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|Re: Undecided by Moura7(m): 9:05pm On Aug 13|
New update tomorrow
|Re: Undecided by doctorexcel(m): 6:43am On Aug 14|
|Re: Undecided by SwantaL: 8:18pm On Aug 14|
And naso today finish
|Re: Undecided by Moura7(m): 8:54pm On Aug 14|
Abeg oo....Bayern dey murder my team here. No mojo to update today again. I'm pretty didn't feel this hurt even when Fola deserted him in prison lol
|Re: Undecided by Glory4567(f): 11:15pm On Aug 14|
Heya sorry ooo
Pls don't have heart attack ooo
|Re: Undecided by Dibixxx1(m): 7:24pm On Aug 15|
I feel your pain bro.....I was even scared to sleep yesterday cos I thought I'd relive it all again in my nightmares
|Re: Undecided by sodeeqsulaimon88(m): 9:19pm On Aug 15|
We gather dey together yesterday was horrifying I've never seen my team dah worse
|Re: Undecided by anuofGod(f): 7:59pm On Aug 16|
|Re: Undecided by Khriztarl(f): 11:16pm On Aug 16|
Moura7 where art thou? deedee033, over here.
|Re: Undecided by Moura7(m): 4:05pm On Aug 17|
Khriztarl:still in my feelings......crying
|Re: Undecided by Khriztarl(f): 8:50pm On Aug 17|
|Re: Undecided by Faithfulmartins(m): 9:17am On Aug 18|
Moura7:bro no be only you �
|Re: Undecided by Ann2012(f): 10:18am On Aug 18|
Moura!!!! Good morning
Where art thou?
|Re: Undecided by Ochyglowsglows(f): 11:13am On Aug 18|
Moura na, since Friday? Haven't you gotten over it yet? Abeg come and give us one loooooooooong update abeg
|Re: Undecided by Ultimategeneral: 5:04pm On Aug 18|
Moura7:My man, don't get depressed o. Even messi no cry like this o. You no be like us wey place bet on it o.
|Re: Undecided by Sensitivity1254: 5:52pm On Aug 18|
If you did not see that drumping by Bayern coming it means that you haven't been following your team for three seasons now.
|Re: Undecided by Moura7(m): 7:37pm On Aug 18|
Ok oo..... dropping a new update tomorrow
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|Re: Undecided by okikioluwafemi(m): 1:39pm On Aug 19|
Nice one bro
can't wait for it
|Re: Undecided by BigDebbie: 1:42pm On Aug 19|
Dis update totori my body... Thanks OP
|Re: Undecided by Herbiedeen(m): 10:05pm On Aug 19|
I don tire sef
|Re: Undecided by chigozie69: 9:25am On Aug 20|
Op, we are waiting for the update oo
|Re: Undecided by yungbanks(m): 11:25am On Aug 20|
Nice one following
|Re: Undecided by Moura7(m): 6:58pm On Aug 20|
Guys pls pls don't be angry. See, I was typing up something today, huge update only for me to minimise to see something and come back to see everything wiped out. I didn't save it. I was pained and tried to start again but the captivating energy wasn't there again like in wiped update, the new one was just stale and bland. Pls you guys shouldn't be angry for long.
Hopefully, I'd come up with something even better tomorrow. I'm really sorry.
|Re: Undecided by okikioluwafemi(m): 8:01pm On Aug 20|
No problem bro
|Re: Undecided by Moura7(m): 8:18pm On Aug 20|
|Re: Undecided by Khriztarl(f): 8:39pm On Aug 20|
Inside barca and bayern spirit o. Moura7 me i've vex.
|Re: Undecided by Moura7(m): 9:01pm On Aug 20|
lol...sorry yh? I really came up with a huge update but it got wiped out. Pls don't vex, crystals only shine, they don't frown
|Re: Undecided by Herbiedeen(m): 10:23pm On Aug 20|
Moura7:ah, see this uncle whining my sweetheart oh, and she too will start blushing now oh
lemme goan grind pepper first
|Re: Undecided by Moura7(m): 10:36pm On Aug 20|
Herbiedeen:aah, bros abeg o lol
|Re: Undecided by Khriztarl(f): 12:57pm On Aug 21|
Moura7:lol. Owk o, you're forgiven. Just do and update. Sorry about the wipe out.
|Re: Undecided by Moura7(m): 7:20pm On Aug 21|
Days had passed and turned to weeks since that day he hid me when Hailey came to see him.
The worst part was that we had just got back together the day before and even had a steamy make out session just minutes before everything came crashing down. I had pleaded with him to let me in on what was going on but he just opened his mouth and closed it back. It hurt then, still does now. I know he loves me very much and I love him even more but love alone isn't just enough. He has to trust me too and tell me what's really going on, why he hid me when Hailey came around and also why he suddenly confessed to her after he'd already gone to jail, why now? Why?.....What does she seem to have over him...is it that bad that he can't even confide in me? I love him and I want to help him with everything I've got but he has to let me in first.
I had spent some time and T's before I left for Abuja to spend sometime with my parents.
I felt that maybe being away from Lagos for a while would help ease the pain a little.
Home was home, everything was pretty much the same. My dad was surprisingly more around this time though, no meetings or trips which was rare but in a pleasant way. Growing up wasn't that fun in this house and being an only child didn't help either. Then, dad was still a governor and was almost never around. I used to be bullied then by classmates, they said my dad hated me and that was why he never showed up for any of my school functions. I remember running to the toilet and crying my eyes out everytime each time they said that. To my dad's credit though, he always made up for it anytime he was chanced to be at home. He'd get me gifts and we'd play and play throughout the whole day if I'm lucky, other times we'd just play for about 3 hrs before his phone would ring signalling one appointment or some emergency at the office or a general meeting of governors. Nonetheless, I know he loves me and that alone kept me through.
My mum on other hand is quite a handful. Being the state's first lady it was normal to be in the public eye almost always, but my Mum took it overboard and she dragged me on onboard too.
She always made sure to be in the spotlight at all times. If there was a function everyday of the week, mum would make sure to buy new outfits for each day with shoes to match too. She'd drag me to all these events, even her weekly bookclub that's filled with mostly people her age. Let's just say she's a bit too much but still amazing.
The downside of my stay at home was when mum started bugging me about my dating life.
I contemplated on telling her about Dibz but knowing my royal dramatic queen of a mother, she'd start making a fuss about how her enemies joined forces to make her only child become spellbound to a rapist. No kidding.
So I just told her that I'm not in any relationship now which turned out to be an even worse decision because before I knew what was happening, I was all dolled up in some fancy restaurant sitting in front of a stranger. Yes, she somehow arranged blind dates for me which didn't just work out. One of them even ended before the food was served.
One evening, I was sitting on our rooftop bar, enjoying the cool breeze and just watching people walk by and I saw him. He was sitting on the bonnet of a car, looking at something on his phone and airpods stuck in his ears. I couldn't believe it at first, i even wiped my eyes clean to be certain and there he was, still there. I didn't even know when I screamed, "Dibzzz"!!!
He didn't answer and then I screamed again but still he didn't react. I remembered he had airpods on and so couldn't hear me properly. I raced down to the gate in the speed of light, shouting for the gateman to get the gate. Immediately, the gate was opened, I rushed out ignoring shouts from the gateman begging me to wait. I'm sure he must have been terrified at my sudden behavior. Once, I reached him, I hugged him from behind and pressed his back to me but something wasn't right. The hug didn't feel right itself and so I slowly, disentangled myself from him to see his face and immediately i did I wished the ground opened and swallowed me.
It wasn't him.
"Uhmm....I'm sorry. I thought you were someone else", I apologized looking at the ground.The guy's shocked expression softened and he smiled.
"Ouch", he said grimacing. "I actually thought I was that attractive enough to make a pretty girl like you hug me like that. Now I envy whoever was that hug was meant for", he said smiling now.
"I'm sorry", I said again before I ran back to the house before I started crying right in front of him. It was painful, really painful. I miss him, I miss him alot. I decided there and then that I couldn't take it anymore. I couldn't keep on torturing myself by being away from someone I love and so I started packing my bags. I was getting on the next flight to Lagos or better still I'd book a private plane. I couldn't wait any longer...I decided to go and see him and make him tell me everything. I'd not leave to he told me what was really going on, I'd follow him everywhere even to his meetings till he caved in.
I smiled as i zipped my bags. "I'm coming to get you baby", I said smiling as I rolled my box out of my room........TBC
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|Re: Undecided by Moura7(m): 7:21pm On Aug 21|
Would still drop something this night or early tomorrow morning...still typing
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