courses for second semester, including project. I really tried my best this year, so that I can graduate. The trauma, depression, studying with my juniors, O God, after stressing myself reading day and night, preparing hard and settling project issues, just to discover that I failed 2 courses in second semester. I will now splash, not again.

I am pressing some buttons IF the courses can be waved. I discovered that I failed the two on friday after checking my results at the level adviser's office.

How will I inform my parents? I don't have a choice than to just end this if nothing can be done before Wednesday evening.

The pressure is just too much. I am the first born of my parent. They are expecting the good news not the splash news again, not after supporting me for a year.
Please, do not even think of that again. What happened to you should not make you to contemplate suicide. Think of your parent, your brothers and sisters. Think of the your loved ones and all what you have passed through, all what you have been enduring since these years. Do not give up. Giving up only means that you are a failure. You are not a failure, you are a WINNER, WINNER FOREVER. Despite the pressure, you still give your best. You have your life to live. Be happy, do not be depressed. A visit to any hospital is highly recommended. Be happy.
Re: I Will Kill Myself On Wednesday by DinhoMVP: 12:38pm On Jul 26, 2015
Eyaaa do u really want to kill yourself? Ok here's my advice: you can use knife very sharp one o so it penetrates fast...stab it into your chest but this method is painful so u may prefer gun just point it to ur head and shoot make sure its loaded or u ,ay choose the old school method of hanging urself...if u don't have rope u may use a cloth or ur tie...u can also drink poison this one is cool...or u go to a railway and wait for a train once its close just dive in so it crushes u...another way is just to visit sambissa...pls choose one and do it sharply ok.
All the Best
Re: I Will Kill Myself On Wednesday by ElPhenomenal(m): 12:50pm On Jul 26, 2015
ok brother, am also a student of the same institution, pol sci for that matter, you must have heard about the negativity of that course, carry overs is rampant and if you decide to commit suicide because of useless drawings on a piece of paper by a fellow human being then you need to visit a psychiatrist, well if you have really made up your mind on this suicide rubbish, kindly send me an email on how I will claim your properties, will add it to my collections. Peace
Re: I Will Kill Myself On Wednesday by Nobody: 12:52pm On Jul 26, 2015
I had nothing less than 15 carry overs in skol n I still made it n graduated. even after graduation I had carryovers on my degree courses.

Better go n sort out ur problem, na only u begin get carryover
Re: I Will Kill Myself On Wednesday by Horlufemi(m): 1:11pm On Jul 26, 2015
That's the spirit, never forget quitting is always an option.

You can't do it just give up.

Please while you are at it can you help me drag my ex along?
Re: I Will Kill Myself On Wednesday by onyichick(f): 1:17pm On Jul 26, 2015
pls my dear dnt even tink of suicide,before u tink of it consider d pain u will put ur parents n love ones thru.I am taking out time to write dis cos a broda of my frnd took rat poison in order to end his life cos of extra year.luckily for him he was rushed to d hospital n he has bin in coma ever since n wen I went to visit him in d hospital he only moved his hand but still in coma.my dear this extra year/trying time will pass soon,jst hold on
Re: I Will Kill Myself On Wednesday by Nobody: 1:18pm On Jul 26, 2015
It's not worth it bro. Better accept Jesus into your life. The life you live belongs to him. Accept Jesus, and get Peace because from your post. You don't have one.
Re: I Will Kill Myself On Wednesday by BoiGrammz: 1:30pm On Jul 26, 2015
Fellowbeing am also a student of unilorin so I know how you feel. But its not the end bro.. I have a bro who was withdrawn from medical school at 400l,, he made up his mind to commit suicide, but after people talked to him, he changed his mind, he wrote jamb again and still chose medicine. Today, my bro is a specialist cardiology doctor. Raking in an annually salary of 435k US dolls . after spending 12years in school!!! What I am saying is please pity your parents.. As far as you were not withdrawn.. Its not yet your time to graduate bro just accept it like that.. Your time is coming, God is the master planner.. #1love bro wink

Cc
KhassyKhassy cool

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Re: I Will Kill Myself On Wednesday by Sigo86(m): 1:32pm On Jul 26, 2015
It took me 8yrs 2be an O.N.D holder...

During my N.D days @federal Polythecnic(2004), Ado-Ekiti as an Electrical Electronics Engineering student, I had 4C.Os out of 7Courses in my 1st semester.

I fought tirelessly by studying hard 2Pass dos C.Os bt my room-mates created d biggest of havoc 4me... They sent me packing out of d flat we both shared cos I was d only guy with a PASS result in d 2nd session.

I slept @d Student union building 4 2weeks b4 I finally got myself an accommodation with no toilet... No friends, no Girl-friend nd no comfort from any direction... I always cry in d night nd pray 2God Almighty 4a divine turn-around.

Finally, I was adviced 2withdraw @N.D2 1st semester... My friends & flat mates laughed, jeered @me bt I accepted my faith.

In 2008, I got a job in a Plastic factory with a salary of N15,000. Saved huge parts of my salary just 2go back 2school. Got a PT form @Yabatech..
2Cut d long story short, I finished my ND programme in 2011 with an UPPER-CREDIT in business Admin.

My main Purpose of sharing dis with u guys is; No tribulations of any magnitude can defeat u. Only if u decide 2give up.... Even if u've got no1 2comfort u, stay strong nd believe dat dis's just a phase in ur life...

You'll survive it nd eventually become a winner very soon... Be strong nd always be positive... Giging up on urself will only end ur dreams.

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Re: I Will Kill Myself On Wednesday by feedburna: 1:35pm On Jul 26, 2015
fellowbeing:
I will kill myself on Wednesday if am not able to sort this out. I'm tired of this life even though people around believe all is well with me.

I am a 23 year old undergraduate of University of Ilorin. I am a spill over student due for graduation last year. I had 2 courses for first semester and 5 courses for second semester, including project. I really tried my best this year, so that I can graduate. The trauma, depression, studying with my juniors, O God, after stressing myself reading day and night, preparing hard and settling project issues, just to discover that I failed 2 courses in second semester. I will now splash, not again.

I am pressing some buttons IF the courses can be waved. I discovered that I failed the two on friday after checking my results at the level adviser's office.

How will I inform my parents? I don't have a choice than to just end this if nothing can be done before Wednesday evening.

The pressure is just too much. I am the first born of my parent. They are expecting the good news not the splash news again, not after supporting me for a year.

R u threatening us?
well, I hv a proposal for u. we need suicide bombers to scarra VIP/VP and ur CV is perfect for the job Since u are hell bent on taking ur life for absolutely nothing. contact me if u r interested in the offer.
$100000 grin
u will get enjoy money before u comet
make better news DAT CNN will be glad to carry
make history....grin

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Re: I Will Kill Myself On Wednesday by mayorall(m): 1:45pm On Jul 26, 2015
fellowbeing:
I will kill myself on Wednesday if am not able to sort this out. I'm tired of this life even though people around believe all is well with me.

I am a 23 year old undergraduate of University of Ilorin. I am a spill over student due for graduation last year. I had 2 courses for first semester and 5 courses for second semester, including project. I really tried my best this year, so that I can graduate. The trauma, depression, studying with my juniors, O God, after stressing myself reading day and night, preparing hard and settling project issues, just to discover that I failed 2 courses in second semester. I will now splash, not again.

I am pressing some buttons IF the courses can be waved. I discovered that I failed the two on friday after checking my results at the level adviser's office.

How will I inform my parents? I don't have a choice than to just end this if nothing can be done before Wednesday evening.

The pressure is just too much. I am the first born of my parent. They are expecting the good news not the splash news again, not after supporting me for a year.


The best thing to do is to kill yourself my friend. Enter the lab, take mix conc Tetraoxosulphate (vi) acid with with HCL and drink about 500ml. I wonder what you are still doing alive when your mates had graduated.


You are a great fool cos only great fools are ungrateful.

many of your mates are still in secondary school

many don't have o.level

many you started school with are dead already

many are in hospital and you are still not grateful. alaimo ore ni e.

please make your parents happy. I wish I can tell you my story.

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