JackDaAlienz:

Thank you so much
I avoided her to the point I didn't check her Instagram for 2 good years..
Last year August, I decided to man up and check her Instagram
Brooooooooooooooo I was shattered

She now has a son for the rich guy
And she is posting traveling photos around the world.
I felt joy for her new life but deep down I was crying like crazy.
It made me feel depressed but I plan to move on and HURSTLE harder.
I don't know if I will ever see her again
That girl loved me like crazy, our love was like fairytale.
To see her with her son and husband breaks my heart but I'm really really happy for her.
We both dreamed of living together and getting rich. We even talked about how cute our kids will be. We had plans
I just want to erase her out of my mind but it's like the bond I had with her is too strong!

Incandescent:


Ode. Next time think before you type nonsense

heendrix:


Such is life bro.....I've had two or more girls who have asked me out but I'll gladly give dogs attention over them esp with this strong hatred I got for anything 9ja girls/ladies. One of em Gloria was even always gifting me things and always buying fast food anytime she's coming around, if she leaves I and guys go devour am and still laugh her sef I still no go call ask if she don reach house until she finally gave up on me herself n stopped talking to me, till today I still never cared to call or text her to ask why. so such is life bro I'll just advise you don't force urself on these girls

Divinehealer:


Where in Serbia is she. I heard serbia is not economically good sha.

heendrix:


This one ur asking hope no be say you wan go tiff my Lady . and yeah the country's not too good, herself to is bout moving to Germany

JackDaAlienz:
When i travelled to Russia to study medicine I was 23 years when I meet a very beautiful Russian girl named Yulia
She was 17 turning to 18.

I loved this girl with all my heart and she was so in love with me. Infact she loved me too much.
I was her first black boyfriend
We dated for 2 years
Then we broke up because I needed some space.
We still became very close friends after the break up.
Until she got a new boyfriend.
She called me crying and telling me that she has not loved any guy in this life more than me. But she doesn't know what to do about this rich guy who wants her.
I told her to go ahead, that if he can give her the life she always dreamed of living.

She clearly want this guy because of his money. Her new boyfriend is very rich and me I wasn't financially strong then.
Her boyfriend knows I'm her ex, so he forced her to block me everywhere.
We haven't talked since 3 years

I moved on like nothing happened
Now I'm back in Nigeria
It's been 3 years now
But here is the problem
No matter how hard I try to forget her
It doesn't work
I still get flashbacks of our love, romance and all the good times we had.
No matter how hard I try, I just can't forget her.

I got into a new relationship which ended shortly because the girl I was dating said I was still in love with my ex. That I talk about my ex more than I talk about her.
And it's true, I unknowingly bring up my ex in our discussion.
How do I get over my ex of 3 years.
I sometimes cry at night thinking about her
It's so weird, I have never had this kind of bond with a girl.

How can I remove her from my mind
It's like I'm spiritually tied to this girl

lilyheaven:


It’s just three years after.
But the truth is you might never find any one like Her again.
Don’t feel bad whenever the memories flows, instead let smiles run through your chin .
Make it a sweet memory.
When ever someone get you angry, think about her and feel Happy.
You might not be with her, but let her memory bring happiness to your soul.

I met this guy, we became friends with benefit,
After six months, I was about getting married, he asked me if I really wanted to marry, I thought he was going to ask me to marry him, but he didn’t, instead he supported my wedding.
Meanwhile, I have fallen so deeply with him,
He was always coming to my dreams to make love to me, and I always tell people around he is my husband ( dream)
One day my husband toI’d me I was Having sex in the dream , That he found out because of my movement most times when I’m sleeping.
My head grew big that day, I just opened up to him that day to him, we cried together that day. We prayed over it.
But it didn’t stop.
After three years this guy called me, that he haven’t been able to let go of me, that he still see himself making love to me in his dreams
, I thought I was just dreaming alone.
He told me how much he loved me,
And he was still preparing his mind to ask me out , when I informed him I was getting married.
I asked him why he didn’t open up to me, maybe I would have changed my mind, he replied he was scared I would reject him.
Hmmmm, he didn’t even try.
It’s five years already going to six , we still haven’t let go.
We still see in the dream, we talk , we play around, but we haven’t had sex for a very long time.
He called me three days ago, I was happy to hear his voice, he reassured me how much my room in his heart is well maintained ;.

I don’t cry over him again, instead his memories brings joy to my soul.

He is married with a child.

Divinehealer:


See your life? A nigerian woman show you love but you eat her money and insult her yet you can suck up pride and invite your village to beg oyinbo woman. Who is raising these weak men?

heendrix:


Bcuz I knew twas a temporary love abi no be 9ja girls again

lilvicky68:

Chai..

JackDaAlienz:
When i was dating her I meet someone who is gifted spiritually
This person said that the girl is my soulmate and my coming to Russia to study was not a conincedence
That she was my love in another lifetime
And me coming to Russia was a divine way of reuniting with my soulmate "Yulia"
I never believed all this soulmate stuff
But thinking back, I can see why I can't get her off my mind.

BRATISLAVA:


But it's true.

White men can hate and dump white women, but black men dare not. They would be losing the prize: white skin.

Don't be surprised this our guy used to take the trash out, cook for her and other things and he will tell you it was love. But if you give him a black woman, he will remember he's an African man with pride, he cannot stoop, he needs to be in control etc.

See how he's hungering and thirsting after wealthy, married, white flesh.

BRATISLAVA:
Another day, another paid thread.

Suddenly all of them only feel feel pain and attachment to white girls. Yet they complain about racism when their minds are already enslaved.

Imagine if the girl were black, and she left him for a rich man, what do you think OP himself would say?

Instead because she is white, we have Lamentations and claiming to have been soul mates. Desire for Mulatto kids will not stop making black men sound foolish and foolisher.

Divinehealer:


Hahaha, I feel you sha but for real, you never can tell. Imagine if it was a naija woman that wrote that about naija men. Saying how they eat his food and insult him, how they yinmu when he preaches love, how they hate anything naija men and prefere oyinbo, they even invite their family to beg oyinbo to love them again all the while insulting the naija man who has been doing his best to show love claiming they are sure he just wants to hit and run. Shebi men for insult such woman from here to Sokoto ;

Anyways, when are we visiting Serbia for wedding jellof and cake?

JackDaAlienz:

Thank you so much
I avoided her to the point I didn't check her Instagram for 2 good years..
Last year August, I decided to man up and check her Instagram
Brooooooooooooooo I was shattered

She now has a son for the rich guy
And she is posting traveling photos around the world.
I felt joy for her new life but deep down I was crying like crazy.
It made me feel depressed but I plan to move on and HURSTLE harder.
I don't know if I will ever see her again
That girl loved me like crazy, our love was like fairytale.
To see her with her son and husband breaks my heart but I'm really really happy for her.
We both dreamed of living together and getting rich. We even talked about how cute our kids will be. We had plans
I just want to erase her out of my mind but it's like the bond I had with her is too strong!

Vision101:
The girl has used oyibo juju on you. Go for deliverance.

AlexB300:
So my soul mate might not be in Nigeria after all

Pernotti:


WTF did I just read? Both the four of you, i.e. you, your husband, your husband in the dream and his wife are all sick.

JackDaAlienz:

Thank you so much
I avoided her to the point I didn't check her Instagram for 2 good years..
Last year August, I decided to man up and check her Instagram
Brooooooooooooooo I was shattered

She now has a son for the rich guy
And she is posting traveling photos around the world.
I felt joy for her new life but deep down I was crying like crazy.
It made me feel depressed but I plan to move on and HURSTLE harder.
I don't know if I will ever see her again
That girl loved me like crazy, our love was like fairytale.
To see her with her son and husband breaks my heart but I'm really really happy for her.
We both dreamed of living together and getting rich. We even talked about how cute our kids will be. We had plans
I just want to erase her out of my mind but it's like the bond I had with her is too strong!

Chiffy:


Go back to Russia or anywhere abroad and look for another girlfriend. The deteriorating condition of Nigeria is making you reminisce on the opportunities you could have had if you had stayed with and married that Russian girl. That is why you are still thinking about her. I assure that if you travel to Germany/Canada for example and find a new girlfriend, you will immediately forget about your Russian girl.

HellVictorinho:



Something worse has happened to me more than twice.


The most recent one is occupying too much space in my brain.


But just like the previous ones,she doesn't care about me.
She doesn't like me
She doesn't even regard me.


This problem is another reason why I think life is absurd.

Why do I keep getting emotionally attached to girls that don't have any feelings for me?


Why is life like this


At the moment, I am still thinking about the most recent one.
Ultimately, I hope I don't go mad as I am also trying to pay some attention to other things and other people.

JackDaAlienz:
When i travelled to Russia to study medicine I was 23 years when I meet a very beautiful Russian girl named Yulia
She was 17 turning to 18.

I loved this girl with all my heart and she was so in love with me. Infact she loved me too much.
I was her first black boyfriend
We dated for 2 years
Then we broke up because I needed some space.
We still became very close friends after the break up.
Until she got a new boyfriend.
She called me crying and telling me that she has not loved any guy in this life more than me. But she doesn't know what to do about this rich guy who wants her.
I told her to go ahead, that if he can give her the life she always dreamed of living.

She clearly want this guy because of his money. Her new boyfriend is very rich and me I wasn't financially strong then.
Her boyfriend knows I'm her ex, so he forced her to block me everywhere.
We haven't talked since 3 years

I moved on like nothing happened
Now I'm back in Nigeria
It's been 3 years now
But here is the problem
No matter how hard I try to forget her
It doesn't work
I still get flashbacks of our love, romance and all the good times we had.
No matter how hard I try, I just can't forget her.

I got into a new relationship which ended shortly because the girl I was dating said I was still in love with my ex. That I talk about my ex more than I talk about her.
And it's true, I unknowingly bring up my ex in our discussion.
How do I get over my ex of 3 years.
I sometimes cry at night thinking about her
It's so weird, I have never had this kind of bond with a girl.

How can I remove her from my mind
It's like I'm spiritually tied to this girl

JackDaAlienz:
When i travelled to Russia to study medicine I was 23 years when I meet a very beautiful Russian girl named Yulia
She was 17 turning to 18.

I loved this girl with all my heart and she was so in love with me. Infact she loved me too much.
I was her first black boyfriend
We dated for 2 years
Then we broke up because I needed some space.
We still became very close friends after the break up.
Until she got a new boyfriend.
She called me crying and telling me that she has not loved any guy in this life more than me. But she doesn't know what to do about this rich guy who wants her.
I told her to go ahead, that if he can give her the life she always dreamed of living.

She clearly want this guy because of his money. Her new boyfriend is very rich and me I wasn't financially strong then.
Her boyfriend knows I'm her ex, so he forced her to block me everywhere.
We haven't talked since 3 years

I moved on like nothing happened
Now I'm back in Nigeria
It's been 3 years now
But here is the problem
[b]No matter how hard I try to forget her
It doesn't work
I still get flashbacks of our love, romance and all the good times we had.
No matter how hard I try, I just can't forget her.

I got into a new relationship which ended shortly because the girl I was dating said I was still in love with my ex. That I talk about my ex more than I talk about her.
And it's true, I unknowingly bring up my ex in our discussion.
How do I get over my ex of 3 years.
I sometimes cry at night thinking about her
It's so weird, I have never had this kind of bond with a girl.

How can I remove her from my mind
It's like I'm spiritually tied to this girl

Try as much as possible to leave these country, trust me when you get to America or Canada, u will forget about it. Lazy youth

JackDaAlienz:
When i was dating her I meet someone who is gifted spiritually
This person said that the girl is my soulmate and my coming to Russia to study was not a conincedence
That she was my love in another lifetime
And me coming to Russia was a divine way of reuniting with my soulmate "Yulia"
I never believed all this soulmate stuff
But thinking back, I can see why I can't get her off my mind.